My Uncontrollable Thoughts

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Author's Pov

Jungkook was taking a shower when suddenly his house bell rang, interrupted his business. "Aish, I can't even take a full shower yet." Jungkook whined as he grabs his towel and wrapped it around his lower torso, covered up whatsoever under it, and walk out from the bathroom- heading towards the house's main door.

He didn't think much as he opened the door, about to use foul language at whoever interrupted him but before he could even do that, he received a high pitch scream. There, Jimin was standing with his school uniform on while his hand covered up his eyes, unexpecting his teacher was in this kind of state.

"What are you doing?!" Jimin yelled at him as he furrowed his eyebrows- the problem here is not Jungkook who appear at Jimin's house naked, it was JIMIN who came to his house. "Can't you wear clothes?!" Jimin angrily yelled but his cheeks redden, clearly embarrassed or blushed by the view in front of him.

Jungkook was extremely hot at that time. His hair is wet, covered up his forehead while water, sinfully dripped on his body. Not to add that Jungkook delicious abs were a full-on display for the boy. "Why are you acting as if you're a girl?" Jungkook asked as Jimin scoffed offended.

"Pardon?"

"Yes, Jimin... You're behaving like a girl right now. Our structure bodies are the same why would you be overreacting like this? As if you never see yourself in the mirror..." Jungkook said and scoffed mockery as he walks away, heading towards his room to wear some clothes.

"Yah! You're so shameless!" Jimin yelled back as he sits down outside on the door. To be honest, is not because he never sees himself in the mirror, he reacts that way because Jungkook was looking too hot that time and he could feel his dick twitching so he couldn't think of anything and the words are just coming out from his mouth.

"Are you going to stand outside?" Jungkook asked from behind as Jimin turned around and see his teacher was wearing a piece of grey sweatpants- nothing more. He didn't even cover up those abs for god sake. "Like the view?" Jungkook asked smirking catching Jimin off guard- unrealized he was staring at his teacher's body like there's no tomorrow.

"Pft no I don't and never will..." Jimin said and Jungkook shrugged off as he walks inside, followed by Jimin behind. "Might as well as take a photo- believe me, it lasts longer." Jungkook teased and Jimin rolled his eyes. "With all due respect Mr. Jeon Jungkook, your abs are small and there's nothing extraordinary about it." Jimin sassed as he put down his school bag and take out few tools to start the lesson, satisfied that both were still in a comfortable atmosphere even though what happened yesterday.

"Sure, Mr. Park... Your eyes seem didn't say the same thing about it just now..." Jungkook said as he sits beside Jimin and closes his eyes before opening them, decided to take things professionally in his hands. "Okay let's start. No games." Jungkook said and Jimin couldn't help but to nodded, unable to handle the seriousness around them.

Jungkook was surely dominating in their class but Jimin didn't feel threatened by it because there are many people around them. In this case, it's completely different, Jimin could actually feel himself drowned in Jungkook's powerful arms. The male got something inside him that makes Jimin feel like, he could kneel for the man.

Or he could just simply asked Jimin to do something, and the boy will gladly do it. Until this day, Jimin couldn't think of the reason behind his every action. It's like others soul has controlled his body whenever he's around the teacher and it's not fair. Well, at least for Jimin... Because he didn't want to show his weak sight but here he is, completely followed Jungkook's order.

"Quit staring Park." Jungkook suddenly said as Jimin choke on his breath- unable to hold the amount of embarrassment because his teacher just caught him staring for the second time today.

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Thirty minutes had passed and nothing happened between them. It was simply, Jungkook teaching his student about mathematics, and Jimin didn't stop staring at his teacher.

If you think Jungkook didn't notice then you're wrong- the male indeed noticed everything Jimin does. The way his eyes stay still on his face, probably couldn't get enough of his handsome face. The way Jimin gulps hard every time Jungkook looks at him in the eyes. The way he could feel Jimin crescent eyes stare at his lips- yeah he notices every little thing that Jimin does.

But he didn't stop the male further, he's trying to be professional as he could and the rest is up to Jimin if he wanted to take things important in his hands or not. "Understand?" Jungkook asked and Jimin looks away, didn't even hear what the male said for this past half hour.

"Y-yeah," Jimin said stuttering because he, himself didn't even realize he was staring at his teacher. Hell, he used to hate that male face but now he couldn't stop drooling over it. Funny right? Karma blows exactly on his chest. "Let's rest a little..." Jungkook said and stand up, walking towards the kitchen to take some food as Jimin silently watching him from behind, couldn't avoid but to flushed, looking at Jungkook's back.

He frowned when he realized what is he doing as he slapped his face hard, reminding himself to constraint. If he continues to act like this, he will boldly express himself, and he doesn't want that. He should look at Jungkook as his jerk teacher- nothing more.

"Here... Eat some. Will continue this after." Jungkook said and once again, breaking Jimin thought that has been active thinking for the past few minutes- it was uncontrollable for him. He tried to stop imagining anything but he couldn't and if he does, his mind will think about none other than Jungkook.

It was turning him crazy.

"Thanks," Jimin said shortly as he holds out his hand but frowned when he see cupcakes on display. It reminds him of what happened this morning as he huffed, catching Jungkook's attention. "What's wrong? Don't like cupcakes? " Jungkook asked acting as if he didn't give Jimin the cupcakes on purpose to see the boy's reaction.

"I like them but... It is based on who made it. If a bitch made it then I don't like it, in fact, I hate it. But, if a normal person baked it then I surely will like it, in fact, I'll love it." Jimin said as he smiles cutely but what he spat just now was full of toxicity. "Is that so? Well, I could assure you, this was made with full of love and not by a bitch." Jungkook said grinning, already forget his professional manner, teasing Jimin more.

"Really? Who made it?" Jimin asked as he grabbed one of the cupcakes and open his mouth, about to taste it. "So-Hyun." Jungkook blurted out and the cupcakes fall from Jimin's hand accidentally brushed off with his face. "You said it was made with love and not by a bitch?!" Jimin exclaimed as he rolled his eyes and pick up the cupcakes in disgust and put in on the table.

"Yes, she loves me and for sure she put all of her love inside it. Plus, she's not a bitch, instead, she's an angel." Jungkook said and Jimin choked as if he's about to throw up listening to his teacher's bullshit. "Shut up! I don't want to hear it anymore! My ears are bleeding for fuck sake!" Jimin cursed out loud, realizing the burning feelings come back around his stomach.

"Words, Park Jimin." Jungkook mumbled coldly as Jimin turned to him, about to utter profanity again but stopped when Jungkook dark doe's eyes glaring at him. It was dominating for the boy. He gulped hard as he looks away and grabbed the cupcake, shoving it into his mouth, savoring the delicious taste.

But then he remembers it was So-Hyun's so he harshly shoves it back to the plate and pouted cutely. He doesn't know why he acts like a baby but yeah, he does. He badly wanted to scream to Jungkook's face like he usually does but he couldn't. "Angry much, baby?" Jungkook suddenly said caused Jimin to gasped and peek at him, unnoticed the chocolate stains on his bottom lips.

Jungkook didn't say anything and he holds out his hand, reaching the boy's face, wiping the stains softly as Jimin closes his eyes, feeling the rough hand on his face. He soon opens his eyes when he feels Jungkook's hand is no longer on his face as he looks in the male doe's eyes before moving it down to the male's thin rosy-inviting lips.

"These cupcakes are actually made by me... I baked it." Jungkook let out, pointing towards the cupcake Jimin threw. It's true, he prepared it even before Jimin arrive because he wanted to see the boy's reaction if he said it was So-Hyun's and just like he imagined, the boy won't like it.

Undoubtedly he hates it.

Jimin widens his eyes, realizing what he had done as he looks at his teacher, sense the burning feeling inside him goes away, replaced with guilty for behaving like that earlier. He shouldn't throw it in the first place but he couldn't handle it when he remembered how So-Hyun goes all girly with Jungkook.

"Why did you slam the cupcakes box Jimin? I'm sure you could notice because the box was big enough. Plus, why did you walk in the middle of So-Hyun and me?" Jungkook asked, keeping his gaze on Jimin as the boy keep silent, incapable of explaining what he actually feels because he never felt that way towards anyone before.

Never.

"I... Don't know," Jimin confessed as he moves his eyes on Jungkook's face before moving down the male's lips again, feeling himself crave to taste it. Jungkook didn't say anything because he realized that Jimin eyes are on his lips, and now he's contemplating what's going to happen next.

For sure, Jimin will leave his house after.

Jimin didn't think much as he moves forward, and crashed his lips against Jungkook's, catching the male off guard but did he reject? Of course not. Jimin then slowly moves his lips, satisfied with the feelings as Jungkook picks up the pace after.

Jimin bit Jungkook lower lips caused the male to open his mouth wide and Jimin gladly takes this opportunity to shoves his tongue inside Jungkook's, feeling every inch of the male's mouth. It was addicting just like the last time he tasted them.

Jimin then wrapped his hand around Jungkook's bare neck, deepening the kiss desperately as if his life depends on its caused Jungkook to lean back on the couch. He moaned in the kiss when he feels Jungkook's tongue exploring his mouth and gasped, feeling the male big hands placed on his petite waist.

"No!" He suddenly pushed Jungkook away, and move back as he didn't think any moment and run away from the house, going on to Taehyung's house, realizing what he had done, leaving Jungkook who was confused alone. He was the one who takes action first but why does he push him back?

Simple, it's because he was fighting with his inner self. His heart, his body scream for Jungkook but his mind keeps canceled on the male. It was turning him crazy. But did he regret kissed the male though? Of course not. Unexpectedly he feels delighted.

He reached Taehyung's house as he didn't mind knocking and barge into it meeting a sight of Taehyung watching gay porn on the TV. "Tae! You need to help me! Please!" He desperately begged as Taehyung immediately sense something is wrong, luckily for him, both of his parents went on a vacation and they'll be back in two months.

"Come." He said and both of them entered his room.

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