11. rest in peace.
A/N: Before this chapter I want to give a special mention to @ndyngrh_tttop because I love her theories the most, like seriously OMG.
Aoi's POV
"Aoi, look at this photo." Rina told me with a mouthful of food, shoving her phone in front of my face to look at a picture. I quickly paused from chewing my food, letting my eyes scan the photo of a girl who looks about fourteen or fifteen years old, smiling brightly towards the camera.
The girl looks beautiful. Her hair is long and wavy which smooth flows down until waist level, her eyes turning into crescents as she smiled, teeth perfectly white and her fingers were forming peace signs on both hands. I slowly started to chew my food again and shrugged, my eyes furrowed in confusion.
The photo makes me feel uneasy, her face looks vaguely familiar and it seems as if I've seen this girl before.
I quickly grabbed the phone away from Rina and used my fingers on both hands to enlarge the picture. "Yeah, what about her?" I asked as if I had no clue about who she was and diverted my gaze back to her.
She gave me a confused look and a frustrated groan, "That's Oh Yeon-joo's photo when she was fourteen. It was taken five years ago. You know her, right? Don't act like you don't because it seems like you do." She suspiciously said.
Oh Yeon-joo?
(A/n: believe it or not i created this name way before W: Two worlds was released i am a PSYCHIC)
I immediately froze on the spot. My heart skipped a beat, my eyes widened as I felt anger rushing through my veins. What the fuck? Why is Rina showing me a picture of her? I rudely threw her phone back to her, which she luckily caught before it drops to somewhere else. She shot me a surprised look.
Why does that bitch look so different?
"What the hell was that for, Aoi? You can give it back more politely, you know, geez." She rolled her eyes at me and grabbed a glass of water from the side and drank from it. "You know her don't you?"
"I actually wish I didn't," I said with a pause, looking down on the table. "I remember her, I fucking hate that bitch. She has no fucking idea how much she hurt me with her stupid actions." I unconsciously blabbered, my stare completely averted away from Rina.
"Aoi, before you rant even more, why would you do that? I mean, don't you know what happened to her? Take a look at her Instagram account and her latest post's comments." Rina said and shoved her phone in front of my face again.
I turned my head to look at the phone's screen once again, looking at her Instagram page that looks like it hasn't been updated for a while now. I grabbed the phone away from Rina hand and started observing it on my own.
It's her account in Instagram which I blocked ages ago. What puzzled me was that her latest post was from about seven months ago, and when I clicked it I saw a hundred comments coming from many people.
My eyes furrowed in completely confusion as I realized that the comments were Rest in Peace messages. I blinked twice, questioning the credibility of the comments. The comments were still there so I blinked two more times again, but it didn't work. The comment section was full of messages from her friends telling her to rest happily in heaven and that they will miss her.
What... the... fuck?
"What kind of sick prank is this?!" I yelled in an angry tone. "It's not funny Rina! I'm not playing any of your games, what the hell is happening?!
Rina put on a frown and bowed her head down. "I'm not kidding, Aoi. Why don't you know about it? Why is it that out of all the people who knew that she died, you're the only one who hasn't received the news yet? She's gone, Aoi." She said in a serious and monotonous tone.
I don't know how to describe what I felt after hearing that from her. I felt like a bullet has been shot through my chest, breaking me apart in a split second. It felt as if the world stopped spinning and everything abruptly came to a stop. What the hell is happening? I shouldn't be hurt this much.
"Aoi, are you okay?" Rina asked me in a sympathetic tone, looking intently at my eyes and frowning with concern. I didn't know that such news will affect me this much, and for some unknown reason I felt my hands trembling badly.
My vision started to blur little by little, tears filling up my eye sockets, waiting to come crashing down.
"What.. happened to her? How did she die?" I asked in a shaky tone, slowly trying to make our eyes meet before I lose it and cry in front of her. I hate crying more than anything but fuck, why is this happening to me?
"She killed herself six months ago, Aoi. She was found in her room after she hanged herself. There was no suicide note, she was just found hanging from the ceiling with a rope secured around her neck. Look Aoi, I don't know who she is. I'm sorry, what's your relation with her?" She asked me. laying her hand on top of my hand from the opposite side of the table.
What?
Why?
"She's my ex.." I held my breath, "best friend. I cared about her more than anything. She broke my trust a lot of times and I kept on forgiving her, until I finally gave up and dumped her. I can't believe it, Rina, I can't believe she's gone." I slowly uttered, pausing in almost every word I say.
I couldn't get this affected.
Rina put on a sad smile and stood up from her seat, walking to me and taking the seat beside me. She wrapped her arms around both of my shoulders from beside me and laid her forehead on my shoulder, carressing my arm in comfort.
"I'm sorry Aoi, believe me or not it will get better. Do you want to visit her grave soon?"
"Why would I?" I asked in a blunt tone I tried so hard to maintain, still trying to hold my tears in. "I already lost her before she died, anyway. I shouldn't care about her, I shouldn't, I shouldn't, I fucking shouldn't. I should hate her after everything." I said whilst using most of my strength to clench my fists.
Rina hugged me even tighter.
"You couldn't keep hating, you know. You'll cool down before you know it. Let's just wish her all the best up there." When she mentioned those words, tears started streaming down my cheeks uncontrollably.
"What the hell? What should I do now huh? What should I fucking do? I don't know why the hell she was a bitch when she lived! Why should I wish her all the best when she made my life worse? It was all because of her that I was afraid to trust. I hate Yeon-joo!"
"What am I supposed to do now? Why did you tell me about this?!" I continued to rancorously, my voice starting to crack even more.
"It's because of Jimin.." she muttered low, "I thought you knew about this. I'm sorry Aoi, Soojung told me that Jimin was involved with this and I was about to tell something about it. I wanted to first refresh your mind and reminded you of her again, but I didn't know that you didn't know that she died." She carressed my back. My eyes shot up in surprise.
"Park Jimin?" I asked in curiosity but she didn't reply. What?
What's going on?
She continued carressing my back gently and brought out her phone again. "Never mind that for now, you need to rest. You need to take tome and accept this, you need to know why you're like this first. I'm going to call Ah-young unnie now. I'm going to tell her to pick you up okay?" She said in a caring tone.
But what about what she said about Jimin?
She just dropped it!
"No, no." I hurriedly declined and wiped my tears right away, "I'm alright, and you're right that I need to know more stuff about this. Don't call my sister, call Park Jimin to come talk to me. You have him on speed dial, right? I need him." I immediately ordered, making her shot me a weird look.
"What? Why him?"
"You said Jimin was involved with this right? I don't know how but I want to know, coming from him." I said in a serious tone.
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