07. silent words.

A/N: the theories i've received are either too deep or too shallow, there's legitimately nO IN BETWEEN

but surprisingly none of you are right (surprisingly), only two of you got close (not even that close omg)

Aoi's POV

Staring at her from head to toe, I glared at her menacingly.

"Hm? What is this bullshit you're trying to pull?" I asked, still not believing the fact that this girl has the guts to say something like that in front of a helpless younger student.

She's tall, she's pretty, she's stylish, she looks rich and she's daring but she has no right to make someone feel bad about herself just so that she could make herself look good. I'm not in the place to judge but she's actually that girl who always dresses way too revealing and provocative to impress guys, and I don't want to talk more about her purpose.. But she thinks sleeping with people is the way of finding love. Underage and legit steals people's boyfriends— I don't know why she should think that, really. There may be some deep story behind it or not but I think it's an easy target to use against her.

"Don't you know, that you're just like her except that you have unnecessary make up in your face, annoying attitude, greasy-looking hair and you talk bullshit? You're one who talk about putting an end to discrimination but what fuck are you doing to her, huh? Hypocritical bitch." I dissed the bitch right in front of the weak student.

Appalled by my sudden outburst, her mouth gaped open and her eyebrows furrowed. She looks like a goddamn snake, it pisses me off.

"And who are you?" Her tone at me sounded disgusted. "Aren't you what everyone called the try-hard bitch who thinks she's the best-"

"Park Aoi," I rose an eyebrow. "Just someone who believes that her beauty ans worth isn't defined by making others feel shit about themselves," I gave her another look from head to toe.

"Park Aoi? What the hell?" She cackled, "Don't act like everyone's not afraid of you since all of us here know you're a bitch too."

Why am I even talking to her?

I could hear Rae-na whispering at me to stop trying to talk to this bitch from behind me. Yet instead of stopping that easily, I held her hand tighter and whispered to her that I got this.

"No honey," I gave her an arrogant smile. "I'm not a bitch, I am the bitch, the main one actually. Sorry for you but I have no time for try-hard hoes like you trying to compete with me. If I were you, I would stop making people feel inferior to me because that just shows how low you are." I told her before batting my eyelashes at her.

I left her dumbfounded, and for some reason I was too. Nowadays my words and judgements just get a little too out of control.

That's when I realized that no matter how much good I try to do for others, and for my owns likes, always manage to say or do something else wrong.

I began to hold Rae-na's wrist and dragged her away from the hoe, bringing her to her small group friends. I left her in front of them and told Rae-na something before leaving.

"Don't ever let someone make you feel like shit next time, alright? That's if you don't want me to kick you in the butt." I said, giving her a small smile before slowly walking from her friends.

That was quick.

"Aoi sunbae!" She then called me, making me turn around immediately, "Thank you! You're so nice to me!" She squeaked in a cute tone, smiling at me brightly from a distance.

Nice? That was nice?

Hell no.

When is the Park Aoi ever nice?

I ignored her comment and continued to walk away from her, her words repeating in my mind like a broken disk. While walking, I heard gossips about me saying how intimidating and scary I am for sassing that hoe earlier.

Completely different from what Rae-na told me.

I really couldn't blame them for calling me like that.

After all, that's more like the type of comment I deserve to receive.

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"Aigoo~ Look who's lonely today. Looks like someone needs a Park Jimin in their life." Rina commented, nudging Joo-eun's elbow.

I didn't reply since all of my energy already left my body. I just laid the right side of my head on the table, pouting as my right cheek made contact with its surface.

I still don't get why they're pairing me up with that guy.

"Aoi, can't you just tell us what's wrong with you? I mean, where the hell is the Aoi spirit huh?" Joo-eun asked me.

I groaned.

"Shut up, will ya? I am tired of the way I am, I just want to find ways of becoming a nice person." I said and heaved a sigh.

Silence took over the atmosphere for a few seconds until one of them suddenly laughs, I'm assuming Joo-eun did. She just hit me in the arm.

"Are you kidding me? Is this Aoi? Are you being possessed by an angel or something? That would be weird if ever." She told me, "Try getting rid of your thoughts for a moment and let's have a good time okay?"

"Wow, Joo-eun acts like a good friend for a moment." Rina muttered under her breath yet Joo-eun overheard. I lifted my head up to look at them, only to find out that they're already shooting daggers at each other.

"Going back," Joo-eun diverted her stare to me. "Oh yeah, Aoi, I forgot to tell you. Miyun called Jimin to come here with himself only. Just to talk to you I guess, he's going to be here soon."

My eyes widened in shock, "WHAT?! P-Park Jimin? What?! Miyun I swear to God you that weirdass I'm—"

"Shhh, don't insult Miyun you twat. She's amazing, and oh by the way we're only letting you speak to Jimin, alright. Also he'll be in here in a few seconds." Rina said.

What?!

I'm currently still frantic and they aren't even giving me time to prepare myself for facing that weirdo.

"What do you mean by 'speak'? That boy doesn't freaking speak for God's sakes." I straight-forwardly remarked. The two hoes started nudging each other's elbows.

"Do we tell her why he doesn't?" Rina 'whispered' loudly to Joo-eun. Ughh, not this again. I'm freaking curious, and I think these two are just trying to make me even more curious on purpose.

I don't think I'll be able to know.

A few seconds have passed before the cafe door opened so suddenly, making my eyes widen even more in surprise. It is Jimin and he immediately saw us in the crowd, waving at Rina and Joo-eun with a heart-melting smile.

The atmosphere started getting tenser when he started walking to our table. He didn't look at me and diverted his attention to Rina first. He then gave her a high five.

"Okay so, may I ask why.." He started to talk, sending me chills throughout my whole body. "..why Miyun called me to be here?" He asked.

My heart started racing at this point.

"UHM! Aoi needs you! She wants to talk to you!" Rina excitedly yelled and clapped her hands like a kid. My eyes widened and I hit her in the arm, eyeing her.

"No I don't!" I denied, noticing that my voice changed a bit in his presence. It's softer and a little shakier than usual.

I looked up to Jimin who slowly leaned his face closer to mine, "So, your name is Aoi?" The closeness makes me feel smaller and uncomfortable.

What the fuck? I think I'm palpitating.

Why the hell is he talking?

"ASK HER OUT! ASK HER OUT!!" These two excuses of humans in front me started chanting and caught the attention of all the people around us. My cheeks started flushing red and I slowly felt embarrassed.

It wasn't long before Jimin held my hand, gently pulling me out of my seat then lead me outside the cafe. Why the hell is he holding my freaking hand?!

What the hell am I feeling?

After we got out, he then showed me two post-it notes with words written on them. They were both stuck on his right arm.

'Joo-eun told me you've been feeling insecure about your personality lately..."

I read slowly, not even uttering a word. I can't believe I'm speechless right now. I the looked at the other post-it note stuck on his arm.

"If you ask me, I don't think words are needed to explain how much I'm fond of you."

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A/N: I love how I made Aoi such a flawed, over-the-top hateful person this chapter lol, describes me so much actually. But at the same time I'm trying to maintain some sort of balance to show a bit of her alter ego, which is actually kinda nice.

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