Okay, it would be so much easier for me to just hit publish here on wattpad and have the story out there and available to everyone who wants to read it... but then I will risk having my story copied and put out there for sale by someone who hasn't put the work, sweat and tears into this work. I went to edit it on my home computer to only find the progress I had made had been erased, gone and not to be found. Surmising to say I had to start over. I really wished some of you can be a little more patient and understanding. There are over 75 chapters on this story alone! I have to go to each individual chapter and copy it to my documents to edit it for publishing. This is time consuming and not easy to do without mistakes so I need to stay focused on such a tedious task and not accidentally erase something I am not supposed to. I get frustrated just like everyone else and even sometimes want to scrap the whole thing and just write something else from scratch that is not damie... because as is I can not publish due to libel, it was a big risk to even put it on wattpad, technically the persons in this and in any story involving real people as characters can sue for defamation. So NO I will not be sharing this story as is with anyone. I know that is hard to swallow, (that's what she said) but I just can't risk it. Sorry.  The projected release date for the finished story is May 2020. Thank you!