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"No matter where you are whether it's a quarter-mile away or halfway across the world, you will always be with me and you will always be my brother."
- Fast and Furious 7
Kim Tae-Hee
I open my eyes and see myself lying on the ground instead of a bed. I sit straight and rest my head on the door. My neck hurt because of sleeping on the ground last night. My whole body is aching right now. I rub my neck with my hand. My back also hurt. I wish I would have slept on bed instead of ground. This stupid ground.
Last night memories flooded in my brain. The confession of my brother which hold so much suffering and pain. I want to meet his girlfriend. I want to ask her about my brother's past, about his pain, sufferings, and happiness.
Now I have to go to school with this fractured hand. I hate this. I just can't do anything with this without having pain in my hand. Whenever I try to wear my clothes and move my hand, pain shot in my hand. Kim Woo-Bin has assigned a person to help me but I don't take any help from her.
I want to meet the person who had done this stunt. I will show him / her how it feels when you can't move your hand without having pain in it. I will tell that person to wear this for one day and then ask her or him about the feeling when he or she can't so any work.
I get up from ground and move to bathroom to freshen up because I have to go to school. The thought of going to school make me feel lazy. Right now I want to sleep on my bed again.
I am such a sleepy person.
***
When I came down after dressing up no one was there all left for their work only maids were present. I tried to sneak out of the house without breakfast but I couldn't because that woman caught me while going out of the main door. She was assigned to look after my food, medicine and all.
I thought today also Woo-bin will take me to school but I have to go in this car. My school came in view and first whom I saw is Kim Won-Jun. I am ignoring him after the incident in the room. Whenever I thought about that incident I feel very foreign. My heartbeat rate faster. I just feel hot and feel butterfly in my stomach.
The driver stops the car I went out of it and move towards the main building. As, I walk past him. He look at me and smirk was on his face. I want to remove that smirk from his face.
It's so irritating.
I see him from the corner of my eyes, he was just staring and that smirk on his face was still present. I saw Kim Tan sitting on the bench alone. I want to talk to him but I am just scared if he hurt me to the core where repair can't be done or if he didn't do it. Bell rang and I move towards my classroom.
I enter the classroom and Ji-Hu was talking to his girlfriend. As he saw me while going to my seat, his girlfriend also look me. I stand still my place.
"How are you?" he mumbled.
"I am fine," I told him.
I sit on my seat and put my bag on my desk. I put my head on the bag and close my eyes.
I saw water everywhere. I was standing on a small boat. A big yacht was in front of me. A small girl was looking down in the water. She was just continuously looking in the water. I try to speak but no words came out. My throat was dry as sand. I can't see the girl clearly. All was a blur but I can hear her sobbing sound. There was no sound beside her crying sound. I rub my eyes so to get a clear view. My vision got clear. She was just looking at the water. It looks like she was finding something in it.
The boat goes closure to ship. The girl didn't notice me. Now I can see her clearly. She was wearing a pink colored frock. Her hairs were of brown color which was tied behind a ponytail. The yacht was decorated like there was some celebration. Tears were rolling down, eyes were bloodshot red and nose also. She didn't wipe the tears. She was staring at the water. She was very sad. She was standing still. There was no movement in the water. Air was not blowing. There was complete silence. It feels like all are in deep sorrow. I feel like I have seen that girl somewhere. I try to remember but my brain didn't respond. When I look at the girl's face, I feel pain in my heart. I want to tell that to not to cry but nothing came out of my mouth. She was in pain, emotional pain.
I start feeling weak. All in my body is draining. I fall on the floor of the boat. Before I close my eyes, I heard a voice like someone shouted,'MOM ... MOM." My brain responds and I remember the girl.
That girl was ME.
I feel like someone was shaking me. I open my eyes and saw Ji-Hu was waking me. I was not in that boat in the middle of the water. There was no girl. It was just a dream, it was not reality. A wave of relief hit me. Ji-Hu was staring at me. Sir had entered in the class but still, there was lots of noise class.
"What happened Kim Tae-Hee? You were mumbling something . Are you fine ? " he asked.
I sit straight and put my bag properly. I don't want to worry him by telling him about my dream.
" I am fine. I just saw a bad dream. I will tell you later," I said to him.
Thankfully no one notices us. Sir was busy in taking attendance. Ji-Hu sits straight as sir has corrected him to sit straight.
Kim Tan and Kim Won-Jun both enter in the class together. All students' eyes went to them. It's very rare when both of them are on time in class or entered class alone otherwise mostly both entered the together. Sometimes I feel that they both are real brothers but both never talked with each other. I tried to ask Ji-Hu many times why they both broke up but he gave me one answer, ′ I don't know. They just never talked with each other after the break. Some students say broke up because of Kim Tan's girlfriend. 'He doesn't know the full story as he is not interested in knowing it because he doesn't want to interfere in anyone's life.
I don't know what good work I had done to get a friend like him. Lee Si-Young is very lucky to have him. He is a true friend figure, best friend forever. He never shows off after doing someone's work. He never gets jealous of my success. He can do my work anytime. If I ask him for my work at midnight, he does it without any show-off. His love for me is unconditional. His care for me is unbelievable. His trust in me is indescribable. He is a person with whom I can share anything, anywhere and anytime. We both are inseparable. He never left my side when my mother died he feared that I will do anything wrong, I will cry the whole night, and I will not eat my food. He was the one giving me support at that time when I needed the support of my father and my brother. He was my supporter, protector, light, and most importantly mother. He truly acted like my mom. He did more than his age.
Once we get separated for a long time but we both talk daily. Mostly we do video calling instead of voice calling. We spend daily one hour at least. We used to tell what we did the whole day, with whom we fought mostly I would be the one who used to tell that. He fought very minimally. He never brings my family while talking because I always end up crying and he said sorry continuously.
I fear losing him. Nowadays it's hard to find a person also a friend like him. I fear if I harm him anytime. If I broke his trust. I am afraid to even think like that. I am afraid that this all care of him is just a dream and one day someone will wake me up and this all is gone, I will be alone.
I always say to him that never leaves me. His answer is, ′ How can I leave my life's important person? Without whom I will be dead. Remember Tae-Hee I will be the light in the darkness of your life. I will hold your hand when you were lone. My shoulder will be waiting for you to lean on it. ′
His answer always left me speechless. He never answers in a straight way, they are just riddles which left the person in confusion.
I concentrate my mind in class. I am lacking behind in my studies. Now I will not waste my time in unimportant things. I have to get the first position this time.
Classes go on without any rest. One teacher goes out of the class other one is ready to enter the class. Finally, after studying continuously four classes one after the other, break bell rang and we all rush out of the class. I go to the library to take a book about geography.
***
I went to the canteen and sit with Ji-Hu and his girlfriend, who love birds. We talk on different topics, studies, fashion, dresses, makeups, and books. Ji-Hu was not at all interested in girly topics Lee Si-young was more into them. She knows very much about them. I feel like dumb in front of her.
Our break time was amazing. I spent a very time with both of them.
Bell rang and we all return to changing room as we have PT class. I am not going to do anything because of an injury and my heart was happy dancing because I am so lazy to do anything after studying so much. After changing we all go to our respective games area.
I sit on the bench in the corner and open my lunch box which is still left to eat. I didn't want to eat it but I just can't waste it also. I open the lid of the box and stare at it. I wish this should disappear in the air. I feel someone sitting beside me. I didn't look up to see who is there.
"Tae-Hee if I say sorry will you forgive me?"
I just can't believe my ears that this person will say sorry. I never dream about this also.
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