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"Do all lovers felt helpless and Valiant in front of their beloved?
Helpless because the need to roll over like a pet dog is never far away.

Valiant because you know you would slay a dragon by pocket knife if you had to. "

-Jeannette Winterson


Author pov :

This time the line was crossed by Kim Tae-Hee and Kim Joon. A loud slap voice echoed in the whole house. the victim of such a cruel act was on the ground with one hand on the cheek. Her eyes holding so much hatred for her dad.

"Just shut up Tae-hee. She is my wife... My wife... My better half... You are no one to point finger at her.. Your mother is my past... I love her but now I love Kim So-Hyun. I love your mom too but not more than Kim So-Hyun."

Kim Tae-hee stands on her place again. Her cheek has a print of her father's finger.
The slap doesn't hurt much but her father's line ′ you are no one. ′ hurt the most.

"My mother loves you as no one can love you. You never know the value of that woman. She loves you more than herself but this woman loves herself more. Love of my mother just finished in a few weeks or I just should say days then you marry this woman. ..." She points towards Kim So-Hyun. The hatred dripping from her voice. The slap and Kim Joon confession, both had filled the hatred venom in her heart for forever.

" My mother loves you more... No one can value it... Okay, you said love for mother is finished because she is dead but dad me and Woo-bin are alive. Where is our love? Where is our care? Where our affection? You forget us also? Or we are also dead for you? Hmm?... Tell dad?. "

He was standing still with no one expression. No answer. No question. Just nothing. Just still.

"Dad, their lines for mom which I thought are correct for her,

"She created a love for you.
You were busy creating something else.

She loves you. You love someone else.

People ask you about her :

You will go deep inside of your memories. You will search,
And fail.
Again re-search,
The mind will be in ail.

You dig deep, Find nothing.
You are in need,
To find something.

You will be in distress,
Further, you press,
Your mind,
To find.

Untimely you will remember,
She is one of your family members.

With whom you have no memories.
You will be freeze.

The mind will tramp on a trail of memories.
The heart
will ache in regret.

The truth hit you like a punch.
You will reply :

Whole life she loves me as no one can. Whole life I play with her.
In the end, I Slay her. "

(Written by me.)

"These words written by mom shows how much you have hurt her. You killed her dad. You killed her." She points finger at her dad. Kim Joon felt pain in the heart by the accusation from her but he will not show it to her. As the pain was much less than the disappointment.

Tae-hee turn and ran to the stairs. Kim Woo-bin was standing on the stairs. He saw what his dad did with his sister. He was angry at his dad. He clenched and unclenched his hands again and again. He holds her hand. She turns to her brother. Tears were visible in her eyes. He wants to wipe them but he stopped himself. He wants to take away all her pain but his mind is stopping him.

"Kim Tae-hee, what happened at school? " he sounded concerned.

He really wants to know the real story. He listen the whole incident from Kim So-eun but he didn't trust her.

He wants her story too. She was just looking at him. She wants to tell him but he will also think that she has done wrong. She should be the only one to be blamed.

"Why you are interested now? " She questioned him.

He asked himself this question.

'Why I am interested? '

"Because you are my sister. I want to know about your whereabouts. "

"Where were you when dad send me away? Where were you when I cried in my dreams When I shouted in my dreams? Where were you when closing eyes at night's haunt me? Where were you when dad yelled at me because So-Hyun lies to him about me? First, answer these questions then ask me. "

She leaves him there, in his own thoughts. She goes to her room and locks her doors. Lights are off. She sits on the ground near her bed. Back resting on the bedside.

Tears are glistening on her cheek. Fresh tears replace the sliding one. She tries to stop them. She was sobbing badly.

She brought her legs to her chest and wrapped her arms around them as she buried her face in her knees.

She wants someone.

Mom, I miss you. Why you leave me in this cruel world?
I am not a good daughter mom?
Mom, why?

Please come back, mom. I need you the most. Mom, I am getting weak. Mom........

She was not physically hurt but emotionally. Her father doesn't trust her, hurt her. It gives her soul scars, which can't be healed.

She sleeps while weeping...

***

Sun rays come from the window. It shines her room brightly. Birds chirping sound could be heard her window curtain was moving as the wind was blowing. She was sleeping on the floor of her room.

She blinks her eyes as the sunlight was hurting. She sits straight. Her whole body was aching. She rubbed her neck. Her cheeks were stained by tears.

I sleep on the floor and my whole body is aching.

She closes her eyes. Her head is hurting like someone is continuously hammering on her head. She finds for painkillers in her drawer beside her bed. She finds it. She takes water in a glass and swallows it. She sits on her bed and closes her eyes. Memories of last night flooded in her mind.

She opens her eyes immediately. She doesn't want to remember it. She relaxes on her bed for a few minutes till her headache is gone.

***

After relaxing she take a long bath to release her stress and her body pain.

She wears her bathrobe and comes out of the bathroom. She opens her closet to choose a dress.

She wears a black and white line shirt and back jeans.

She sees the time, it is 12 Noon. She has no appetite. So, she skips breakfast.

She also skips school

She does her school work and learns for upcoming exams.

She wanted to distract her mind from last night's event. After doing work, she opens her mother's diary.

Reading the first sentence made her so angry...

Her Hatred for her father has grown more.....

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