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Vee

Back Stage

Anger personified is what she is in this moment. Her eyes, while showing pain as she cleans the wounds inflicted on the man she loves, there is also fury. Blind, white hot rage builds inside her as she takes the managers class for allowing people to enter the concert hall with stones.

Pragya: Who the hell comes into a concert hall with stones? By the boxes, what were you checking when people entered? People come to his concerts out of the love they have for him. His true fans will never hurt him. Boxes of stones!!!

Manager: Ma'am we are sorry we don't know how this happened, we will find out.

Pragya: Thank you, she says as the manager and his team leave to investigate what really happened out there...

Pragya: Aur aap... Don't you have any sense to look after yourself? People are standing there throwing things at you and you can think to run backstage and protect yourself? You quietly took the chaos on your chest as if nothing can hurt you!! Don't you have any sense of responsibility towards the position you hold in people's lives? What would Dadi or the family or m... what would everyone do if you are hurt? Did you consider this at all!!?? She shouted at him in a low but firm tone.

Pragya POV

I can't bear to see you hurt, it feels as if a thousand knifes are poking into my soul when I see you bleed. Why can't you understand this? Why do I love you this much? The thought of anything happening to you scares me to the point that I forget everything around me. Like that day Neil shot you and I watch you fall off the cliffs edge. I died a thousand deaths that night until you took in a breath. Only you matter Abhishek, why can't you see this? Why can't you see the love in my eyes, the concern and the deep hurt that surrounds anything to do with you? Why was I destined to love you when I can never have you? Why?

Abhi POV

Is she really scolding me right now? Me!!? I felt as if I couldn't breathe until I saw her on stage fearing the worst had happened to her, and she is here scolding me as if I could control the amount of helplessness that had me rooted to the spot due to my concern for her, my love for her. And I remind myself that she does not know....I need to get this off my chest, she needs to understand me.

Abhi: Do you understand what I just went through thinking the worst had happened to you after reading that message? I felt helpless, like I was dying inside.

Pragya: What message? What are you taking about?

Abhi: I got a message that you met in accident. What was I supposed to do when all I could feel in me after reading me was fear Pragya, fear of losing you? There is a flash of understanding in her eyes and as usual this stubborn woman brushing it away.

Pragya: What's the point of fearing like this when in a few days I will be out of your life for good?

She does not wait for a response from him and turns to walk away. He holds wrist stopping her. Trying to convey with his eyes the hold she has on him, the love he has for her. He draws her close and looks deeply into her eyes. Without realizing they were inches apart from each other, their breathe mingling, he leaned down closer to her......She tries to move away but he hold on her arms were too strong.

Abhi POV

Not today Pragya, I am not letting you go. I admit that the previous times we got close to each other, I was almost always doing it out of revenge. Although deep down I know now, that it was because I wanted you close to me. I wanted to feel your breathe on me. To see the effect my presence has on you. To watch your adorable fuggi cheeks turn red with blush. So I will not lose this opportunity now. Time for your first kiss Biwi...!

Pragya POV

Is this really happening? This should not be happening. But I can't help it; my self-restraint always breaks when I am near him...Would 1 kiss be a bad thing, or a beautiful memory to hold onto for the rest of this god forsaken life I have to live without him? I could feel my knees giving in under me, his hand searing my skin through the salwar I was wearing. The need, always pulsing red and hot between us aflame as our bodies, like magnets, drew closer. The carnal desires of becoming one reflected boldly in his eyes captivating me from deep within. I wonder if he can see the same in mine. Yes..... This is what I want. This is what I want with you Abhishek and only you!

Her hand found its rightful place on his chest, where it belonged. She felt his heart beat thundering against his rib cage, matching her own. His expensive scent fills her nostrils, taking her to another plane of existence where it is just them, only them. His hand slowly trails down her arms leaving tingles as behind as he reaches her waist. He squeezes, eliciting a soft moan from her that instantly sets his body on fire. She wanted this as much as he did.

The sound of footsteps approaching broke their moment as they sprang apart from each other, gathering the breath that they seem to have not taken properly during that intense moment.

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Manager: Sir we have checked with all the guests. The culprits are a few trouble makers and have since been caught. Abhi started to walk forward

Helper: But sir it's...

Abhi: I am a rock star! It's time for me to rock the show!

And rock the show he did. He confessed that he is in love live on stage after admitting that he has taken advantage of his fans belief in love to make profit. Still Pragya refuses to admit to herself that this was directed at her.

Pragya POV

Did he really just say that! He is in love (could it be me)... NO Pragya, how can you think that! He is referring to Tanu of course and now even if he does so publicly, nothing bad can happen as Dadi knows the truth. Oh my, how I love his voice. He made me fall in love with the music I hated along with loving him! Wait... Is he... Did he just point to me? No Pragya...God calm down girl, he is probably just pointing to one of his many fans out here...I wish it was me especially after hearing the line he just sang while pointing! God get a grip Pragya. Things will only get worse for you if you try to cling onto hopes and dreams where your husband is concerned.

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In the car

Abhi POV

This is it fuggi. Everything is ready and now I just need to find the courage to tell you how I feel. Koi itni sundar kaise ho sakthi hai? You look like a goddess right now fuggi and that moment on stage with you at the end, it was perfect. You rocked the stage fuggi! I will never forget this concert for as long as I live. My most cherished memory of us. You deserve only the best fuggi. This is what I am going to give to you from tonight onwards. Love and only love, my fuggi

Pragya: Suniye, before we go home, can we please stop by Tanu. I did not want to tell you earlier but my "urgent work"; earlier was her.

Abhi: What do you mean? 'Oh God this Tanu can't leave us alone, annoying woman, what did I ever see in her' he thinks

Pragya: She tried to commit suicide today by jumping off her building.

Abhi: WHAT!!!!! Tell me everything Fuggi, NOW! he shouts.

Pragya: She messaged me while you were getting ready for the concert and told me she is sorry for breaking her promise to me of not harming the baby. So I rushed to stop her. That's why I got late. I need to check on her please. Make sure she is okay. I also need to tell her that....

Abhi: Tell her what? 'Fuck! Damned Tanu! How the fuck, can she do this to me! If fuggi didn't get there in time....Oh God this is going to be harder than I thought' he thinks

Pragya: 'Sighs loudly and takes in a deep breath controlling her every ready to fall tears'. To tell her that, I spoke to Dadi, and convinced her to agree to the marriage. But you have to agree to it in front of her, we both have to. Only then will she give her blessings. She ended off in a low voice.

Abhi: Dadi agreed!! No, how did you.... 'Not tonight, he screams in his head in rage, I can't lose you fuggi, no no no'

He composes himself and steers the car in the direction of Tanu's flat knowing the worst is yet to come. He can't form any words and the silence in the car speaks volumes to the pain both of them are sharing. Mourning his failed plans to propose because after this news, how could he tell her? His big plans to fill her life up with all her heart desires come crashing down one after the other and for the first time 'Rockstar Abhi' felt like the biggest loser on the planet.

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Guys this is where I end of for today. A whopping 1600+ words!!

 Hope you enjoyed that, I decided to start my spin off from before the confession in the show. 

But don't let that get you down because it is coming and.....

I promise it will good, maybe very emotional, but good! 

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Vee