I know what I am
"You are beautiful"
I know I am not.
I know how I exactly look like.
I know how many times I change the angle and shades of lights, just to get the perfect picture.
I know how difficult it is for me to find a dress for my size.
I know how many coats of makeup I apply.
Don't tell me anything.
I know what I am.
"You are talented"
I know I am not.
If I were then I would have been popular.
I would have been winning all the competitions.
My parents would have been proud of me.
Don't tell me anything.
I know what I am.
"You got many friends"
I know I got few.
If it were the case, then I would not have been crying in isolation.
I would have got any help at any time.
If I had then you won't be saying this.
Don't tell me anything.
I know what I am.
"You are kind"
I know I am not.
I ignore unprivileged ones.
I judge almost everyone.
I don't help unless I have my personal gain.
I am a cold hearted person alive.
Don't tell me anything.
I know what I am.
"You are sweet"
I know I am not.
You haven't seen me yet.
You haven't seen the way I taunt.
You haven't seen my anger.
I am short tempered.
I get easily pissed off.
Don't tell me anything.
I know what I am.
I am not telling you all this so that I can get some sympathy or a word or two of empathy.
I just want you to see the real me.
Not the one you assume and tell me.
I want you to hear the truth.
And I don't want to hear any sugar coated lies.
Don't tell me anything.
I know what I am.
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