The skies are crumpling down,
The earth is swallowing me up,
I can feel all the lava gushing,
But it is freezing my Heart.
I hear all the empty words,
I hear the senseless mutterings,
I don't know if its my imagination,
But I can the malice inside you smiling.
I feel broken and weak,
Yet I feel like I am strong,
I am waiting for someone,
Someone who is forever gone.
One lie gives birth to another,
Here one messed up things,
leads to another,
Things are getting frustrating,
I am getting cold,
But I feel the molten lava,
Moving in the heart that froze,
I am blaming others,
While I am at the fault,
Please somebody,
Help me, I can't bear it for long,
I am losing people,
They are leaving me behind,
Dark clouds eclipsed,
I wish soon the sun should shine.
I am becoming like a tree,
Which shed all its its leaves,
Will the new ones sprout,
In the coming spring?
Or will it remain cold,
As December winter,
Feels like I am getting old,
Ghoulish feelings are getting strong,
I am screaming for help,
But feels like nothing had gone so wrong,
I am so messed up,
I am so confused,
I am slipping into something,
With nothing I can hold,
Don't look at me,
Don't look for me,
'Cause I am too far gone,
Far from everybody's reach.
I am irritated,
I think I am just tired,
I want to sleep,
I want to have the eternal sleep.

Yeah I think I am really messed up -_-
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#35 in poetry on 5/11/15 ^_^
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