This is so horrible and kinda goes against my account!
If your mentally ill I recommend don't read I just wanted to vent this out!

This is a warning! Please be careful whrn you read
And read till the end

But if you refuse to seek mental help, a therapist. Call a helpline. Tell anyone you are mentally ill
And you haven't tried before
And you are in serious risk of like killing yourself

Please don't dump all your problems online and assume
They can fix it!!

I and so many people would love to help you
We want you to live and keep pushing

But don't be "mu parents won't understand (I do get some parents are like this yes due to abuse and other crap)
I'm scared (okay anxiety valid reason)

But don't 'I can't be bothered they are carrying all my problems, I can't vent to this one person...
Over and over again

Till this persob literally falls apart
Till this person is too anxious to leave her house cos shes scared youre gonna kill yourself and she can't get to wifi quick enough

If your mentally ill tell someone
Talk to someone irl

Online is a great place to vent out your problems, and if you want to make a book about them all
Do that

But don't message the same person over and over again

Cos your problem becomes there's too...

And can be mean again?
So sorry

I think and online friend whose helping you needs to feel open to talk about their problems too,
And.don't 'okay' it all

Look if you seriously CANNOT get help
It's not your fault this isn't to them

Its to the people refusing
And just hoping you can throw it all online and hope someone can fix it

We're human just like you
I want to help but I can only help so far

I'm sorry if this was mean..

It's not directed to anyone
I'm not mad at anyone its just a stop and think I had