<NOT FOR SENSITIVE READERS/FAINT OF HEART!!!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!>

<•Your POV•>

"(Name)? Earth to (Name)? Hellooo?" Kaede waved a hand in front of my face. I push her hand away, sighing. "Hey, what's wrong? You're not usually like this.."

I chuckle. "Do you really want to know?"

Kaede nodded.

"Hey beautiful! How are you today?"

"Well, too bad, I'm not telling." I stuck out my tongue before running off.

I didn't answer.

"What's wrong?"

I skidded to a halt in front of another girl of the band. "Hello, (Name). Are you heading home now?" Tenko greeted.

"Do you really want to know, Uno?"

"Yep! And I'm also running from Kaede." I gave a fake smile, but Tenko seemed to not notice. I ran off again.

"Yeah, I do. I love you, you know?"

I left Tenko's house to head to the house across the road from hers. My house.

I stuck out my tongue. "I know! But I'm not gonna tell!" I ran, and Uno began to chase after me.

He couldn't see the almost transparent tears streaming down my grinning face. My heart ached, but he would never know.

<•••>

I laid down on my bed and stared at the window on the ceiling. The night sky held countless stars, and tonight, I could see the moon from the window. A full moon.

I grabbed my diary and a pencil, immediately starting to write an entry to write something I've had on my mind all day.

Some mornings I wake up crying without knowing why. That sort of thing happens now and again. Whatever the dream is that I had, I can never remember. But the feeling I have when I wake up, is a sense of loss.