Warning! In this chapter there will be mentions of /allusions to rape, and there will be also sexual harassment in this chapter. I'll put trigger warnings where the spots begin and end, but still, be aware.

Your POV
Hisoka and I arrived hand in hand atop trick tower. From the very beginning, Hisoka realized we had to go through the tower and we parted ways to look for hollow sounding spots on the limestone tiles that would reveal where the trapdoors were. First, I saw Hisoka disappear into the tower and I neared where I saw him vanish. I picked a trapdoor by his because if, on the off chance I'd have to go through the tower with someone, I'd want it to be someone I knew and trusted like him, or maybe Gon. I slammed my foot into a trapdoor and I fell into a dimly lit room. I walked to the center of the room and gazed at the 3 foot tall cylindrical stone column. On it were high-tech looking handcuffs, with a note that said, "the two examinees must wear be handcuffed together for the duration of the time they spend in trick tower before they cross the finish line. in order to proceed to the next phase, both examinees must cross the finish line." I started to get nervous at seeing this because I didn't know who I'd get partnered with, and even though I could probably win the fight with whoever I got handcuffed to, I wanted this to be more like a 'fun bonding with a stranger adventure' rather than an argue-at-every-turn type situation. I was knocked out of my thoughts when purple Mohawk pin man dropped from a trapdoor that was adjacent to the one I dropped from. I back away from him. He was creepy as hell,ugly and his outfit sucked. Wait, that was similar Illumi's outfit that I had saw at the airport. And those pins... "Illumi?" I called out. Illumi sighed and pulled his pins out one by one. I was mesmerized by the horrible display of his face returning to normal. Illumi stared at me with those huge bottomless brown eyes and said cooly, "mention my true identity to anyone, and I will murder you". I asked, "what about Hisoka?" Illumi chuckled and said "Hisoka already knows. I suppose he must not have told you. Odd, I believed you two to be close". I knew that he was trying to rile me up, and it was working. I said nothing, trying to keep it together. He then said with his trademark expressionless face "hm. I wonder what other secrets he hides from you. From what I can tell" I didn't let him finish, and because he struck a nerve I seethed and said, "you ugly piece of shit! Shut up!" He just grabbed the handcuffs of the table and in one swift motion handcuffed my right hand to his. Then he said with in a light, yet monotone voice, "that's not what you seemed to think at the airport when" he glanced down at my chest and looked up again at my face smirking "when you chose to put on display your attributes for me". I raised my dominant (right) hand to attack him but then I realized he'd handcuffed us already. I let out a breath and tried to brush it off. He really knew how to insult well, I thought. I was ready and willing to simp for him upon meeting him, but now I considered him a flat out emotionless jerk. He strode forward into a door that opened when we had put the handcuffs on. He continued to lead the way through every twist, turn, and fork in the road. He seemed sure of where he was going and I wasn't about to stop his flow when it benefitted me. Lost in thought as he continued to lead me through some kind of maze, my gaze fell to his long hair that swung when he walked. God, it was beautiful. It was full, luscious and silky, like right out of a commercial. Without thinking I started to caress his hair with my non-handcuffed hand. "What are you doing?" Illumi asked as he stopped walking. My hand fell and I blushed a bit, embarrassed at how I almost attacked him earlier and now I was caught admiring his hair. Trying salvage the situation, I smiled and said, "admiring your hair! What else? Heh, how do you get it to look like that?" He just ignored me and kept walking.

After a few hours of fighting some trick tower prisoners, completing some puzzles, and letting Illumi lead me throughout what felt like the whole tower, we approached a seemingly dead end. However as we approached it, we saw that there was an empty doorway that led to a room of about 30 hand-size flying razor blades with serrated edges that moved erratically in the air within the confines room. At the end on the room, there was a closed door, a way out. Before we could try to double back the way we had came, the path behind us sealed up. I noticed a note by the side of the door that said, "the razor blades must each be rendered flightless by being cut in half before the participants may proceed." Illumi looked like he was about to go into the room, when I interlocked my fingers with his, knowing that physical contact would stop in in his tracks. He turned to,face me and said, "what are you doing?" I sighed, debating how much I would tell him about my nen abilities. I settled for saying, "I'm a conjurer but I usually conjure water animals and drown my victims." He just raised his arched eyebrows in silent questioning. I let his hand go and conjured Cheekums. I directed my freshwater squirrel to scamper up Illumi's leg and to his shoulder. I gestured to Cheekums and said, "I don't think water is going to be very useful in cutting steel blades." Illumi just nodded and I turned Cheekums into mist. Illumi said, "the more I consider it, I doubt whether or not my pins have the strength to cut these blades. After all, these pins I manipulate  were formed with the purpose of manipulating minds and appearances, not for brute strength ." He looked at me with a small, almost imperceptible smile playing on his small mouth. He twisted his lips and looked at me saying, "well as such a skilled conjurer such as yourself, why don't you conjure us some knives made of the strongest steel, or perhaps diamond?" I got upset at his words, because I knew he was mocking me. For all conjurers they had to actually see, taste, feel , and study the substance that they were planning to conjure. Illumi made it sound like it's my fault I can't just conjure whatever I can conceive. But, I just buried my anger to release later because now was certainly not the time. Defeated, I let out a breath and I said, "well then what the hell do we do?"

3rd person POV
At that, Illumi smiled. Once he met y/n at the airport he had guessed (correctly)that she was a conjurer. He could tell because she seemed almost constantly a little nervous and on edge, and Illumi had guessed she maybe had a naturally serious personality but was more carefree with Hisoka around. With that information, Illumi had bought a large, clear, twinkling, princess cut diamond from one of his contacts before the Hunter Exam began. He had embedded it in a ring for connivence so he could carry it around easier, he told himself. He figured a time may come when he'd find himself in a situation with her when they needed conjured weapons made of some of the strongest material in the world, diamond. Illumi was unaware of his romantic feelings toward y/n and he didn't realize he bought the ring with the unconscious intention of getting to know her throughout the Hunter Exam and eventually propose. So when y/n said "well then what the hell do we do?" Illumi smiled and pulled out the ring. She gasped and the corners of her mouth upturned and she said "it's beautiful" but then she frowned again and said, "but what's it for?" Illumi, pleased with his ability to foresee situations like this smiled and said, "y/n I am going to teach you how to conjure diamond knives within the next hour". Y/n responded immediately with, "no, because A: you're not my actual sensei B: you're a complete asshole and I don't think I can learn from you without focusing too much on your assholery, and C: it'll take way more than an hour for me to get that diamond perfected". Y/n knew she was being petty and childish, and she usually knew when and how to be mature but something about the way Illumi looked down on her constantly, and  showed almost no emotion rubbed her the wrong way.

Illumi smiled inwardly at her silliness and spunk in a situation such as this. She was almost like a child, he thought. Then he looked at her and realized that he was three years older than Hisoka, and Hisoka was four years older than y/n so Illumi was 25 and y/n was 18. Barely an adult, he thought to himself. Then he thought back to what he'd seen at the airport with her and Hisoka. Illumi guessed Hisoka was trying to use her sexual inexperience as a way to seduce her. However, Illumi was unaware that that was definitely a part of Hisoka's plan, but it was by no means a representation of how been Hisoka truly felt about her. Illumi was unaware of the past Hisoka and y/n shared, andIllumi also failed to realize that Hisoka's feelings ran much deeper than Illumi thought Hisoka to be capable of. Illumi pitied this girl, and considered putting a pin in her mind, like he had with Killua to keep her safe. No, he thought, I must focus on protecting Killua at any cost.

Illumi decided to say nothing and he sat down, crosslegged on the floor, and motion for y/n to sit across from him. After about 30 minutes of him trying to teach her, Illumi finally realized that she listening to him, but she wasn't really trying to conjure anything at all. She would smile and lazily wave her hand and conjure small half-assed sparkles and say, "ah, what a bummer. Maybe let me take a nap and we do this in say, two hours?" She asked. Illumi fumed at how much she was acting like Hisoka in this moment. It was true they still had at least around 65 hours left to finish, but Illumi wanted to be done now. And, he wanted y/n to apply herself so she could actually progress her skills. Nonetheless, Illumi grew frustrated and impatient and thought about what he could say to truly motivate her. Illumi had always had a warped, toxic type of love, and that extended to every aspect of how he interacted with people, so once he thought of what would logically make her the most motivated he came up with: the fear of being powerless and taken away from Hisoka. Illumi figures if he showed y/n what she was capable of conjuring in such a short time when motivated by intense fear, she'd feel empowered. After all, his parents would threaten, beat, and torture him as a way for him to reach his true potential. In Illumi's mind, what he planned to say and do was justified, and beneficial for y/n's growth.

Trigger warning

Not even stopping to consider the impact his actions would have on y/n, he then knocked y/n down so she was on her back and Illumi hovered on top of her, forcefully pressing his body onto her. He said slowly, "if you continue to do this, i don't care what I have to do, I will describe to Hisoka how we kissed. I will then proceed to describe to him in detail your delicious taste. I will tell him how I got to you first. I will feel you and squeeze you and make you scream. I will then proceed to describe  him  what it felt like to slam myself into you over and over again and feel your little virgin entrance tight around my cock and" Illumi didn't get finish because then two diamond blades with plastic handles suddenly appeared in midair and fell, clattering to the ground.

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Illumi smiled as he realized how much skill she truly had, and he realized how powerful she could truly be when properly motivated. She mumbled at the ground, " I didn't conjure good handles, we don't have that kind of time, sorry." Then, like she had remembered that she wasn't going to let herself get bullied by him because her mom, Elaine, and Hisoka had all taught her better than that; she suddenly looked up and narrowed at Illumi and said forcefully  " but if you ever threaten me again, or Hisoka, for that matter I will rip your ribs out of you one by one and shove them down your throat, and  I will then proceed to bite off your cock and shove that down your throat as well." Illumi nodded, and said nothing. Illumi felt slightly guilty for saying what he said, but he did it so they could get a move on it and to get her to actually try. He shrugged figuring it was for the best. They then entered the room together.

Illumi gracefully dodged the blades constantly. He would nimbly jump into the air and dodge and slash at the blades with inhuman grace and precision. Y/n watched him in awe and did her best to follow his moments. Y/n could be very clumsy at times, but she focused intently so as to try too keep up with Illumi's fluid movements. Y/n hacked at the razors while Illumi elegantly slashed at them. Soon, y/n was sweating at maintaining the sharpness and strength of their diamond blades. Though, they were almost done and she watched as Illumi slashed at the last two blades.

Your POV
It was like watching some kind of woodland elf straight out Lord of The Rings. I saw it all in slow motion. He jumped up, inhumanly high, with his long, brown, shimmering hair flowing behind him, his lithe form twisting in the air to avoid the blades. As twisted, for a brief moment his body was perpendicular to the ground with one blade going past his chest, and the other on a straight path under his back. With his free hand he slashed at the blade under him, by his back, rendering it flightless. He activated his nen and used his slender leg to bring his foot all the way up, right beside his head and he kicked the razor away from his face. As he fell back to the ground gracefully, the last razor ricocheted off the wall towards me. I slashed at it and brought it down. I looked back at Illumi, and despite how awful he acted to me earlier, I just had to tell him what I thought while watching him fight so amazingly. I still hated him and believed him to be a kind of monster but still, I just had to tell him. I said, my voice breaking as I recalled his flexibility, skill, and fluid movements, and jealous of him in that moment, I said, "Illumi you were so beautiful and graceful. I- I think in another life you could've been a dancer". He just stared at me, his face betraying no emotion as usual. We began to walk out of the room, and he took my hand in his and whispered a tiny and weak "thank you y/n". I pried my hand out of his, flinching at the thought of him trying to hold my hand and I led the way into the next door.

In no time, we finished the last challenge and as we were about to walk through the doorway in front of us, Illumi stopped. "What's wrong?" I asked, not really caring. Illumi said, "pins". With that, I realized he still looked like Illumi and for whatever reason he was concealing his identity. I said "oh, ok" and I braced myself for him to return to looking like the purple Mohawk man. When he had put all his pins back in I moved forward, but he grabbed my hand said, "I didn't mean what I said earlier, I just wanted to motivate you". I frowned remembering how he had acted with me. Then I buried my anger once again, and shrugged saying "whatever. Please, just never do that again." He nodded an said, "y/n?" I responded with a tired "yeah?" (I really had to pee so I wanted to finish as soon as possible). Illumi said, "Hisoka is dangerous." I laughed and said, "I know, so am I". Illumi just looked at me like he was looking at a lost puppy and said, "marry me". I replied with an exasperated, "what?" He just said, "Hisoka will hurt you and y/n I don't love you but if you're a Zoldyck he won't dare touch you. I could protect you from him. He can't love". I just laughed at this ridiculous situation. Illumi threatens to rape me if I refused to do what he wanted, and and wrote it off, saying he was trying to motivate me. Maybe Illumi actually cared in some twisted, fucked up way and but probably he was just trying to trick me. Either way, I wanted to stay with Hisoka. Illumi scared me and I hated the feeling of being vulnerable and unsafe, which Illumi made me feel after the stunt he pulled. I thought again of Hisoka; he and I had our own relationship issues to work through, but at the end of the day, he was, and always will be my best friend. I told Illumi, "No. I don't need or want your protection. You tell me he can't love, but you can? Why don't you take a good look in the mirror before you start making insane accusations. You're the one who threatened to force yourself on me if I don't do what you want." He said pleading, "y/n, don't tell Hisoka I proposed, it's between you and me. I can help you. With me, you can be stron". He reached he out with his non- handcuffed hand to try to hug me. I said angrily while pulling away from his hug, "that's the big difference between you and Hisoka. You think I'm weak, and you wanted to show me how weak I was back there so I'd be coming to you for help. But, Hisoka already believes in me and he already knows I'm strong. You don't know me or Hisoka at all Illumi." With that I stormed through the door with him in tow.

After we went through the door the handcuffs deactivated and I was set free. It looked like we were the second ones here and there was a voice on the intercom, saying how long it took us to finish. I ignored it, and I saw Hisoka and ran to him. His back was against the wall and his eyes were closed, with his head resting against the wall. He was just sitting there. He opened his eyes lazily when I sat down between his legs and hugged him, burying my face in his neck for comfort. He pulled me into a hug and said, "what is it dear". He always knew when I was upset. Tears pricked my eyes and I whispered to Hisoka "he told me not to tell you, but, Illumi asked me to marry him to keep me away from you. He said you were dangerous and I told him I knew that and so was I. He even" my voice caught. Hisoka eyes flashed with hatred I hadn't seen in a long while. I hiccuped and cursed myself for making such a scene, but after all, I was really upset at Illumi for making me feel so powerless and I was upset with myself for letting him.

Trigger warning

I described to him how Illumi had gotten on top of me and basically threatened to rape me, and how Illumi described how he'd do it. I cried into Hisoka's shirt and continued, "when we were at this one door, I had to conjure diamond to complete the challenge and Illumi was hic- trying to teach me and I wasn't really trying  and he got in top of me and said he'd tell you hic- how it felt to have is hic- c-cock inside my t-tight virgin vagina and he said he'd hic- describe to you what my screams sounded like as I was under him, and" I couldn't finish and I just let the tears slide down my face into Hisoka's shirt.

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Hisoka listened patiently to me the whole time, knowing I needed to get this off my chest in order to feel better. He hugged me tighter and he wrapped his legs around my body. I let myself be enveloped by him and the intense bloodlust he was letting out. I never loved the feeling of his bloodlust, but no matter what, his aura felt like him, and I felt safe within his arms. He frowned deeply and said, "should I kill him Dear? Should I rip him limb to limb? Should I hold him down while you drown him? What do you want me to do, Love? Say the word and it's done". I didn't want Illumi dead because even if we succeed in killing him, the whole Zoldyck family would be after our heads. I wanted to live my life with Hisoka without being hunted. They might even try to come for Elaine. So I said, "don't kill him, just please Hisoka, just love me. Love me forever. Be with me forever." He just went "of course my dear, always and forever." He started to hum cute little tunes to me like he used to when I had a nightmare and slowly, I began to calm down and I began to think clearly. I was so scared of Illumi, scared that I would have no control over my first time, scared it would be with someone I didn't love, didn't trust. Then, it hit me. I hated how it took me getting mildly traumatized to realize and admit it. I loved Hisoka and I had feared his love for me would change if we were romantically involved. But in this moment I realized, for all his flaws Hisoka would always love me and be there for me in some capacity, no matter what. I realized that even if he was selfish and possessive, I was maybe the only one in the whole world he truly cared about. And he was one of the two people I cared about too deeply to even describe. I said to him in a small, yet confident voice, "Hisoka, I want it to be you. I want you to take my virginity. I want to know what it's like to have you inside of me. I- I want you. I want you to have all of me.  I want to have sex with you. I only want you, ever. I want to spend every day and night with you. I want to cook with you, I want to fight with you, I want to love you..." This was a big thing for me to say and admit but it was all the truth. Hisoka kissed the top of my ear and said, "ever since you turned 17 I waited to hear you say those words, y/n. I waited for so long to be your mate. I waited so long to hear you say those words. You're mine and I'm yours and I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you." He said over and over again as he kissed the top of my head as he too, gently and cried small, silent tears.

About 45 minutes later I had stabilized and realized I really, really had to pee and there were no bathrooms in sight. So far, only two other people arrived and Illumi was on the other end of the cavernous room doing only god knows what. I couldn't bring myself to look at him and I stood up to stretch. I called out (assuming there were examiners listening, "Hello, examiners? I have to use the bathroom, where is it?" No response. "I said I have to use the bathroom, where is it?" A voice crackled over the intercom and said, Miss, examinee number... 43 you will have to wait until another at least six more examinees arrive before we open the bathrooms." I said angrily, "can't you make an exception?" The voice paused and said "no", and that was it. That set me off. I exploded because of my suppressed anger at whole situation with Illumi, the way he threatened me then asked me to marry him, and the fact that I couldn't hurt or kill him, not without serious consequences that wasn't worth it. I was also upset that I couldn't pee. I whispered "oh yeah?" To no one in particular and I felt Hisoka turn his aura on. I smiled. He knew what was coming. Good, I thought, I wouldn't have to worry about hurting him.

I crouched down in concentration and I conjured swirling, howling winds. They took shape at my feet and as I slowly stood, they skyrocketed upwards and started to swirl fatter and faster. I held my hands up and they reached about 55 miles per hour. Hm, I'm rusty I thought. Oh well, this is for catharsis, this is for me, who cares if I'm rusty? I conjured a spray of seawater and soon, my tornado became a hurricane. I screamed in anger and frustration in allowing myself to be victimized, even if nothing 'really happened' in that moment I still had felt powerless and small and scared. What's  more is, I still had the right to be angry, and boy, was I. The winds picked up to about 100 miles per hour and I thanked god that two other examinees knew enough nen to at least halfway shield themselves. Focusing on the memory of my dad cutting down a tree with a chainsaw, and thinking back to all those years ago when he lovingly showed me how to take one apart and build one, I conjured an absolutely massive pink and purple chainsaw.

Hisoka's POV
I watched as y/n's short h/c hair rose up around her. Her face looked absolutely murderous and I loved it. I love her. I let the deck of cards I had held in my hand be blown away by her winds. I wanted to see my essence mixed with hers in the mist of this wonderful, beautiful storm of destruction. I watched as Illumi, and the other two contestants rose into the air and were tumbled about. I smiled as I saw Illumi struggled to keep the pins in his skin as he was being thrown about against the walls (along with the other two finishers) like a rag doll. He deserved so much worse. While I understood why y/n had no desire to kill a Zoldyck I was still fantasizing about all the ways I would make him sorry for so brutally threatening my y/n. My brave, powerful, caring, delicious y/n. I loved how even though y/n didn't seem to do it on purpose, I was safe from her storm. I still felt the harsh winds but never once was I picked up or thrown about by them. Yes, she really does love me, she really is mine. As i thought of her and as I felt her increasing bloodlust I moaned. Ohhhhhh how how her expression and immense power turned me on. I thought it couldn't get any better until she conjured a purple and pink chainsaw with...

a tear and star on it.

My symbols. My eyes narrowed though the violent sea spray and I snapped my head up to study her face. No, she didn't realize what she had done. She didn't realize the diamonds in the shape of hearts surrounded my symbols were etched into the side of the saw. Her face was pure rage and it didn't seem like she was in a caring enough mood to put that there for me. Not on purpose, at least. I admired how she hoisted the chainsaw onto her shoulder, her chest bouncing as she did it. She ran to the nearest wall with it the saw. The chainsaw cut through the side of the tower like butter and I saw a hard, face- splitting grin cut through her otherwise soft features. That, coupled with her hair being thrown about like mad, and her bloodlust bursting out made her look like an absolute angel to me. When she started to make deep cuts along the foundation of the tower, it shook violently. With my eyebrow raised, I giddily realized she wanted to bring the whole tower down. When her smile grew more malicious, she held her chainsaw up above her head and was about to bring it down when a voice crackled onto the intercom saying, "Miss, a door is open to your right and you may use the restroom." Suddenly, the storm subsided, but it still was humid and smelled like the sea. I watched as Illumi landed on his feet, twisting his ankle as he fell , but otherwise unharmed. I wished he had fallen to his death. Y/n chuckled and threw me the chainsaw, she said, "Hisoka, please hold onto that until up it vanishes". I only said, "of course my love" and she went to use the restroom.

I admired the handiwork of her chainsaw. She was an incredibly talented conjurer, and if she could visualize and understand something on a molecular level, she could conjure it. Many objects or elements never worked for her, but those that did were deadly. She had once told me the pleasant memory with her father that was behind her wanting to conjure a chainsaw in the first place. How fitting that the symbol of her father was etched with my symbols. I smiled chuckled to my self. It was because I was her Daddy now~. I would never tell her that to her face, not while she was still this sensitive. Perhaps later...
That's when y/n walked in. She walked over to me and sat down next to me, confused and tired, but I could tell she felt better after her violent outburst, and getting her way with the examiners. She motioned to the saw and said, "it hasn't vanished yet?" I responded with, "apparently not, Love" . I began to absentmindedly stroke the side of it. When I did that it's engine revved to life and it made a kind of purring noise. The blades weren't moving but it was as if touching it had turned it on again. Y/n whispered, "Hisoka, what are you doing?" I looked over to see her face beet red and she was clutching her breasts. I laughed at the irony at how the chainsaw had such sentimental value tied to her dead father, and now it seemed the saw existed as a way to connect me and y/n. I ightly scraped my nails along the blade of it and I watched as her eyes widened in realization that my touching the chainsaw was somehow physically connected to her. I looked straight into her eyes and licked the blade of it slowly and she bit her lip, and moaned loudly. No one else in the room was conscious except Illumi. But in that moment, I didn't care about him. I refocused on the chainsaw and I started to kiss the handle, sucking on it. I saw her knees draw together, and I said, "no Love, don't try to suppress the way I make you feel. Please let me help." She nodded, giving me permission and I took my hand not cradling the saw, and put it on her knee and spread her legs wide.

I caressed the chainsaw's handle again and I said, "Love, where do you feel this?" She panted heavily and said "my inner thighs". Her hair was still wet and it fell messily down the sides of her red face. "Oooooooh hnnnnnnn" I cooed. Moving my hands higher and she said, "that's, oh Hisoka, that's it". At that I sucked on that spot, swirling my tongue around, and using my hand to drag my nail lightly down the shimmering blade. Y/n laid down and began clutching and massaging her breasts as i pleasured her, where I could only assume she felt within her womanly folds. Illumi walked over, and I looked up, still licking the saw. Illumi looked curious and confused and he reached out to touch the saw and right before he could touch it, it vanished. Y/n sat up and spat "way to fucking go Illumi, way to fucking go". I chuckled and moved to drape my arms around her shoulders. I turned my attention to Illumi and held back the urge to strangle him. I snarkily asked him "haven't you done enough for today, why would you ruin our fun?" He just whispered, "I've never seen anything like that before." I interjected and said, "what you've never seen a woman feeling immense pleasure within your presence before? That's not so hard to believe", I said mock pouting. I heard y/n snicker at that. He replied, "no, a conjured object tethered to its user in such a way..." we both just glared daggers at him and waited to for him leave, which he eventually did. After that more examinees started to file in and y/n eventually fell asleep with her head on my lap. At some point, someone who had just passed trick tower walked into the room, sniffed and said, "guys, why does it smell kinda like the beach in here?" I only chuckled and pet y/n's hair as she slept peacefully.