Anika POV

Rudra hugged me like he never wanted to let me go and I hug him back with the same intensity cos I feel at home and  have missed my home so much!!
I break the hug and look at his tears filled eyes and I can see the hurt and pain that shivaay and I have inflicted on him,"hi Rudy"I said as I wipe his face with my hand
Rudra:"anika bhabhi where were u?u know noone understands me when u are not there!!noone cares about me" he complains
Anika:"oh poor baby,omkara how can u not look after ur brother" I ask feeling better than I have felt in this whole year
Omkara:" poor baby?no bhabhi he is not baby he has been irritating and won't shut up as usually," and we laugh at the cute face that Rudy does...
Rudra:"u c how they mistreat me anika bhabhi"he said laughing....... but he turns serious very quickly and ask me a question I have  been dreading since I looked in his eyes" when are you coming home anika bhabhi" looking me in the eye with the an intensity that reminded me of shivaay!!
I looked away and said " I'm never coming back rudra" silently crying
Rudra:"u lied to me anika bhabhi"he said with a broken voice and I turn shocked "when did I lie to you" I asked
Rudra:" u said I was,we were your brothers","and u are "I said comfused
Rudra:" then how can u just leave us and never call for a whole year,did u not miss us at all" he sobbed
Anika:"Rudy.....plz listen I'm sorry but u know I had to go,it was impossible for me to stay"I said as I wiped his tears again.   "Omkara plz tell me u understand" I asked,he look at me and smiled"yes bhabhi I understand but u know how Rudy is a crybaby"he said laughing
Rudra:" plz come home bhabhi,everything is going wrong after u left and shivaay's ..........
I felt my heart ache,i knew it,i knew it something was wrong with my shivaay i shoot out of my chair and ask"what's wrong with shivaay!! Is it his heart or something worse oh god did someone shot him,of course someone shot him he had too much tadibaaz or does he have some other illness but he has a pharmacy on his room so he will b ok but u know how he never asks for help he is so stubborn and why are the two of you here when my shivaay is sick ",I turn and look at them and I'm met with a look of joy in rudra's face and smirk in omkara's
Omkara:" sick we never said shivaay was sick did we Rudy" he said smiling
Rudra:" no never said that"he replied happily

Rudra POV

As I sit and watch my bhabhi's confused face I felt happiness I haven't felt this whole year!!
Our bhabhi has answered a question I have asking myself the moment we stepped  into her office.
Can shivaay bhai and anika bhabhi relationship be fixed and according to the little rant she just give the answer is without question "YES"
anika:" oh so he is not sick but I felt.......never mind" she whispered and quickly changed the subject"so how's everyone at home" she asked
Rudra:" everything is the same bhabhi we all just miss u very much"!!

We all sat with a comfortable silence for couple of minutes that was broken buy omkara cellphone,he got up and said" have to take this it important " and walked out!!!I turned and found anika bhabhi watching me intently..........
Anika:" tell me rudra how's soumaya"I stare at her shocked " soumaya...is at home" I said,she smiled and said "I know where she is,I asked how she is" bhabhi said
I couldn't answer cos I didn't know and frankly  I didn't care after what she did to me and bhavya I will never forgive her but in the last year I have noticed how looked shivaay bhabhi and I have been grateful but it doesn't take away what she did!!
Rudra: "what do u want me to say anika bhabhi" I said frustrated "I don't know how she is,soumaya and I are no longer friends".
Anika:" its been a year rudra and she is ur wife like it or not u must make it work"
Rudra:" no no I will never forgive what she tried to do to our family and what she did to bhavya I cant"!!
Anika:" our family survived rudra and about bhavya didn't u do the same thing to her!!
Rudra:" same thing!"I never took the person she loved away from her"
Anika:"yes u did and we all let u do it"!!
Rudra confused:"what are u talking about bhabhi..."
Anika: " u rudra I'm talking about u,she loved u,u married her Rudy than u just left her behind like she didn't mean anything to you!!
Rudra still confused:" no I didn't she was the one that left....
Anika:" but did u try stopping her,or did u just let her go.its possible rudra she said she was leaving so she can see if u cared enough to stop her, but u never did instead u found a new girl and instantly fell in love with her,forgetting all about her,ur wife,ur best friend....dont get me wrong what she did was hateful but it was understandable "

Is this really how she felt,what she thought of me,she really hurt me but did l do worse to her......?soumaya and I need to have a serious talk......!