"Please Airah, marry me. I cant imagine my life without you even a second." Hashim apne ghunton pe jhuk kar Airah ki minat kar raha hai. Airah ka munh dusri taraf hai. Woh dekhna bhi nahi chati Hashim ko.

Airah koi jawab nahi deti. Hashim uth ke uska hath pakarta hai. " Please Airah. Maaf kar do mujhe . Mai apni ghalti maan raha hun. Maine gusay mein akay woh sab kuch kiya. Bachpana tha. Please maaf kar do mujhe. Please khuda ka wasta hai."

" Bachpana tha?" Airah apna hath gusay se churwati hai " Tumhare liae woh sab bachpana tha ? Kitne aram se keh diya ke bachpana tha maaf kar do , jese tumhare yeh sab kehne se meri sari taklefein khatam ho jaein gi."

"Airah , Look Im sorry for everything I did in the past. Mujhe ehsas hai maine bohat zulaim kiya hai tumpe. Please maaf kar do mera pagalpan samjh ke."Hashim ki ankhein nam aur shorkh horahien . Jese woh kitni raaton se soya na ho.

" Bohat alla Hashim sahib. Ab pagalpan keh do. Tumhare liae humara rishta bhi pagalpan tha. Mera hospital mein behosh rehna bhi pagalpan tha. Tumhare liae mera zinda laash bana bhi pagalpan tha. Tum akhir kis kis baat ki maafi mango gaey? Tumhe hisab dena hoga Allah ke agay ,mere har anso ka jo maine raaton mein jag ke roya. Mere har us din ka jo maine hospital mein behosh ho ke guzari. " Airah kuch dair ke liae rukti hai . Gusay ziyadh hune ki waja se woh ab uth ke table se dur amm ke darkhat ke pas khari hogaye hai. " Mai tumhe kabhi maaf nahi kar sakti Mr. Hashim. Tum pyar ki baat kar rahy, tum toh meri nafrat ke bhi kaabil nahi. " Airah darkhat pe likhy us naam ko dekh rahi hoti jo doo saal phele un dunu ne mil ke likha tha.

Hashim taizi se pas ata hai Airah ke . Hashim ki ab ankhein mazeed num aur shurkh hogaein hain. " You cant do this to me." Hashim aur qareb agaya hai Airah ke . Airah ab pareshan horahi hai itni nazedqi se. " Tum sirf meri ho. Aur humiasha meri hi raho gi" Hashim ne Airah ko uske bazon se pakar liya hai aur usko bilkul darkhat ke sath jor diya hai." Sunaa tum ne . Tum sirf meri ho." Hashim ab ki baar chekh ke bola" Tum sirf meri ho. Kisi aur ki nahi hune dun ga."

Airah khud ko churane ki nakam kosih kari jaa rahi hai. Hashim ak khubsurat larka hai. Six ft lambha aur gora rang sath hi uska gym janay ka shook uski muscular body se saaf nazar ata hai.Airah uske agay ak kamzor kali lag rahi hai

"Let me go Hashim. " Airah Hashim ki chest pe mukay marti jaa rahi hai." Choro mujhe. Pagal hogaey ho. Ab mujhe harrassment bhi jhilni pare gi? Gunjaish rehti hai mujhe mazeed takleef dene ki?"

" Haan mai pagal hogaya hun." hashim chekhty hoe bolta hai. Uski awaz mein gusay ke sath dard bhi asani se mehsos kiya ja sakta hai." Mai tabse pagal hogaya hun jab se tum gaye meri zindagi se. Mai raaton mein soo nahi sakta. Khawab mein tum roti hoi mujse larti ho. Din mein mujhe har ak mein tum nazar ati. Infact tumhe es tarah dekh ke dil ko tasli deta. Mujhe tumhari zarorat hai. Please Airah mere sath ajao. Pleas-se."

Airah kuch seconds tak Hashim ki anhkon mein dekhti hai. Woh heran hoti hai Hashim ki ankhon ko num dekh ke. Yeh pheli baar nahi hai jo Hashim Airah ke liae roya ho. Lakin break up ke ak saal baad Hashim ko achnak Turkey mein ese milna aur dekhna Airah ke liae bohat ajeeb tha. Woh samjh nahi paa rahi thi ke yeh sab kia horaha hai.

" ab mumkin nahi. Mai tumhe, humare rishty ko bohat pichy chor chuki hun. It was hard for me but I've moved on . There's no place for you in my life. So please avoid creating any scene and leave."

Hashim bina kuch boly wahan se chala jata hai . Jab ke Airah wahin ki wahin ak statue ki tarah khari rehti hai.

* Flash back *
Airah's POV

"I love you so much Airah. Mai kabhi tumse dur nahi jaun ga humiasha tumhare sath tumhari takat ban ke rahun ga." Hashim Airah ki goud mein saar rakh ke leta hoa hai ghass pe . Sath hi ak amm (Mango ) ka dharakat hai. Airah us dharkat ke sath taik laga ke beithi hai.

Airah muskara ke pyar bhari nazaron se Hashim ko dekhti hai aur uska matha chumti hai. " I love you too. Tum sirf mere ho aur humiasha raho gaey. " Hashim ak baar pher uthata hai jese koi bohat zarori kaam yaad agaya ho. " Kia hoa Hashim kahan jaa rahy ho ?"

" Ak kaam karty hain.es baat ko mehfoz kar dety hai qudrat mein. Tumhe nature bohat pasand hai nah , chalo esi nature ko humare pyar ka witness banaty hain. " Hashim dharkhat ke pas jata hai.

"Kia matlab mai kuch samji nah. Nature , witness kia boly jaa rahy ho? Kabhi kabhi mujhe shak hota hai ke tumhare top floor mein kuch masla hai aur tumhe doctor ki madad chae hai."

Hashim hansty hoe pichy mur ke puchta hai " Tumhara matlab hai mai nafasyati hun ?"

"Umm maine esa nahi kaha par tum keh rahy ho toh maan leti hun. Apki har baat saar ankhon pe mere jaan panah."

"Ak toh tum aur tumhara Mughaliya andaz!" Airah jhuk ke adab karti hai. Aur hansti hai. Jab ke Hashim usko pyar se dekhty jata hai jese Airah ki masum Hansi mein kho gaya ho. " Tum janti ho tumhari yehi baatein mujhe tumhare qareb latien hain. "

" Acha janab. Mujhe toh tum kisi bhi shart ke , kisi bhi achai ke , kisi bhi baat ke achy lagty ho. Itna deep hai mera pyar tumhare liae." Airah Hashim ka naak dabati hai.aur bhagne ki kosih karti hai. Par Hashim usko foran pakar leta hai aur usko apni bhahun mein jhakar leta hai. " I love you so much meri jaan. Ab tak kese jee raha tha tumhare beghair?" Hashim Airah ki naak halka sa chumta hai.

Hashim aur Airah dunu mil ke amm ke dharkat pe apna naam likhty hain.

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Present day

Gari ak dam se break lagati hi jo mujhe ko apni maazi se khinch lati hai. Mai murh ke dekhti hun toh gari mein se ak baar pher Hashim bahir nikal ke bohat josh mein meri taraf araha hota hai. Mere liae yeh gusa naya nahi tha. Teen saal ke relationship mein kahin baar face kiya aur calm down bhi kiya. Aj bhi kar sakti hun. Lakin kis liae ? Jab usne teen saal ke relationship ki parwa nahi ki toh mai kiun karun uski kisi bhi baat ki? Mai usko kese maaf kar dun ? Kese bhol jaun ke us ne mujhe marne ke liae chor diya tha. Mujhe ak ak zukham yaad hai jo usne mujhe diya tha. Usne sirf mujhe hi nahi , balky mere maa baap ko bhi takleef di. Mai kabhi tumhe maaf nahi kar sakti Mr Hashim. Tum es laik hi nahi ke tumhe maaf kiya jae.

" Tumne keh diya aur maine maan liya?" Hashim Airah ko albow se pakar ke khinchta hai apni taraf." Mai tumhe kisi bhi haal mein nahi chor sakta. Yeh baat apne zehan se nikal do ke mai tumhe Ashar ke liae azad karun ga. Tum samjhti ho ke mai itna bewakof hun?"

Mai apna hath churwati hun. Jis se hum dunu ko zor ka jhatka lagta hai. " You're sick Hashim. Koi itna kese gir sakta hai? Wese nahi toh ese sahi ? Ashar mera cousin hai bas. Yeh tumhara shak tumhe ak din maar daly ga. Tumhe seriously elaj ki zarorat hai meri nahi." Mai chalna shuru karti hun mujhe kuch dair baad Hashim ki chalne ki awaz ati. Phele khamoshi rehti.

" Tumhari bhool hai ke tum yahan se mere beghair jao gi sweetheart." Mai mur ke dekhne hi lagti hun ke ak dam mere munh pe ak kapra ata hai jo chlorine jesa smell karta hai. Jis ko songhne baad sab blur hojata. Mera demgh sochne samjne ke kabil na raha .......

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Assalamoalikum and hello beautiful people . I hope you enjoyed reading this book.

Do check my another book Dreams

P.s this is my first ever book in Urdu so avoid any grammatical mistake and Linguistic error. Will edit it soon.

Love you all.

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