"Please, kill me."

"No... I can't..." I took a step back, eyes wide. In my hands, I held my dagger tight.

"Please... End my suffering," the Undertaker looked desperate now.

"Don't do it!" Ciel yelled over to me.

"You can't do it. No matter what, you can't!" Leo looked at me.

I gripped my fists. What should I do?

"Let me die, please. For one last time, I ask of you to kill me."

I looked into his eyes. It spoke of suffering. It wanted to leave this world once and for all.

But I couldn't do it.

Killing... I had done it too many times in the past. With the Sirens, Ben Cipher one too many, Aria and Alexandria... Even if they deserved it, for being evil... For manipulating, they had loved ones.

I had taken them away from those loved ones.

I had forced them again and again to bow before my corrupted will, looking for attention. It got to the point that I was confronted at school. That I was treated horribly.

It was true that I was a horrible murderer who broke everyone I loved. Growing up, I had always wanted my way. I was spoiled. Selfish.

But was this what one called the lesser of two evils?

I inhaled.

I suppose...

I could do it.

I stepped forward, pressing down on the button to turn my dagger into its Celestial Bronze sword form.

"I will fulfill your wish, Undertaker," I spoke.

"WHAT?!"

All around me, everyone was protesting. From Ciel to Hana to Shirou and Leo... They were shocked. Unable to believe this.

But I had made my decision.

The Undertaker's eyes watered, before he gave me a small smile, "Thank you..."

I closed my eyes, and looked at his bright emerald orbs once more.

It was time.

Gripping my sword, I yelled and plunged my sword into his chest.

It was done.

He could only smile, letting his tears fall freely before he took his necklace and gave it to me, "Here... Thank you for what you did for me... Stay safe, everyone..."

"Will do..." Ciel hesitantly spoke, unsure how to respond now.

"Good... bye..."

With that, he closed his eyes, never to open them again.

He was dead.

I had done it.

Looking back now, though I'm not sure whether this is completely accurate, I feel like I could have avoided it.

Maybe the Undertaker could have been redeemed. I don't know.

Right now, all I can feel is the need to write this down.

Because I need to do a good death scene.

Right now, I'm also very confused. I keep on asking who I am. I don't know who I am.

But I will keep searching. No matter what.

I owe it to the people I killed, to the Undertaker, to stay strong.

So I can't give up.

Not now.

No matter what.