*in the mind of The Neon Knight himself, Zaiden...*

I don't know what led me here...

I don't know what i did to be here...

Not saying it is a bad thing, since these people here... Are people i can trust... Mostly.

Just 46 years ago... I was a king of a kingdom...

Then 44 years ago... I was a soldier of Rukanian forces...

And that same year... I was kidnapped by the ALTER shadow demons....

And i was forced to kill them all non-stop for 10 years.

I broke myself, i broke my limit, i broke my mind.

Yet I'm holding on. I'm here somehow. I haven't given up.

When i fell down, i got right back up.

When i wanted to give up... I just looked around...

Looking at this world... It is a beautiful place...

It wasn't worth losing...

It wasn't worth giving up on...

I felt so much rage when i finally escaped the ALTER world...

That rage led to anger... That anger is what drove me to strive.

But it all seemed useless.

No-one seen what I've been through...

No-one experienced my loss.

First, the love of my life dies...

Second... My friend... Tries to kill me.... But i end up killing him.

Third... I kill ten million shadow demons... And get stuck in the ALTER world... And at some points... I get tortured there.

So what led me here now? How did i strive..?

I just looked around..... This world, as i said, is a beautiful place.

So it was worth the wait... It was worth my suffering.

(Never felt so relatable... Zaiden....)