It was fine with Max, we were getting to know each other pretty well, until the first problems started. I had friends, I trusted them, but I had not come to terms with their jealousy. I did not think there could be someone jealous of me, but what then, I'm a simple girl, I'm pretty, I think so, usually blondes like, but what else can be to envy. I did not think it possible that they were jealous of Max. He tried to warn me but I did not believe him. We often quarreled because of this, I repeated that it was the result of his imagination, I do not know why, but I believed in this friendship. I thought they were real friends, but I was wrong, as always. He often told me that I did not have to trust, to be careful, but one thing is certain I am a real headstrong. I could not believe that people are all false.

Until one day, one of my friends called me screaming, we had already had a discussion the day before. He began to tell me that I was a liar, that I believed more in my boyfriend than in him.

"Because you do not believe me, I'm your friend, he just wants to take advantage of you, you're too naive to see real things, you believe too much in love, love does not exist, do you understand that?"

He was the classic asshole, friend but asshole, he wanted to fall at his feet at the beginning, but he fell ill. Then it was born that I believed a friendship ... but I was wrong. After I joined Max, his jealousy towards him began ...

"Who are you to tell me this, who gives you the right to speak for me, you do not know Mac and I do not give you the right to speak about him." True love exists and carries the name of Max is our friendship that it never existed, because from this moment on I will no longer exist for you. " Since I was engaged, everything had changed, he had become paranoid towards me, he always seemed angry.

"You know I tell you, go to hell, you're not the person I believed, you're just a girl in love that makes the" Santarella ", have fun making the happy girlfriend."

Max was right, this was not friendship, the true friendship is the one that stays with you always and any choice you make. He does not judge without knowing, he trusts you and instead ...

 Why am I always forced to change my mind about people?

Why does life make me suffer so much?

Many because, but no answer, because of my stupidity, I was forced to argue with the sole reason of my life. I have to talk to him, I need him, where will he be now?

Will you be thinking of me?

 I do not want to bother you.

"Love where are you?"

That's how I like to call it, because I can make him feel my love even from a distance.

"I'm here my love, what's up?" Here's how I imagined, already knows everything, this is our bond, he can feel how I am and the same is true for me. Ours is a strong bond, and by not seeing each other we can hear each other. We feel in the soul.

" Why do you say this?"

"Because I felt your heart, calling me."

Here is my Earthangel, always knows what happens. I tell him everything, I explain what happened.

"Love listen to me well, I will never leave you, you are too important to me."

These are the words I need.

"My love too, forgive me if I did not believe you, I was stupid, forgive me ...."

I will never doubt him again.

"Love I do not have to forgive you anything, in fact you know what I'm saying, now we're going for a nice walk and we eat a nice ice cream, what do you think?" He manages to calm me where others can not. With a simple phone call, he manages to take me to many places. It seems to be really with him.

"What I say, yes !!! My love."

Since we started these trips, I'm much better, I can not think about the past. I can not do more nightmares that prevent me from sleeping.

" Then we go."

It is he, my angel of the earth. I have been informed about the angels of the earth. He has all the characteristics of one of them. Always ready to defend myself, to raise my spirits, to help me even from a distance. God how much I love him.

I hope you are enjoying the story. I thank those who read. "

Have you ever made these trips with your mind? Let me know what you think. A kiss to all😘😘💕