You got your whiskey kiss

(thrill thrill)

blowing love to the wind

on bended knee.

You got your heroin-laced love

(kill kill)

shooting bullets to my heart

missing every target.

You are the noose I tied myself

the one I hung over the tree

pretended it was a mere decoration

to satisfy your Halloween soul. 

Move violently

cry louder

(darker deeper)

till I almost think you are still human.

Bloodied limbs

move across my neck

hands find, eyes close

grip tighter tighter tighter.

Howl to moons

that have long since fallen deaf

(shut your mouth)

hush hush hush now.