I'm not the kind of

person

anyone should ever

put all their trust in

but trust me

when I say

that I try

to be everything I'm supposed to be

and everything I'm supposed to do

it is not as easy for me

as it is for

everyone my age

I've gone through a lot

I feel like I still am

and it will take time

to become the person I should be

but I guess

no one can understand this

so I gotta be perfect

because I don't get them

and they don't know me

-E