Jason's POV

They throw me into the holding cell that I have been in for half a day now. I walk over to the bench that was on the wall and sit down. I start thinking about everything, my fate, my friends, my family but mostly how I did my wife and children wrong.

I lay my head back on the wall and groan. I open my eyes to make sure that the guards weren't there and they weren't. I would try to break out, which I tried once, and obviously it didn't work out. And because of that stupid decision they moved my execution up to tomorrow morning.

I shut my eyes and start to cry, not because I'm going to die, because I did my family wrong, that I will never get to walk Melanie down the aisle or give the death glare to Sophia's boyfriend. Even to watch Adrain play hockey, but mostly to grow old with my wife, Kelli.

Kelli. I should have never done her wrong. I should have maned up and not been so stupid. It was all over having another kid. I should have stayed and taken care of him and my other kids as well but no, I just thought about myself and messed up my life.

If I could start all over again I would. I would have never cheated on Kelli, even in the beginning. I would man up and be a great father, husband and friend. But now none of that is going to happen.

Maybe they are better without me, maybe she found a new guy that will take care of them. I hate the thought of another man touching any of them but after what I did I don't blame her for moving on.

Another thing I shouldn't have done was chase them. It only scared them even more, I scared my kids making them think I was an evil person.

Poor Melanie, she was my first child. My first princess, so innocent and loving. Always watching out for her brother and sister.

Adrain, my little King. I will never get to teach him them crazy amazing karate moves I have. I will never see him score the winning touchdown or hit a homerun.

Sophia, I will never see would beautiful she will be. I won't ever see her smile again, try to walk and fall. She always getting into trouble only made her more perfect.

Then there is Kelli. My beautiful Kelli Ray. I love that woman to pieces but I will never get to show her that. I will never get to show her how really sorry I am. I will never get to grow old with her and watch our grandkids and great grandkids grow up. All I ever wanted in life was to have someone to love me and hold me, and I had that in Kelli but I below it.

I open my eyes and wipe my cheeks of the tears. I know there is no way of leaving here, well there is and that's in a body bag.

But if there is a way I can get out of here and go back to Kelli and the kids, I promise to myself, my family and everything I love greatly that I will never mess up again. Ever! I will be the best man I can be, I will leave the gang life behind and never look at it again.

I wish that there was just some way to prove to them that I need them and won't do it again. I pry that she comes and saves me, even though i don't deserve it. I just want to see them one last time but that's not going to happen.

The guard comes back around to the cell door and looks in. I put on a hard face so he cant see that iv been crying.

"Only six hours to go McCann" he speaks up. The lights go out and he closes the outside cell door, leaving it completely dark in here. I lay down on the bench that I use as a bed and close my eyes.

Only six hours till my death, doc hours until all my kids lose their father, six hours until Kelli becomes a widow. Six hours for them to come and save me. Six hours aren't long, but they feel like forever knowing that when the clock runs out, so does your life.

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Ok so a little boring but it just showed Jason side of the whole thing.

Do you believe him?

Will they get there in time to save him?

If they save him will Kelli take him back?

Will Jason really change?

P. S. The next chapter might take a little longer just because I have to figure out how to write an escape plan/action/chapter.

Thanks for reading
~Bella💋