*A/n sexual near the end😉 just kidding it pretty bad but I tried*
Kelli's POV

It's been a couple weeks since Jason has left and he hasn't been back since. Its starting to take a toll on the kids and on me, not to mention the gang.

Now that he is gone I have to take care of the gang, thank god for everyone helping me with the business and the kids, if I didn't have them id go crazy.

"The person you have tried to re-" the voice from the other side of the phone says. I hang up before it can finish, I was trying to call Jason but you can see how far that got.

"Still no answer?" Pattie asks with a sad look, a shake my head and put down the phone. I look down at Sophia who is laying in her swing, Adrain in his right next to her.

"Do you have any idea where he is?" She asks talking a sip of her coffee. I shake my head once again. Melanie walks into the room and crawls up on my lap, her head on my chest. She soon falls asleep.

"No and It really scares me. I don't know if he is alive or dead, if he's hurt." i say thinking about all of the possibilities.

"Why did he leave again?" She asks. I sigh and kiss Mel's head.

"It started about a week back, he started to getting more angry and stuff, then one morning when I went to feed the babies he started yelling at me telling me to shut them up. Then he left right after that, a little bit later he came back, we got into a fight and he left. Hasn't been back since" I say playing with Mel's hair.

"What caused him getting that angry?" She ask.

"Well he was really stressed and still under so much pain because of him getting shot. So that caused him to go out and get some pills, I don't know where but Fredo said that they help relax you but they just made him angry" I say. Fredo said that the pills where made to relax you and take away the pain but obviously that didn't work.

"Well I guess all we can do it pry that he is safe and comes home soon" she says taking another sip of her coffee. I nod my head, showing that I agreed with her.

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*Friday*

It has now been five weeks since Jason has left and I am beyond worried. I have had everyone from the gang out looking for him, even Dom and no one has found him yet. I'm freaking out even more every day he isn't home, yes I'm mad that he did the pills, yes I'm mad that he left me and the kids but I love him so much and I can't lose him.

"Mama, where's dada?" Melanie asks for the tenth time today. I sigh and rub my face, trying to to blow up at her.

"Melanie for the last time I don't kn- Jason?" I ask as I see him walk through the front door. He holds some roses in his hands and a sad/sorry look on his face.

"Dada!" Mel says running over to him. He picks her up and spins her around, kissing all over her face. I shake my head and walk up to the twin's room to check on them. I notice that they both needed changed so I picked up Adrian first, placing him on the changing table.

"Looks like daddy's back" i whisper to him, I know that he is only a couple weeks old, almost a month and can't understand me but when I said Daddy he starts kicking his legs. After he was done I placed him in his little car seat so I can easily take him down stairs. I walk over and pick up Sophia, changing her and doing the same.

"Did you miss me?" I hear a husky Canadian accent speak up. I just stayed looking at the twins, not bothering to look at him, I felt him wrap his arms around my waist and he cuddles in head into my neck. I wiggle my way out and pick up the twins diaper bag and then the twins, carefully walking down the stairs.

I pick up my phone and call over to the gang house, Maegan picks up and I ask her if she can watch the kids for a couple hours, she agrees and walks across the street with Derek. They take the kids over to the gang house, once they saw Jason they give him a dirty look then gave me a sorry one. Once they left i turned around and punched Jason in the middle of the chest, carful not to hit his heart.

"Why the hell do you think that you can just walk back in her after you left Huh? You leave me, your kids and your gang. We were all worried sick about you! Your daughter cried herself asleep every night, thinking it was her fault that you left. Five days Jason, five days! Didn't you think to give me a call or anyone to let us know how you are or where you are?! I hate you for leaving us like that, I get that you were mad but you could have been a man and owned up to it!" I yell at him, all my emotions running high, I didn't mean to yell, i planned on staying calm but once I saw him my anger rose.

"I know and I'm sorry" he says looking down.

"Damn straight your sorry" I say taking a seat on the couch. He walks over and takes a seat next to me.

"Can I at least tell you my side of the story?" He asks me, placing the beautiful flowers down on the table.

"If it involves banging sluts and doing more drugs I think I'll pass" I say giving him a bitter look, he laughs and shakes his head.

"So a couple weeks ago I started getting a pain in my chest, I took my pain medication but it didn't help. I thought it was just stress with the babies coming and all but once they were here it didn't stop. Then the whole thing with Kate starting and it only made it worse." he says shaking his head. He grabs my hand, I hesitate at first but then let him hold it.

"So I asked one of the guys to go out and get me something I would take care of the pain. Anything really, and I know that if I tried to smoke you would find out so I just tried to play it safe. Im so sorry for being a dick, nether you or the kids deserve that. Please forever me" he says kissing my hand. The truth is I forgave him as soon as I saw him, but I'm not going to tell him that.

"Will it make you fell better to know where I was?" He asks me. I nod my head, Turing my body so I'm facing him.

"Well remember that house that we both really liked? The one that was out of town, but was close to a school. The one that had the really long driveway you wanted?" He asks, I feel myself starting to get more excited. I nod, trying to fight back a smile. He lets go of my hand and reaches into his pocket, pulling out a key.

"You got it?" I ask him, a little in shock. He laughs and shakes his head.

"We got it" he says kissing my nose. I smile and tackle him into a hug, he falls onto his back on the couch as I squeeze him and kiss all over his face.

"Oh my god this is so great! Oh we need to move all our stuff up there, and find a house for the gang" I was listing things that still and had to be done. I sit up thinking about everything we had to do, when I say sit up I mean straddling him.

"Babe calm down, I bought things for the house, it's already has everything we need. Plus I already have the gang house taken care of, so no need to stress" he says rubbing his thumb over my sides. I nod and lean down and kiss him.

"So can we celebrate?" Jason asks wiggling his eyebrows up and down. I laugh and think about it, before nodding my head. Sure im still a little mad at him but I still love him.

He smiles and I lean back down and kiss him. His hands run up and down my body before placing them on my ass, he gave it a squeeze which causes me to gasp, he takes this chance to slip his tongue into my mouth.

"Let's go upstairs" I mumble against his lips. He nods and sits up then stands up with me still wrapped around him. He walks up the stairs while still making out with me. Once we make it to the room he somewhere opens up the door and throws me on the bed.

He turns back and locks the door before turning back to me and crawls on top of me. His lips find my neck and he kisses up and down my neck, leaving small bites as he goes down. A small moan leave my mouth as I ran my hands through his hair.

He sits up and takes off his shirt, giving me a great view of his abs and chest. He smirks and pulls off my shirt. Soon all of our clothes are off, he reaches over and slips on a condom because placing himself between my legs.

"Are you ready?" He asks kissing me. I nod and run my hands through his hair. He nods and kisses my forehead before slowly slipping into me. I grip his shoulders, telling him to slow down.

It's been more then six weeks since I had the babies but I'm still a little sore. It's also been months since Jason and I last had sex so I have to readjust to his big size.

"Ok, you can go" I say after waiting a second. He pushes father into me, he then pulls out, then goes back in.

"Shit" he whispers as sweat became a to form on his forehead. He starts to speed up, going deeper each time, causing both of us to moan loudly.

"Faster" i say. He lets out a small laugh before doing as I asked. He speeds up, slamming into me harder and deeper, he lays his head on my shoulder and beings to suck on my collar bone. I moan and run my hands through his hair.

"I'm so close baby girl" he says kissing me. I nod, gripping onto his shoulders, letting him know I'm close to. After a few minutes we both let go, he falls onto my chest. Both of is breathing heavily, he kisses my chest then pulls out of me before rolling over to his side of the bed. He gets rid of the condom then crawls back over to me, cuddling into my chest.

"I love you baby girl" he says kissing my neck. I smile and run my fingers up and down his back.

"I love you to" i say. Soon sleep takes over both of us.

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Babies at top!!!! Melanie, Adrian and Sophia
Jason's back yay!!! Moving and drama up next!!!!

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Thanks for reading
-Bella💋