Chapter 19: Was i in love with her?
Jimin: Y/n!!! Please wake up!!!! don't leave your Jimin like that!!!!!
He started to cry his heart out.
Jimin: Please....open your eyes.
He whispered into her neck and continued to cry.
Suddently Jimin heard someone opening the door.
He smiled through his tears as the door opened and Lisa and Bambam entered in worriedly with the waiter who left them with the cakes.
They saw Jimin and Y/n before gasping.
They quickly ran to them.
Lisa: Oh my!!! What happened!?
Bambam helped them to get up and Jimin took the coat off from him and Y/n before taking Y/n in bridal style.
They quickly ran outside and Jimin put Y/n down on the floor as the others crouched down in front of him and the unconcious Y/n.
Jimin started to pat Y/n's face while crying.
Jimin: Y/n, please open your eyes now. Look they came to save us, please wake up. I beg you...
He continued to cry and Bambam checked Y/n's pulse.
Suddently he widened his eyes and looked at Jimin.
Jimin looked at his expression while crying, and his heart got scared.
Jimin: What happened? Why are you shocked?!!
Bambam sighed in disbelieve before looking at the waiter.
Bambam: Call the ambulance...
Jimin widened his eyes as Bambam said, his voice as low as a whisper.
Jimin: I asked what happened?!
He grabbed Bambam's collar and started to shake him.
Bambam: I...can't s-sense....her pulse...
Jimin's grip loosened from Bambam's collar and he fell back on his hips.
He looked at Y/n's body on the floor and saw that she was all blue.
Lisa started to cry.
Lisa: Y/n, wake up!!
She started to rub her hands and her feets to warm her up.
Jimin burst out in tears and started to shiver badly.
Bambam walked to him before putting his hand on his shoulder.
Bambam: Don't worry, the ambulance will surely do something.
Jimin yanked his hand away harshly.
Jimin: You are lying!!!! She is still alive, she can't leave me!!!
He pushed Bambam away and got up.
Jimin: No, she is still alive. She is not dead.
He then glared Bambam with his glossy eyes.
Jimin: Check her pulse again!!
Bambam nodded and checked her pulse once again before shaking his head as a no.
Jimin didn't know what to do and how to do.
He was lost, scared and broken.
Suddently the ambulance arrived and some nurses came with a bed.
Jimin quickly took Y/n's froze body in bridal style and put her on the bed.
Then the nurses started to run toward the ambulance's van and Jimin ran with them.
They made Y/n's bed enter at the back of the van and let Jimin hope in after.
Soon they started to drive off to the hospital.
Jimin grabbed Y/n's hands tightly as the nurses were checking her state.
Nurse: It looks like her blood circulation is froze.
Jimin widened his eyes.
Jimin: What?!
The nurse looked at him.
Nurse: It looks like that, but for now we are not sure.
Jimin: What if is it frozen?
The nurse looked down.
Nurse: Then we can't do anything....
Jimin looked at them shocked then at Y/n.
His tears again started to flow down as he burst into tears.
Soon they arrived to the hospital and the ambulance quickly took Y/n with them, leaving Jimin outside of the room.
He saw them closing the door on his face and he slided down along the wall while crying badly.
Jimin: Why god, why...? Why is it always me?
He started to beat his own head and continued to become a crying mess.
TIME SKIP...
Jimin was sitting on the chair while looking in front of him blankly, waiting for the doctors to come out.
Suddently Jin and Jisoo came while running and crying.
They saw Jimin and ran to him before standing in front of him.
Jin: Jimin, where is Y/n?!? Where did they take her!!!??
Jimin didn't say anything and just pointed toward the door blankly.
Jisoo: What happened??! Tell us!
She shook him harshly but he stayed still, no more energy left to cry again.
Jimin: We got stucked into the cold room for almost 2 hours.
Jin and Jisoo widened their eyes as Jin fell on the floor before bursting into tears.
Jisoo hugged him to make him calm down but he wasn't.
Jimin's eyes again filled with tears and he bit into his lips to prevent himself from crying further but couldn't held any longer and burst again into tears.
He just couldn't think of loosing Y/n and certainly not when she became that close to his heart.
The 3 of them continued to cry until the door opened and the doctor came out.
Jimin looked at him before getting up and running to him.
He grabbed the doctor's hand.
Jimin: Is Y/n ok? Is she fine? Is her state critical?
Doctor: Thanks to god that her state is out of danger but is still critical. She needs an extreme care right now, just hope that she wakes up.
Jimin nodded and thanked him.
Doctor: If you want to, you can go and meet her but she is still sleeping.
They nodded and entered Y/n's room only to see her laying on the bed.
Jin and Jisoo ran to her as Jimin stood by the door while looking at her.
His heart was relieved to hear that...she was still alive but he at least wanted to see her awake.
Jin grabbed Y/n's hand and started to cry badly.
Jin: How is that possible?
He whispered while crying as Jisoo was sitting there, being a crying mess.
Jimin stood still, not moving an inch and started to cry silently too.
TIME SKIP...
Jin: Jimin, let's go home.
Jisoo: You should rest too, look at your lips and skin, you are still blue.
It was night time and Jin and Jisoo were begging Jimin to come home with them.
But Jimin was sitting beside Y/n while gripping her hand and crying.
Jimin: I said no, I can't leave her alone! She needs me...
Jin approached him and put his hand on Jimin's shoulder.
Jin: But what will you do here? She is not even awake, even the doctors are saying that she will not wake up this soon.
Jimin shrugged his shoulders.
Jimin: I don't care. When i had a fever she sacrificed her nights for me, then why not me?!
Jisoo stayed silent while looking at him.
Jin was again about to speak but Jisoo grabbed his arm.
Jisoo: Jin, let him stay. We will send his clothes and needed stuffs by the driver.
Jin looked at her, then at Jimin before looking down.
He sighed.
Jin: I don't know why you are being stubborn.
He said and left the room and Jisoo followed him.
They closed the door behind them and Jimin looked back at Y/n while wipping his tears.
JIMIN POV...
Jimin: Why Y/n, why? Firstly, you helped me to cure my depression. Secondly, you made me smile. Thirdly, you gave me the reasons to live....And now that you made me like that, why are leaving me alone?
I started to cry once again.
Jimin: Whenever, i needed you, you came and helped me with everything even though you were far from me. Now i was by your side, but, i couldn't keep you safe.
Jimin: I owe you a lot, i'm in debt by your kindness, careness, love and i don't know what else.
I put my head on her hand and continued to cry.
I then looked at her and somehow realised something.
Was i in love with her?
Did i cry for her, laugh for her, care for her because i loved her?
I pulled my hand away from her's and started to push my chair backward.
Jimin: No, no...this can't be happening....i can't love my wife's sister...
I started to massage my hair furiously as some tears left my eyes.
Jimin: No...no...i don't love her...i'm just her freind and nothing else.
MEANWHILE...
AUTHOR POV...
Jin and Jisoo were heading back to home as Jin was driving.
Jisoo was silent during the whole time and was just looking by the window.
Jin noticed her behavior and frowned.
Jin: What happened, why are you looking this serious? What are you thinking about?
Jisoo sighed before looking at him.
Jisoo: Nothing serious.
Jin knew she was hiding something.
Jin: Jisoo, tell me. I know you are hiding something.
She looked at him.
Jisoo: I don't think that you will take my words seriously.
Jin frowned in confusion before looking at her, still driving.
Jin: At least tell me, what's wrong?
Jisoo: Jin, have you noticed how Jimin and Y/n cares for each other?
Jin parked the car in a corner and turned to her.
Jin: What do you mean by that?
Jisoo: When Jimin was ill, have you seen Y/n's state? She was a crying mess for him and stayed up during 3 nights. And when today, Y/n fainted, Jimin refused to leave her.
Jin was shocked to hear that, it was true but he never noticed it before.
Jisoo: Since Jennie is gone, they got closer to each other. The Jimin, who used to stay cold, emotionless and would always hum as a reply, how can this Jimin become smily, always laughing and talking to everyone happily?
Jin became a statue.
Jin: This is right...
Jisoo sighed.
Jisoo: Look, i don't want you to be against them or something like that. But what if they get that close that when Jennie will come, we can't even seperate them for 2 seconds?
Jin started to rub his forehead.
Jin: I don't know, maybe they are really freindly, this is why...
Jisoo: I hope too Jin, but if this is not the case then...you know very well it can be a big problem.
He sighed.
Jin: It's better to stay quiet for now, we will see later.
Jisoo nodded and looked again by the window as Jin restarted to drive.
Jin: Don't take any stress, it is not good for you nor the baby.
She hummed.
TIME SKIP TO THE NEXT MORNING...
AUTHOR POV...
It was already the morning and Jimin was sleeping on the chair with his head on Y/n's stomach, gripping her hand tightly.
Suddently, Jimin woke up with a knock on the door.
He rubbed his eyes before opening them and looking around.
He then realised he was in the hospital.
Again, he heard a knock and looked toward the door.
It was the driver.
Driver: May i come in, Mr. Park?
Jimin nodded while rubbing his eyes and the driver walked to him before handing to him a bag.
Jimin frowned before taking it.
Jimin: What is it?
Driver: Mrs. Kim send your clothes and the breakfast for today.
Jimin hummed.
Jimin: Ok, thank you.
The driver bowed and walked out of the room.
Jimin then looked at Y/n while sighing sadly.
Jimin: You still didn't wake up, don't worry i'll wait.
He said and got up before heading into the bathroom.
TIME SKIP...
Jimin finished to take a shower and brushed his teeth before wearing the clothes that Jisoo sent to him.
He then walked out and sat again on the chair before eating the breakfast.
After sometimes, he was done and sat like that while looking at Y/n.
As he was sitting silently, his phone suddently rang.
He took out the phone and looked at the ID.
Jungkook...
He awnsered the call.
Jimin: Hello?
Jungkook: Hello, hyung?
Jimin: Yes, what is it?
Jungkook: Where are you? I came to your office but i didn't see you.
Jimin: Erm, i'm at the hospital.
Jungkook: What!? Why, are you alright?
Jimin: No, i'm fine. It's Y/n...
Jungkook: What?! I'm coming!
Jungkook cuts the call and Jimin sighed.
Jimin: Only this bunny was left to come.
He massaged his temples...
TBC❤❤.
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