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2 Years Later

Two years later. Here I am, finally back in my home land after ages. The place where I was born and where everything started.

"good morning sweetheart" My mom greet me and open up my curtain widely which making my eyes go squint eventually.

"Mom it's freaking 8 a.m in the morning. It's still to early and that's not like I'm going to school or something" I groaned and get my self up then close the curtain to it's normal position.

"Yah! Wake up you sleepy head. Dad and I need to go somewhere to run our errands" She continue, I sigh and get ready. I just couldn't fight her anymore because the more I groaned later on, the more likely my mom will babbling.

"Kayyy Ma'am"

~Breakfast time~

I love breakfast hoho.

"You sure you don't wanna join us? You might be boring cause there's literally no one here" My dad said while munching his pancake deliciously.

"Yes daddy. You don't have to worry that much"

"If you wanna go anywhere, let us know first and ask the driver to send you over, okay? We might spend days to finish this work so please take care"

for goodness sake, this is not a first time you guys ever leave me, this is the 100th times already.

I bid them goodbye before they leave me and they gave me pocket money as usual. But this time, it's actually pretty more than before which making me wondering why.
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Since I've finished all of my work today today, I decided to go out. Who knows I might buy a shoes? Who knows I might go eating? Who knows I wanted to buy shirts?

as I walking around the city, I suddenly bump into a wall which making me whining and I rub my head to heal it.

I look up and see an attractive ads on a paper (I suck at explaining yet again)

The first K-pop Festival after 3 years!
Artists that will participate;
EXO, BTS, Seventeen, Twice, DIA, Red velvet, etc.

For any questions, go on our website: www.kpopfestival13.com

See you there!

This ads really catch my eyes I didn't hesitate to grab out my phone and proceeded to book a ticket for myself.

Well, I'm all free on weekend plus it's been a while since I last fangirling into Kpop, so why not right?

at the same time, I can fulfill my spare time while mom and dad aren't here.

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concert day

"Hmm, what should I wear?" I thought to myself, scanning my whole closet to check for any good outfit.

I ended up choosing a black crop top with a skinny jeans. I wear my black Nike shoes, took my black coloured iPhone with matching black earphone and power bank and headed out to the concert venue.

"Wow, I'm all black today. Will it be okay? I mean it's not like I'm having a date or something, geez." I thought to myself while looking for a taxi. 

This isn't a bad decision for me to be here. In fact, it will be nice since I haven't into Kpop lately. I've been stressing my mind with my life's problems. I am a Kpop fan after all.

The day went by fast and it is the time for the show. Twice is the opening act and Seventeen is the last. All day, I keep on running around the VIP section, trying to avoid myself getting bored. But by the time Seventeen went to the stage, I was just sitting back to where my seat was and finally watch the concert. I didn't see the set list but they're going to perform 5 songs in total.

The thought of Seventeen is echoing in my mind.
Seventeen. Kim Mingyu.

That's it. After 2 years, we finally meet each other again. In my mind, there are three situation that might happen. One is that he will consider this is destiny and be like the movies where we still have feelings and end up being together again but this is highly unlikely since our break up wasn't really acceptable in the rule of breaking up because we actually haven't talked to each other after that.

The second situation is that he starts hating on me when he sees me which is completely acceptable and I totally prepared for this. But if only he could manage to spot me since there's thousands of people in the venue later on. But, since I will sit on the very first row of VIP section, i guess it's not hard for him to find me.

Lastly, the third one is that the only thing that i completely afraid of happening and that is when he ignores me totally and act like I was never in his life, like I've never existed at all.

The fans are starting to scream like crazy and I look up just to see the things that I don't want to see the most.

When Seventeen emerged on the stage, the whole arena went crazy. My ears are ringing and I knew that there would be screaming hangover later even after the end of this show.

They start with Pretty U which is the song where I started to discover them. The first ever Korean song that I like back then. I follow the dance in my head. Lately, I've been using and learning Kpop dances as a form of my exercises.

I fangirl cautiously, trying to avoid looking at Mingyu but clear.... It is so  impossible. I tried focusing on Wonwoo, my original bias and when he look at me, he winked. I know we are in a good terms. I remember how he helped me when I slipped on the rock while bringing the hot pot.

Geez, it was so embarrassing. I wish I could delete the embarrassment away.

Somehow, my eyes still land to Mingyu, who as usual, looks attractive as fuck. I can't believe I had him as my boyfriend. These days, I've been questioning myself whether I still love him or I already accept his apologize even when he actually never apologize at all but sometimes I really like wanting to be with him like we were before and I feel really bad for feeling this way.

The thought of him being my boyfriend made my heart beat fast. After performing Pretty U, they perform Aju Nice,Boom Boom(which got me drooling for Mingyu), Don't Wanna Cry and lastly Clap.

How could you be so fine?
How could you trample on me?
I see your smiling face as you completely forgot about me
As you’re being so happy

How is she? Is she better than me?
Did she erase all your memories about me?
Yes, your happiness is all that matters
No, I’m not gonna tell a lie like that
Why should I wish you happiness
When you’re the one who left me?
I don’t give a fuck

The energy of Carats there don't even flinch. They are wild the whole set. The lights go all off and I could see Seventeen's Silhouette go back in the back stage. "Seventeen! Seventeen! Seventeen!" The whole arena roared. Everyone is hoping that Seventeen would sing another song when they chant loud enough but I know better. I know that they are only singing 5 songs.

I laugh at how cute the fans are and I start to walk back and start to packing up when another instrumental played again. I couldn't forget the intro. As I heard Wonwoo oppa's voice, my heart stop for a second or it may have skipped a beat. I didn't know. They're really performing an encore for the fans.

But it wasn't what make my heart stop. It is because of the song. HipHop team is singing Lean On Me. Tears start to fill my eyes and I swallow to prevent my breaking down. Memories flooded my mind.

I remember the last time i heard this song. It was the song... the song where I always calm everytime I hear it and I remember Mingyu singing it to me under the lampost at the amusement park before. How could I forget? I look at him to see his reaction but he beat me to it.

He was already looking at me.

Deeply.

He's performing but he keep his gaze on me. My heart is contented. For the first time, I'm sure what my heart feel. We stare at each other for a while. When the last note hit and his eyes are still locked on mine.

There's something  that attract me so much and I don't know why so I look at his writs and it's shocked out of me.  I look carefully  and I clearly  see that he still  wears our couple bracelets. 

He freaking  use it.

I couldn't handle it no more, the more I look at him, the more likely my heart will aches. So I go out of the venues despite the song isn't over yet.

I stopped by a wall and sobbing really hurt. I wipe away my tears, wanting to assure me. I know I'm strong. Of course.

I continue walking after minutes and suddenly my legs stopped. There he is. In front of me for about 3 meters straight. I feel my heart beat, it's beating so much and it is the first time I could feel like this.

I turn myself and continue on walking while lowering my head.

"Arya, stop"

How I wish I could turn myself and face him but my legs aren't reacting on what my brain is saying. And I decide to continue walking even faster.

"Arya, stop. Please. I'm. Begging." My legs automatically stop when I hear sobs between his word. Suddenly I feel a grip on my wrist and with a force, its making me turn around and face him.

"look at me"  he lift my chin using his thumb and he put me into a passionate hug. I push him away which making him curious and say, "Arya, I'm sorry"

" You simply just said sorry? Do you know how hurt I was when I got the dating news with that bastard girl? You only left me like that! Without nothing! even no apologies at all" My voice crack and I feel myself getting weaker, my knees are slowly touching the ground.

"For fucking 2 years Kim Mingyu, you left me. It's not a short time, it's long. How do you think I manage to face it? I was hurt! I never felt this hurt before. You were my everything and you were the only person who cared about me but look on what I got?" Im sobbing so hard with those words that escaped from my mouth.

The tears that escaped  from eyes seems to can't stop. I somehow  feel like crying and ocean.  Finally,  I can free up all of my thoughts,  my struggle,  my hardship through this tears. 

But after moment I realize  that he was already  knee in front of me and hug me without  saying a thing.  "I wasn't know Arya, I was forced!  Of course I will never cheat on you"

"Lie! All you say are lies! "

"let's start this all over again,  please. I want us,  the old us. We were happy"

"I'm sorry, Mingyu.  I don't want" I say to him,  still lowering my eyes and avoiding  eye contact  with him  with this swollen  eyes of mine.

I could slowly feel his vision getting further.  And after few seconds,  I could  no longer seeing him in front of me,  he stands up and wanting  to left me. Again.

You might  never know how much love you  but I really do. I don't  know how  to describe  it,  how to say it again but I really do. Eventhought you hurt me and left me for 2 years,  but I don't  why my heart still accepting  and loving you. As if it this heart was made for you.

I force myself and standing up, looking at his back that are getting  even further  from me.

"Yah, you pabo!" I scream out loud,  making him turn.  "why does  my heart keep wanting you? Are you poisoning it? It's making me annoy to the fact that I still love  you"

With that, he suddenly  run as fast as he could  to reach me and upon reaching  he hug me really really thigh until I choke. "You okay? " He said.

"I hate you" I give him a dead glare and a chuckle escape from him out of sudden.

"Geez,  you still a cutie.  When will you grow up? " he's being savage and I cross  my arms,  pretending like Im sulking.

"I'm joking, okay.  I know you love me.  Look at these couple  bracelets. We still use it" He said before look into my eyes and showing  his wrist.  Upon him acting like that,  I can't handle my laugh so I let it out by laughing  so hard.

We both laugh and after minutes he puts his arms in my waist  and I also put my arms around his neck.

I miss this skinship.

"I love you" Mingyu kiss my forehead which instantly  make me smile like and idiot.

"I will never,  ever, let the same thing happen to you. Again. Ever. I promise, I will protect  you always, my dear love"

The End.

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yeayyyyyyy finally!

Despite  having a lot of struggles  writing  this sort of crap, look who manage to finish it! 

dab

Well  It took freakin 5 months to complete though  BUT THAT'S  OKAY!

A huge thank you  for wasting  ur time reading this horrible  book of mine. 

I REALLY appreciate  it.

Well let's recommend a very last song on this chapter :')

Autumn Morning by IU ✨

Until the next story and peace out!