Days and days have passed by after that incident happened. Guess it's almost hit a month and he still being like that.

Well, it's obvious that he never chat with me after that and both of us have never known about each other updates ever since that. He never ever try an effort to explain to me or maybe have a conversation with me.

I just think that I already used to it, I guess?

but who am I kidding,

I miss him,

so,

much.

The updates of him and his new girlfriend had gone wild in the internet every single day. My eyes couldn't see that no more so I decided change all of my details to avoid seeing it.

I change my number, I shut down all of my sns and even change my phone to a latest version one.

Today I see the update where you went to a restaurant with her this morning. I hold my tears. I hold,

forcefully.

How my heart broke after seeing that, How I wish I  could erase my feelings for you.

But yeah, moving on it's not a easy task. It took time to do so.

And lastly, I'll just hope that you will be happy with her. May both of you long last forever.

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"Yah! Look at this!" Minji shout at me making me snapped out of my thoughts. She shows me a comeback teaser video from SEVENTEEN.

" I don't think this is a good idea" I push her phone away and continue with my work. She realised her wrong doing and face away from me.

Oh, before I forgot to tell. I have planned and decided to avoid myself from seeing SEVENTEEN or to be exact K-pop stuffs for sure.

I wanted to stop being a carat as well as kpop fans.

It is the only option and way for me to move on fastly from him and everything that have happened to me.

I know it's not a good idea but I can't keep myself from getting hurt every single day.

Time shows 9 pm now and I just finished the rehearsal for tomorrow's graduation day. I'm so extremely tired and sleepy from today's work so as soon as I arrive home, I brush my teeth and immediately go sleep without even thinking of changing.

euw disgusting.

I was woken up by numerous bangs on my door and  texts on my phone. They stop before I get up.

I get up and stretch as I walk over to the door.

I open my door and for my surprise, my mom is on her beautiful formal dress and saying,

"Morning honey! Get ready now and have a breakfast with us" She shows a wide smile at me while ruffles my hair gently. I smile and slightly nodded before shutting the door.

After half an hour of getting ready, I go downstairs and greet my parents as soon as I saw them at the dining table. We start to eat afterwards.

"I'm so proud of you, my princess" my dad looks at me with his pleasure tone, well more like exclaimed.

"Thank you, dad."

"I thought that you would never manage to get yourself comfortable on your new school, but look now!" He continues and I giggle as a respond.

"Speaking of that, Will Mingyu be there later?" My mom speaks out of the blue which making me stop on what I've been doing. I stare on my pancake for a few seconds and  answer.

"I-- erm, I don't think so" I stutter.

Hearing his name in this hour just making my heart stop beating. It's not that I hate him but, My ears just cannot hear and accept his name, he left me like that and who wouldn't get hurt right?

"Why?"

"Mom, can we stop talking about him now? I want to spend this day with you and Dad only" I show my reassure smile. Gladly my mom wasn't think that much and continue on eating.

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"Minji!!!!" I hug her tightly after saw her and greet her like a 3-years-old kid.

"Why the hell is this outfit is so baggy and uncomfortable. I don't like it" I complain about how the outfit doesn't look good on me while forming a pout on my lips which making her chuckles.

"Hey! Are you ready?" She answers.

"Of course! With whom did you go here?"

"Oh, my brother just fetch me over and my parents are here! How bout you?"

brother :')

"My parents are here as well" I point at my parents and wave at them.

We both then sit at the the seats where we were told before. We wait patiently until our names will be called.

The environment in the hall is so extremely pleasing. The way some parents are crying proudly over their child is so mesmerizing to look at. It make me smile as well upon seeing it.

"Kim Minji"

Minji, who is sitting beside me get up as soon as she hear her name was been called. I clap proudly while locking my eyes with her.

After that, my name is called by the school principal. I clinched both of my fists and before I could step up the stairs, I manage to look at my parents and they shows me a thumbs up.

Finally after stressing myself and dying here for almost 9 months, I, Arya, the one and only American girl in this damn school, manage to graduate and finishing school here in her favourite country ever.

Well, it will be even greater if I knew I would graduate in Korea.

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"It's a photoshoot time!" We all gather around the field after been asked to.

"Shout it's a wrap when I count to 3!" The photographer told us and we nodded in response.

In 1,

2,

3!

"It's a wrap!" We shout excitedly while throwing up our graduation hat on the air as if it we are filming a cliché and romantic movie, geez.

I sigh in relief after thinking that i have finished my highschool years in Korea. Never been so excited before than this, and I would cherish this moment and time forever until I die.

No words can't describe how proud I am being the american-lost-girl before and manage to graduate on time.

After this, I only want to capture beautiful moments and I hope that with this biggest achievement I've ever had, I would be even happier than before.

get a new beautiful and move on from your past, my strong self.