5 Months Later

From: Mingyu ♡

Hi sweetie, good morning :) How's your day?

P.s; Dino wanted to say hi!

P.p.s; Hoshi too!

P.p.p.s; Seungkwan three!

P.p.p.p.s; I'm trying not to be annoyed but all the boys wanted to say hi. That's it. Miss ya ;)

I miss myself too, 😋

I miss you more than u miss
urself, :p

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I smile reading our last conversation which was five months ago.

Mingyu hasn't been active since that day where he said that it was our last meet. We kept on contact back then but as day passed, we rarely do it.

It's tough cause I miss him a lot.

I placed my phone down and proceed to have a breakfast since I just finished showering and it's a weekend which mean no school for me.

Like usual, I greet both of my parents and sat down at my usual seat. My mom not usually do the breakfast everyday since the maids are in charge of that but it changed as months passed, mom was the one wanted to make the breakfast which is a good thing.

Afterwards, I go back to my room because I wanted to settle some of my school work. As I open my laptop, my eyes automatically wide open and I lost words.

What is this?

Breaking News!!;

*Attached pictures*

[BREAKING] Seventeen's MinGyu and DIA's ChaeYeon are dating!
Pledis Entertainment confirms about the news!

There, I saw a picture where Mingyu holds Chaeyeon's hand and were strolling around the city.They were both smiling and laughing joyfully. I've never seen Mingyu smiling that wide before.

My heart pounding so much, I cannot believe what am I seeing right now. Even though I already rub and slap my face cause who knows I might still dreaming, but, it's still there.

You never talk to me since the past months, You don't even dare to have a conversation to me even though I keep seeing you seen my message. How is it not making me sad after seeing this news of you?

I have tears in my eyes but I'm not letting it fall. I swear, I won't cry. It's my fault anyway, I shouldn't have hope too much on a boy especially idol.

I am so hurt just to see reality in front of me. Everything I thought of was in front of me, is no longer in my thoughts.

Day and day had passed and I'm developing feelings for you. You made up my day everyday even by just seeing you smile.

Then, I never know that my heart would aches today. I wait for you for 5 months and this is what I get?

I rush to Minji's house as fast as I can. It might be even worse if I go there since the chance that Mingyu might be there is so high. But I just couldn't think of any other idea right now. I just need someone to reassure me.

"Arya?" She looks shock by my sudden appearance. I couldn't tell her anything. Everything feel blurry. Was it because of everything that happened or the tears that can't seems to stop flowing out?

"OMG Arya , what happened?" I flop beside her on the sofa and she immediately rubs my back.

"Ming.. Mingyu" I sad in between sobs. I know she knows already. How can he not when it's about his brother.

"Shhshh. Don't talk anymore. Tell me when you are done crying" She rubs my hair.

We stay like that for almost half of an hour. My eyes feels so heavy. I'm so tired after crying for so long.

"I know you know about this"

"I am" She said, looking down. " I was so shocked! There was only you in my head after I saw that. Why is he creating another problem?" He sigh.

" I wait for him for almost 5 months and... This.. is what.. I get?"

"Look at this" Minji show me her phone which showing her conversation with Mingyu from the past month.

"Tell Arya that I really sorry."
"You know I love her right? But I just don't know, I really miss her so bad. I wish I can go back to meet you and mom and also Arya. But I just couldn't"

How come he can text Minji and cannot reply any of my messages? What happened to him?

I just cannot express my feelings right now since it's to complicated for me to explain. Maybe I should just take a nap to relax myself.

who knows that maybe it's just a dream?

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I wake up to the loud voice of Minji's singing. My eardrum could damage if she's continue to sing yet more.

"You're awake! I thought you were faint. I almost called an ambulance" Minji being herself and joke playfully.

I force myself to smile and giggles somehow even though it's not so funny for me.

I see my reflect through the square shaped mirror beside me. My puffy eyes is very visible now and I look even horrible after crying.

wow I  really did cry that much until this happen?