!!! TAKE A NOTE !!!
Take a note that from this chapter onwards, I will change "y/n" to "Arya"

Goodbye "y/n" ;)

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[Arya P.O.V]

Days past after that "party" night, my messed life has began more and more stable each day, just don't ruin this perfect peaceful day again.

I began to go to school again after come back from America in 3days. Being in America for 3 days, really bring so much joy and happiness even in just a short period.

I do miss my bestest friend, Minji. Yes Minji. She haven't been to school lately and I seem to can't contact her. She doesn't even reply on my message nor answering my call. The last time I'm contacting her was on the day when I'm boarding to America.

Strange.

I look at my wrist, 9;00p.m.

I smile at my thoughts after knowing that I'll be texting my boyfriend, since his schedule is over on 9.00p.m. That's what he told me. It's excites me as if it my first time being in love.

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*Flash back*

"Mingyu" I said in a soft tone, shocked on how he suddenly confess to me.

No Kim Mingyu, No , please.
You cannot said that you have fallen for me.
I will be rather have a one-sided love than having an idol as my "boyfriend".

"Be my girlfriend?" He suddenly said, making me widening my eyes on her sudden request.

I repeat the words he said in my head over and over again. Just seeing him, made my heart beat fast, talking to him made my heart raced faster and I felt as if a whole zoo was in my stomach.

I remain silent.

"Yes, I know. I am your bias and your bestfriend's brother but, what can I do? My pure heart just fallen for you" He pause. "It's okay if you're going to reject me. Take your time". He continues and looking rather disappointed.

His face expression really form to a sad expression after that and that's make me wanna swipe that away cause seeing him like this sure make me sad as well.

"Who said I'm going to reject you?" I say, smiling to reassure him and he slowly smiling back.

"It's a yes?" He excitedly said and I nodded.

That time, I seriously can't believe that I'm in a relationship with MY BIAS, LIKE CAN YOU IMAGINE HAVING YOUR BIAS AS YOUR BOYFRIEND, HAVING A CALL, A DATE AND SPENDING YOUR TIME TOGETHER AS HIS GIRLFRIEND?

I cannot relate.

I smile on my thoughts that this going to be great, great time with the greatest person in my life.

"Making sure that we're "official" now?"  I said, after a long walk with him and finally we're arrived at my house.

"Yes, I guess"

"Goodnight then ...... Boyfriend" to prevent myself  from getting  embraced, I enter my house as fast as I can right after I said that.

I could hear his chuckles from the other side.

*End of flashback*

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I go inside my room and quickly check my phone if Mingyu have texted me. He didn't texted yet for a while until I heard a buzz from my phone.

My beanpole♡ ; I'm home. I ran here just to text you quickly because I miss you.

I chuckle at his message and text back.

Me ; yah. You don't have to.

My beanpole♡ ; I will sacrifice anything for you ;)

Me ; Euww, did you just winked? Omg      Kim Minguew.

Me ; I mean, Kim Mingyu.

My beanpole♡ ; you should really need a punishment from me for saying that to your boyfriend.

My beanpole♡ ; :(

Me ; I won't 😛

The night spent like that, me chatting with him for hours until I can slowly sense my eyes getting heavier.

My beanpole♡ ; sleep already. It's getting late. You have school tomorrow and so do I, having a schedule.

Me ; yeah, right.

Me ; goodnight, gyu 💋

My beanpole♡ ; goodnight too, princess.

My beanpole♡ ; Don't forget about our date tomorrow. I'll wait for you at the cafe nearby your school.

With that, I drift off to sleep.

The next morning,

"Good morning, darling" Mom greeted me as I scurried down the flight of stairs.

"Morning, mom" I smiled and sit down at my usual spot. Dad is being his typical-self, immerses in reading the newspaper with his legs crossed.

"And good morning for you too, dad" I said and he immediately look up to me, smiling.

Then, as usual I go to the school. The driver send me off on 7 in the morning.

The first thing that I always do when I arrive at school is to go check my locker. Since I put a lot of books in it, so I have to grab some for studying and revision.

As I opening my locker, I sighed.

It's already been like the third time already.

Ever since from three days ago, I have always gotten a chocolate and a sticky note on the top of the chocolate wrapper.

"I hope you enjoy your day!  you're beautiful as always! And I admire you the most"

From you secret admirer.

It's what written on the sticky note.

Jeez, so cringe.

I didn't said that I don't like it but instead, I actually do appreciate it.

After that, I make my way to my class. I clinched both of my hands before entering the class, nervous since I'm going to see Minji today after so long.

I spot her using her phone on her seat right after I enter. Without thinking, I go to her and said,

"I miss you" while hugging her tightly. But, she doesn't seems to hug me back.

"You don't miss me? We haven't been catch up for so long". I look at her.

She just answer me with a "hmm" as a respond and continue using her phone after that.

And that's make me furrowing my eyebrows.

What's happening to her?

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Is it just me or does Minji is being quiet all day long?

Minji had been ignoring me since this morning. She haven't even spoke A WORD to me.

Even if I'm I seemed to ask her something, she will always go somewhere to avoid me.

Did I do something bad to her? Or did she angry with me for not saying that I'm going to America? Or she's sulking because I didn't contact her?

My head is full with those questions. I seriously don't understand why she's ignoring me when I'm actually doing absolutely nothing towards her.

The bell then rang, which mean only one thing.  The school time is over.

I'm packing my stuff into my school bagpack as fast as I could so that I can walk with Minji. However, just as soon as I finish packing, Minji just passed by me and didn't bother to look at me for once.

She left me.

Alone.

She's with her other friends. They're walking towards the entrance gate while laughing joyfully with each other.

It makes my curiosity boiling up. I just cannot seeing her like this, ignoring me as if I'm never existed in her life .

I surely just wanna solve this problem and have a proper conversation with her.

Without embracement, I walk toward her fastly and said,"Kim Minji, what's wrong with you? You haven't talk to me since this morning"

She just looks at me for a while and continue chatting with her friends.

"Minji! You can't just ignore me like that! Answer me"

She then stopped walking and gave me a very unpleasant face but it looks like she has lost her temper,

"What Arya?! What do you want from me?!" She yelled at me loudly until peoples' gaze can be seen.

"What happened to you?"

She remain silent.

"See? You ignoring me again".

She roll her eyes and said, "Okay, let me tell you something", she crossed her arms.

"I hate the fact that you're prettier than me and you get that attention more. I  just don't know how-- ugh how-- " she takes a deep breath,

"How on earth that my crush is fallen in love with you and ughh--

"And I hate you so much for that! Arya, Don't ever talk to me again. Let's pretend that we don't know each other"

I'm speechless.

I cannot believe the one and only my friend here, hate me just because of a boy?

She really thinks that boys are really that important than friends?

My heart began to ache, my eyes started to get watery, I wiped it away.

But being who I really am, I just cannot control my sadness. If you guys were on my shoes right now, you will feel the same as I am.

curious, sad, sad

And more sad.

My tears just rolled down as I make my way to the cafe where I and Mingyu decided to meet.

I can spot Mingyu inside the cafe with two cups of coffee and a slice of cake in front of him.

He smiles after looking at me, "Hello, my b--, oh my god" He furrowing his eyebrows "why is your eyes is so red? Were you crying?!"

And there you go, my tears start to fall down again.

Mingyu then push my head lightly and put it on his shoulder so that I can lean on it.

I cried on his shoulder even harder, the more he caresses my hair, the harder my tears fall.

"It's okay baby girl, take your time"
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Deepest condolences to both Kim JongIn and his family,
May his dad rest in peace ❤

Song of the chapter;
You are in my heart by Standing Egg ✨

Until the next chapter and peace out 💌