*Ty's POV*

It was finally the day
That special day
Where Janelle has been shipping us
For a whole entire year
But then I'm here
Acting like I don't give a damn
Unable to hang out with the girl I like, that one who started it all, and anyone else who wanted to go
But
No
I chose to be how I always am
Busy...
I don't get why I did that
I just panicked
Fear coursing throughout my body
Thinking I would mess something up
I was gonna ask her a really important question
Finally be honest to her
But
I chose the stupid route
And decided
'Nah, ill just ask later'
Will 'later' ever come?
Would I ever have enough courage to show some emotion?
I don't know
I just have to wait and find out
...
I messed up, huh?
Choosing not to do anything with my friends
Missing such great opportunities
I'm an idiot, eh?
God damnit
I'll have to fix this
Somehow
Some way
I've gotta make it up to them
To her
Let's see what I can think of...
Nuggets?...not special enough
Fairy bread? Nope
Chocolate?
Why can I only think of food
How about a nice date?
Who said that?!
Although that's not a bad idea
I know
But I can't just be like
"Hey Megan, I'm so f*cking in love with you, let's go on a really special date so I can prove it"
Well you can
Go away
*!*
I've got it...