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Laying on the edge of my bed with a thick blanket covering me, eyes fixed on the cold, distant ceiling. My mind a blank piece of paper. I don't know what to do with myself. Why dad announced we will leave so suddenly.

I never imagined me, Jinah will miss my friends here. I never once ever felt like this before. I never felt this sd of not wanting to go, to leave my best of friends, my friends I made through out of high school. I never once wanted to be my old self. The not so kind one and the lonely depressing me.

I need to find a right time to tell them that I will leave God knows how long and plus Lay, we just got together as a couple. Am I willing to have a long distance relationship and is he. So many concern, questions piled up in my head. What do I do now? I am so puzzled and confused I messed up my hair as I think of that.

As I was in a delima , confused, I  heard a buzzed on my phone, I picked it up to see an unexpected message from someone that I don't want to talk to ever. Remember Him, Sung Hun.let me jogged your memory, he is my sister Minah' s ex boyfriend and the one I used to have a crushed on. What does he want? I thought I end things with him? Why is he texting me? You hurt my big sister, Minah. Do you think I will reply back to you. Please Sung Hun what do you think I am.

Sung Hun: Jinah we need to talk. I know you said before not to contact you but please hear me out.

Do you honestly think I will reply think again. You broke my sister's heart and than you broke mine because you jilust want me because I am like the second choice. So I just ignored him by closed my phone and put in on the bedside table.

Few minutes late I heard the doorbell rang. Who might this be in this hour. I ran down stairs and walked towards the front door. I opened the door. My eyes widen to see a samilir face. Why is he here?

"Jinah I-" it got interrupted by me shouting the door on. His face.

"Just go away I don't to see you Sung Hun"I yelled at him.

" Jinah just hear me out just a few minutes"He yelled back.

I opened the door slowly to see his face again "Make it quick"

"I am telling you this that I know I realize this too late but I like you Jinah... Just a little confession to you" he said and I looked away.

So, just want a confess. I have a boyfriend you dummy.

"That's all... Why now you realize... I like you when we were in middle school you idiot... You even told me you like Minah in front of me so I know I don't stand a chance... I help you get my sister and now you broke her heart... This is my answer to your confession I don't like you and beside I have a boyfriend "I said I just about to shut the door, he force a kiss on me. It got me by surprised. I pulled away and glared at him by  slapping his  face.

" I hate you"I shouted angrily and shut the door to his face.

Why did he kiss me? I told him I already have  a boyfriend and it's Lay. I hate you. I hate you Sung Hun.

I went inside my room locked it, curled in a ball and started  crying. Once that first tear broke free, the rest followed in an unbroken stream. Naoko bent forward where she sat on the floor and pressing her palms to the mat, she began to cry with the force of a person vomiting on all fours."

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Next day at school. I wasn't going to tell anyone about everything about the kiss and also me moving to China. I was in a predicament that I don't know what to do. I was walking back and forth between my locker and a random person's locker in a quite hallway. Quick Jinah it's your choice I said to myself. No don't tell the devil inside of me said.

As I saw Baekhyun and Eunji walking down the hallway, Baekhyun give me a meaningful look at me. Quick act natural as possible. Or pretend not to sse them. Or hide I said to myself and I was doing just that. My plan was a successful. That So I think.

"Why are you hiding?" Eun ji asked giving me a strange look. All day today I haven't seen Lay and I just saw these two. Maybe I should tell them.

"Umm... I might be moving" I said jittery as ever.

"Jinah wait you'll move?" Baekhyun said.

I nodded "Next few weeks"

"OK that's one of them what's the other news?" Eun Ji said and that make my eyes widen. How did she know?

"That's all no more" I dinied it but Eun Ji said "Really now... Then why are you so nervous sweaty than?"

"Fine I got kissed by someone and its not Lay" I said and they both shocked by it.

"I told you the second news, it's not a good one"  I exclaimed.

"What?? How did this happen, Jinah?" they both said at the same time with their eyes in shocked from the sudden news.

"Let just say Sung Hun my old childhood friend came to my life again and just kiss me out of nowhere" I explained to them.

"So now what?? You have to tell lay about it eventually or it might...get out of hand " Eun Ji said and just like that the school bell rang.

They ere right I have to tell him. Today I have avoiding him.

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