Chapter 32: I was wrong.
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*I was wrong*
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-Rayyan-
I went home in 10 minutes. I drive really fast thinking all the words she said. It's hurt. She don't want me in her life anymore. Again I hurt her. But this time she hurt me even more. I am not expecting this from her.
How I supposed to live without talking her? How? Why me always? Why we always get away from each other? What she says was right? Did she really hate me? But now I love her and I can't even get a chance to tell her about my feelings. All life will I be like this? Keeping my feelings in my heart not to tell her? How I am going to do that? I can't take it now. 3 years was worst for me without her.
I went inside my house calling for Shehry. I saw his car outside so he must be at home. Dad and Mom were out of city to meet Dad's sister. I call Shehry again but still no reply. I took my phone out and dial his number. After 3 ring he picked it up.
"Shehry where are you?" I asked him. I was mad right now. I want my other best friend with me right now.
"Rayyan, I am at my home. Why? Are you okay? Did something happen?" He asked. I sigh heavily running my hands into my hairs.
"Shehry please come home. I want to tell you something really important" I said quietly. He is the one I can share my feelings. He is the one who tell me about my feelings for her. He is the only one with me right now.
"What happened Rayyan? Why you sound upset? Is everything alright between you and Misha?" He knew me too well. He always knew when I was upset It happen between me and her.
"I lost her Again Shehry. I lost her" my voice break and a pair of hot tear rolled down to my cheeks. I never cried in for a girl in my whole life.
"What? How? Why? I am coming. Give me five minutes" he said and hung up. Another pair of tear falls from my eyes. I wiped it off. I went to my room and change into something comfortable. I walked down in kitchen and grab a bottle of water and drank some of it. I went in living room turning on TV. I try hard not to think about her harsh words but I couldn't they were still roaming in my ears, in my mind. I pulled my phone out and open our pictures together. We took it in Georgia when we do shopping.
"Rayyan?" I heard someone behind me. I turned around and saw Shehry. He walked over and sits next to me. I looked at him as a tears fall down again. He was shocked to see me crying. He never had seen me crying.
"Rayyan. What happened? Why are you crying and why you and Misha again break up?" He asked me, worries were seen in his eyes.
"I lost her again Shehry. I lost her only because of that Aaliyan." As I say his name anger boiled in me.
"What? What he do?" He asked confused. I told him everything about what I listen in restroom, what I do with Aaliyan, what Misha tell me, what we do with Zaheer was wrong. In last Shehry eyes widened. He looked at me like I told me everything wrong. I tell him lie. "I am sure Shehry, the threaten calls which she get were also called by him. He gave threat if he didn't get money on time he tells everyone about me and her. He ruin her career, he ruin her father company." I said and I am sure he's behind all this.
"Rayyan Calm down. Take deep breaths. Relax we will found any way to tell her about this. But first I think we should apologize Zaheer for what we done with him and we should tell him the truth." I nodded. He called Zaheer and Hassan to come over my place. They were surprised when he call to meet us. It was like years I didn't talk to her or she sent a single message. I stared at my phone hoping she call me or text me to meet her and tell she was wrong. But no, everything my phone ring it wasn't her. I was from Mom. She was worried. I leave a message earlier I call her when I arrived home but I didn't. I heard car engine in my driveway. They are here. Door bell ring and Shehry went to open it. After few seconds 3 of them come in and sit on other couches.
"What it is? I thought you two never saw us?" Zaheer says. My head is down so I couldn't see his reaction.
"We want to say sorry to you Zaheer." Shehry said sitting next to me.
"For?" Hassan asked. This time I looked up at them. Their faces were pale, and their faces were no longer like before. They were getting thinner, by look. Their lips were become purple by smoking and eyes were red of drinking.
"For everything. For beating you, for not believing you. For yelling at you." I paused. "Your Dad life ruined because of other man not her Dad."
"What you mean" Zaheer asked confused.
"There is a guy name Aaliyan. He's her childhood friend and his father was Misha's Dad best friend. His father stole money from them and blame on your Dad. It is confusing. Misha don't know anything about it. She says she don't know who your Dad is." Shehry explain.
"And now that Aaliyan wants to get married to her only for her money. Today I went to her office where I heard Aaliyan saying that what his father do to yours. Then he says he only want her money. There's a guy who is black mailing her about our past. And today when I told her everything she said she don't want me with her anymore. I love her. I truly love her" I whisper last sentence. They both listen to me quietly without interrupting me.
"I am so sorry Rayyan. I don't know this would happen because of my revenge. I believe what you told us. But one thing still I don't get it. Who's that guy? And how he knew about your past? This bet thing is only between us" he said last part gesturing to four of us.
"You tell Tyler about it don't you?" I asked. He nodded.
"Yeah we tell him but we tell him that you break up with her for some reasons we don't tell me about bet. Plus Tyler doesn't do anything like this. He always in drunk situation not able to threaten someone." He explained. This makes sense. He was always drunk.
"Than who it would be?" Hassan asked.
"Aaliyan. I am sure he is behind all this. I want you guys back. I want your help to find out who he actually is? I don't care about him, only I care is of Misha. If he went back to her he hurt her and I don't let that happen. I want to protect her." I said sighing deeply. This is all I want. I want to protect her I want her in front of me even she don't talk I don't force her to do it but I want her safe.
"Than Marry her." Shehry blurted out without thinking once. All 3 of us looked at him. He just shrugged. "This is how you protect her and keep her safe from him."
"Really Shehry? You think she marry me plus I already tell you I don't want to get married now" I said standing up and left from there. He lost his mind. What he think is impossible. One: she never marry me after what happened today, Second: my parents ask me why I want to marry her again I don't have any explanation to give them.
-Misha-
Today is the worst day of my life. First at home another talk about marriage with Dad, then Aaliyan quieting job, then Rayyan fight with Aaliyan. I wanted to believe Rayyan what he said but I can't. I saw early how much he hates him. But then again Hashim Uncle Dad's best friend and Aaliyan, I know him since childhood. What made me mad that he still thinks about Zaheer. He said they used him then why he take his side?
I was wrong. I was so wrong about him. I thought he really get change but no. He never leave his friend. Then why me? Why he left me? I was also his friend. His best friend. No, I was like a piece of paper for him. Whenever he wants he took me back and whenever he want he throw me away. But this time I said him to go.
I don't want to be with him again. I don't want him to hurt me again. If he tells me everything earlier before fighting with Aaliyan then maybe I could trust him but not now. He showed he doesn't care of anyone.
On friendship day we make promise not to lie then why he did? Tears start falling from my eyes.
I am in my room standing by my room window. After telling Rayyan to go and not to meet me I get home all alone Dad went to Ahmed uncle house with Zayan. I was the only one in house. All maids were in their rooms. I didn't eat lunch or dinner. I didn't feel hungry.
I want to talk Waniya about this but I can't. She's busy in her life with Atif. After her marriage we barely hangout or talk. On other hand Maryam, she was my another close friend but I can't tell anything about my past to her.
I sighed and decide to walk down in store room. I went down in store room and lighten up room. A smell of dust welcomed me causing me to cough. I walk to my secret box where I kept all my past thing. I open it up by key which I bring with me. My eyes widened. There was a note nothing else. Nothing from my past. I took note and open it.
'Surprise, Surprise Misha Ali. Oh? You're shocked? Please don't be. I have you're all things, don't worry love I will take care of it. It is safe with me. Don't think hard about who I am. I am the one who you love.'
"What the hell. Who is he? What he want? How he came here?" I asked myself.
"Dad, Zayan, Ammy, Julia!" I shouted not caring if they were sleeping. They don't its 9:30 at night. Who sleep at this time? Within a minute all of them were stood at store room door.
"Who open this box?" I asked. They looked at box then back at me.
"Not me."
"I don't know."
"I also don't know. No one came here"
"I agree with Ammy. No one came here expect you" Zayan said.
"What you mean? If I open this then why would I ask you all? All my personal things weren't here. Who broke in this room?" I asked
"We don't know. No stranger came into house."
"Then where all those things gone?" I yelled in anger. I am sure my eyes were red. All their eyes widened. When I didn't get any response I walk past them talking that note with me.
I walk into my room slamming door as hard as I could. I paced in my room. Questions roaming in my mind. Who is he? What he want? How he know where I keep my things? How he came inside? I took another glance of that letter.
I was about to throw it away when handwriting caught my attention. Again his writing. He can't do that. I get some of things from it when we were in Georgia. But what about his writing. He also says he will find out who is doing this but he couldn't find out. What does it mean? He do all this? Yes, He do all this and it's clear. First this writing of his second he still not found who is doing.
I got changed into jeans, loose top and black jacket. I put on my hijab, grabbed my purse and my car keys and walk out. I pass living room and heard voices coming from there. I walk in there and saw Dad, Hashim Uncle and Zayan talking. When he came here?
"Dad. I am going out I will be back in an hour" I said and turned to walk away.
"Where are you at this time sis? Its 10:30." Zayan said looking at clock.
"I don't have to tell you where I am going. Got it. I says I will be back that mean I came back. I am going to die." I hissed. I was mad. I was out of my control. I don't know what I am saying to whom I am saying. My old side was coming back.
"Misha What happened to you? Why are you talking like this? Don't talk like this with him again" Dad scolded me. I give him a stiff nod and walk out. I open my car and slid in. I hit steering wheel. What is happening to me? Why I am like this? Why I am going back to my old side? I never talk like this with Zayan before. Why Rayyan? Why you do this and forced me to go back in past.
I drove off to his house. I know he was there and he's not sleeping. He not sleeps before 12. I drove in fast sped. Within 5 minutes I was in front of his house. I walk toward door and ring the bell. After few minutes door open and Shehry came in view. He was surprised to see me. He smiled and I give him a tight smile.
"Is Rayyan at home?" I asked. He nodded and open door wide for me. I get inside and follow Shehry.
"Rayyan, someone is here to see you." Shehry said walking in living room. I was shocked to see Zaheer and Hassan talking with Rayyan. He turned around and was surprised to see me.
"Misha. Come" I went to him and stood in front of him. He stood up from his place.
"Misha please give me one chance to-" I cut him off by give him a slap. I heard my right some noises and Zaheer and Hassan stood up to.
"How could you Rayyan. How could you do this? I never thought you could do that. What you want? Money?" He start shaking his head. "No tell me what you want. I will give it to you but please stop giving me threat. I never thought my own friend, the person I love the most would do all this." I said and slap him again.
"Misha. What are you saying? He didn't give any threat to you. Why he do that? He loves you." Shehry said coming to me. Love?
"Love? Is this some kind of joke Shehry? He never loves anyone. He only loves his group friends and for them he could do anything. You want to know why I am doing? Take it and read it loudly to hear them all." I handed him note. He took it from me and starts reading it. I looked at Rayyan who was still looking at me. Tear were in corner of his eyes. Something inside me saying I don't do good this isn't his fault. Then whose fault it could be?
"Surprise, Surprise Misha Ali. Oh? You're shocked? Please don't be. I have you're all things, don't worry love I take care of it. It is safe with me. Don't think hard about who I am. I am the one who you love." He read loudly. He looked at Rayyan then me.
"This is not true. He can't do this Misha. I know him he can't do this. There is a big confusion." Hassan said. I shot him a death glare.
"There is no confusion in it. This is his writing and the last part was true which clearly tell he do all this" I said glaring at him.
"Misha, let sit and sort it out. There is confusion and I am sure about it. I know him and you? You also know him. Tell me would you ever think of him doing this?" Shehry asked making a point.
"Yes. I thought. Sorry about thought I am sure he do all this. If you ask me then I never thought he play with my feeling for only a stupid bet." I shouted.
"Okay! Fine! I do all this. If you were happy to think I do all this than be happy. I don't want anything else expect your happiness" Rayyan yelled. This is the first time he proper said what he want since I walked in.
"Whatever. I want my stuff back." I demanded. They all look at me in confusion.
"What kind of stuff?" Rayyan asked.
"That stuff which you stole from my secret box. I WANT MY STUFF BACK" I yelled again.
"I don't know anything about your stuff or about your secret box."
"Rayyan I don't want to listen your jokes just give my things back and separate our paths. We never meant to each other. We will never together. Never ever" I said sternly. All word I say hurt a lot.
"I also don't want to be with you anymore Miss Ali. Now go from here and I don't have any of your stuff" he raised his voice.
"You have to pay for it Rayyan Asif. This time you really have to pay for it. I never let you to go easily." I said and walk out from there. I heard Shehry calling me behind but I not listen him.
I slid back in my car and drove back to my house. I was so mad at him. The word he said hurt me even more. Why? Why he do all this? Why he played with my feelings again? I started thinking he was falling for me but no. He never loves someone. He only loves his friends, he only loves to hurt people, he only love to break people trust.
Rayyan Asif Never Love Anyone.
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