*Incident*

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After 2 day.

Dad get discharge from hospital and finally came home. Zay want to do 'welcome back party' this weekend but Dad want it simple . He only want some of his Business friends, Family Friends.

We were eating lunch, Zay still talking with Dad. Why he don't keep his mouth shut? He is telling about each and everything thing that happened in past 2 years in detail. He talk to much. Like there is no tomorrow.

"Sis why are you quit?" Zay asked me.

"Because I don't know to trouble Dad. And now if you are done can you please finish your lunch?" I said sending him angry glare.

"What's your problem? I'm not talking to you, I'm talking to Dad. And if he had any problem he tell me. Right Dad?" He ask.

"Yes my son. But Misha is right. First finish your food then came with me in my room we will talk there?" Dad said politely. Zay nodded and give me annoying glare, I stuck my tongue at him.

"Misha are you okay?" Dad ask me

"Yes Dad. I'm fine. Just tired" I lied. He nodded and continue to eat. I was thinking about second chance.

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Next Day!

I was walking toward my locker to put my books. I haven't any class to attend. So I decided go to college roof with my diary.

Yup, I wrote diary every night before sleeping. But from past few days I am not able to write it. I wrote my thoughts in it, which I never share with anyone, not even my best friend.

I start writing it. All things that just happened. About college first day, Dad came back, Rayyan friendship proposal.

"Oh.. Look who's is here? Misha Ali." Harsh voice came from behind. I quickly get up and turn around. It was Tyler. He is in the list of bad boys of our college.

"What you want?" I asked quietly.

"You" he said coming closer. "I want you"

"WHAT?" I was shocked. This is his another joke. I quickly lower my gaze and walk toward door not even waiting for his answer. I was just about to leave when he grab me wrist and pulled me toward him. He was so close. His one hand grip my wrist tightly while other on my waist. He was leaning down to me. I try hard to push him but I didn't even move. After many struggle he let me go and push me back. I step forward and slap hard on his face. Suddenly he grab my hand again.

"You don't do good to slap me. Now, I see what I do. Just wait till lunch time." He said getting angry. He let go my hand and leave.

I was standing there. Tears coming down my face. There is hard pain on my hand. I lifted my hand up to see the cause of pain. There was big red mark over my wrist. Tears were still coming down my eyes. Then I heard door open and familiar figure came to me. I quickly wipe my eyes and clear my blur vision. It was Shehry.

"Misha you okay? Are you crying?" He asked in a concern way.

"I-I am okay!." I said and ran away.

I quickly ran from there. I heard him calling my name but I didn't dare to look back. I go to washroom, slammed door behind me and lean against it. I cry hard. Why he do that? What he is going to do? I cant stay here anymore, I decide to go from college. I don't want to attend any other class for today. I wash my hand and face and fix myself. I have to tell Waniya I'm going so she don't get worry about me. Bell ring. I started to panic his word keep coming in my mind 'Now just wait till Lunch Time'. I shook and head and took last glance before going out.

I walk to cafeteria. I know Waniya is waiting for me cause I'm late. As soon as I enter in. Everyone heads snapped at me, and their were staring at me like they saw a ghost. I scan whole cafeteria but there was no sign of her. Then someone put hand on my shoulder making in jump. I turn around and saw Waniya. She is looking at me with shock expression.

"What?" I asked try not to scared. She didn't say anything, only pull her phone out and show me picture. I was shocked. Me and Tyler! But I didn't hear camera click?

Suddenly my phone vibrate in my pocket. I take it out and saw that picture again. I got angry. But I have to calm down. I took deep breaths 'in' and 'out'. I look at Waniya. She was still staring at me with blank expression.

"What is this? You and Tyler together? On college roof" she questioned.

"I don't know. " I said. I wanted her to speak 'I believe you' but she didn't say a single word. I shook my head in disbelieve and run from there.

I heard calling my name when I ran past from someone. I ran toward parking lot. I quickly open my car and start engine and drove off. I don't know where I should go. The only thing in my mind is no one believe me?.

I get home and quietly go in my room and lock myself. I don't want Dad to know, I'm home. I put my things at table and jump on bed. I was crying. Crying for what happened to me. Am I that bad which make people think, any thing happened because of me and my behavior? My Mom died because of me? He leave me because of my behavior? My Dad was in Coma because of me? Why everyone blame me? I have no right to be happy.

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I woke up when someone slammed on my room door from other side and shouting my name. I groaned and try to stand but ended falling back on bed. I am having a bad headache. I heard Zay shouting for me. But I don't have enough energy to stand.

After few minutes I try and unlock my room, and get back to bed. Dad, Zayan and Ammy came in.

"Misha? What the hell you were doing here? And why you lock your room and not picking your phone" Zay yell at me.

"Don't yell at me Zayan, I had really bad headache." I said quietly holding my head in my hands.

"we were worried about you and you were telling me not to yell to you? He yell again. He was really mad at me. Dad came to him and put his hand on his shoulder.

"Zayan Calm down. She's not feeling well, go and get some pain killers and a glass of water for her" Dad said to him. He nodded, but before leaving he give me a death glare.

"Misha?" Dad softly call me while sitting on bed in front on me. I look up him. "are you okay? Is something wrong?"

"I'm fine Dad. Its just a headache" I assure him. He nodded. "And no Dad everything is Alright" I lied him. I don't want to lie to him but I cant help. I don't want him to take stress.

He nodded and patted my head and leave. After Dad leave, Zayan came in with a glass of water and some pain killers.

"Here, take it." He said rudely giving me tablets and water. I take it from him and swallow it. He turn to leave but stop when I call him.

"What?"

"Come here" I said patted in front of me and motion him to sit. He come and sit looking down.

"I know you're mad at me"

"I'm not mad at you. Its just.... We were worried about you. You're not at college. We ask Waniya aapi about you, but she said she saw you last time in cafeteria. We also call office but you didn't even go their today. I know something was wrong, you can tell me Sis. I'm always here to listen you. I know I'm younger than you but its not that I can't help you." he said. I was only watching him. I don't know when my little brother is grown up. Is he that crazy Zayan Ali who never care about anyone, only thought about fun in life. No! He's changed. He care for everyone especially for his family.

"Say something"

"Are you sure you are my brother?"

"Argh!! Misha, what's your problem? Can't you take my lecture seriously?" I chuckle, but he has serious expression.

"I know Zayan you were worried about me but you don't have to. I can take care of my self. And if something wrong I will fix it by myself, you don't have to worry. You have also your own life, Enjoy it." I said smiling.

Before he could say anything his phone start buzzing. Someone is calling him. He look at caller I'd. He look nervous. He cut the call.

"Who's calling you?" I asked

"Um.. Wrong number. Well I was saying, come downstairs and have dinner with us" he said while standing up.

"What time is it?" I ask. I don't know who much I sleep?

"Its 10 pm." My mouth open wide. What? I sleep 11 hours?

"By your expression I can tell you sleep very long and usual?" He said grinning. I nodded.

"Come on. Get up and came down. Everyone is hungry. We'll be waiting for you" he said as his phone again start ringing. He again check caller ID and look at me. "Come fast" with that he leave me confusion.

Who is calling him at this time? He never talk to someone this late? Is he hiding something from me? No, he know I trust him, why he hide something from me? Misha you are thinking so much. I shook my head and get up. I wash my face and did wudu and pray Salah.

I go downstairs to dinning room. Dad and Zayan was sitting at their place. I go and also took my place. They were busy in talking.

We start eating dinner. I was quite all time, thinking about incident which happen today. What he said to me? Who take that picture? Why Waniya acting like that? She didn't believe me?

After dinner Dad and Zay go in their rooms while me, Ammy and Julie were in kitchen. I was helping them by washing dishes and cleaning counter. after all work I decide to clear my mind by walking in garden.

I was walking in garden and trying to clear my mind for what happen today, but I'm unable to do it.

After a while I took out my phone and open my Mom picture. I keep glancing it. All old memories came back in my mind. How she love me. How she always care for me. How she always take me out from my stupid problems. But she never say anything that hurt me. I didn't even tell her about Rayyan and Me, but she know when he left me alone that day. I don't know what to do. He ask me for second chance. I honestly don't know what to do. What if he hurt me again? What If I fall for him again? This time if he do that again I'm not sure if I can take that or not.

"Mom please help me. I want him back but I'm scared. I'm scared if he leave me again. Mom give me a sign of giving him second chance or not"

I really need you Mom!

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