Chapter-19
Anu: Actually, I want to marry your brother. I know he had an eye on me. I will accept him so that I can get your counselling through out my lifetime whenever I want to, and the transport charges, appointment charges and my phone bills will be saved.
Kaira: You are cheater Anu. You want to marry my brother!! OMG that was impossible.
Anu: It will be possible if you don't interrupt us.
Kaira: Stop it girl. You want to marry my brother that too for stupid reasons.
Anu: Not only for that, your brother is handsome right!??
Kaira: Stop joking girl. I know my brother is handsome but I know you never had planned this!
Anu: Okk, ha we never planned until now. But still there are chances in future. (Said grinning at Kaira)
Kaira: OK I will agree for that. Now, answer my question.
Anu: Actually, I don't want to even think about this. But, you are compelling me to discuss so I'm telling you. I want to live on my own not depending on others emotions. I lost beleif in love. I just want to concentrate on my goals, my future. I have a lot to do and I don't want to get disturbed with all this crap. I want my type of guy who can hold all broken pieces of me together. Now, I have no feelings for Surya at least Im thinking in that way. Because, Love is not wanting to live with someone but, can't live without that someone. The pain without him is comparatively less than the pain when I'm with him. His possessiveness, his insecurities, instability in our relationship, all of these destroyed my love towards him. Now, I can't be the same and old me who can't live without him. I moved on.
And about Arjun, he was a sweet guy having good character. But, for now, I have no such feelings about him. That's it.
Kaira: I appreciate your answer. Your answer defines you. You got maturity. Yes, you are not same Anu who came to me crying about a guy who left you. I'm happy for you Anu.
Anu: Thank you kai and you brought this change in me and for that I owe you.
Kaira: It's mainly because of your effort to change yourself into a confident one. Because many patients with so many problems were coming to me, only few follow my all suggestions and make efforts till the end.
Anu: Thank you. It was already late, go to sleep and I will do the same. Goodnight kai and don't forget about my wishes to your brother.
Kaira: Don't dare to say that. Goodnight.
I thought for sometime and I don't know when I drifted into sleep.
Next day morning
I went to camp as usual but, I know it won't be the same day as previous. But, I have to be confident and strong enough to face this.
Arjun's POV
I don't want to go to the camp. I was afraid about the incidents happenend yesterday and now the situations were different and making me feel suffocate. However, I made-up myself to go.
In camp, she was doing well. Her behaviour was not showing even a trace of any feeling about what happened yesterday. I am staring at her thinking about this and someone cleared their throat to disturb to make me sense. It was Rami. She said, "Stop following her, you and your brother because I can't see her in pain anymore." I was shocked with her statement. I said," She seemed to be happy and not caring about what happened." Rami snapped me,
" What you see cannot be true always. There will be more in the sky than stars and moon."
With that she left. Then I saw Anu again. This time, with my heart, I found she was not happy. She was giving fake smiles and her sunken eyes were telling me the real story.
Surya's POV
I want a single chance to prove her I'm still in love with her. I want her again in my life. I want her all love, care, affection, and everything about her. I don't want to leave a single chance to talk to her because after the camp, she will escape from me and avoid me so that I can't reach her. She was moving like fluid in the camp. Suddenly our head sir came and told us that tomorrow is our last day here and we are having a meeting in morning and he was saying something. My thoughts were strucked when I heard her name, Anu. The thing was that, she was giving speech tomorrow about the Hygiene methods and the motto of next camp. My jaw was dropped with the new information. As far as I know, Anu fears even to introduce herself but now, she is going to give a speech. It was unbelievable.
I saw her passing by and I followed her and she stopped after sometime and turned to me. Fear occupied me, I went to her and I asked her, " Please, listen to me Nishi, just once, I want us to be the same again as earlier." She replied, "Same what?? I'm fighting for our relationship and you will leave me whenever you want, I should be there to care you but, you will never be on my side when I need you the most, you will have flings and I should be in your control. Am I right, Mr. Surya?" Her eyes were fuming with anger and welled up with tears.
Want to know what happened next.....wait for my next update. If you like the story, vote for me. Comment your opinions.
Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: AzTruyen.Top