Blaine has stayed in the Hummels house for a few days only going back to the care home to grab some clothes and to have a meeting with the head of the house to ask permission to leave for a couple more days, which was accepted on the condition that he went to school and was alert in lessons (which he did normally anyway). 

He sat alone on the edge of kurts bed waiting or his boyfriend to get out of the shower. The last couple of days have been so full of emotions that he hasn't had any time to properly think and process his own feelings. As much as he accepts and loves Kurt in every single way, he can't seem to push away the feeling of being hurt and lied to. Why didn't Kurt tell him sooner? Did Kurt not trust him? When was he planning to tell him if he didn't see his doctors notes? Who else knew? 

He has so many questions and the more he googles the more confused he gets. He knows that Kurt would be okay with answering all of his (probably stupid) questions, Blaine just self bad every time he brought it up. 

"Penny for your thoughts?" Blaine jumped in his seat, he was so lost in thought he didn't see Kurt walk back into the room.  

"oh...no, I was just daydreaming" He gave his boyfriend a small smile.

"about what?" Kurt replied putting his dirty clothes in the washing basket by his door checking his hair in the mirror at the same time. 

"Nothing really, just stuff" Blaine shrugged, moving so he was leaning against the headboard of the bed looking up at the ceiling.

"What stuff?"

"JUST LEAVE IT OKAY!" Kurt was taken back by his normally very relaxed boyfriends outburst, he stopped pruning his hair and span around to look at the boy on the bed, who had berried his face in the palms of his hands and has tucked his knees to his chest. Kurt slowly approached the boy and sat down on the edge of the bed where Blaine previously was sitting. He placed a hand on one of Blaine's knees and a gentle kiss to the other before leaning his chin on it, letting his boyfriend have a moment to calm down his breathing before he started speaking. 

" What's up?" Kurt whispered placing another kiss on Blaine's knee, when he got no response he cautiously spoke again " come on...you can tell me, whats's wrong?" with that Blaine lifted his head and leant it back against the headboard and stared back at the ceiling again. 

"I'm just...I'm just feeling a little overwhelmed" Kurt stayed quite which Blaine knew was his cue to carry on talking. "I feel like I haven't given myself any time to process everything and...and it all just hit me and once, you know.  it's not your fault before you start thinking that-well not entirely...I-I just wish you could have trusted me enough to have told me sooner" 

"I do-I do trust you, I always have," Kurt said quickly as he moved up the bed to place himself in Blaine's lap, one leg on either side of his hips "I'm so sorry, I regret not telling you when we first met and started dating-I was going to, I promise was but...but you were so nice and exactly what I wanted in a partner, I didn't want to risk losing you. The longer we dated the harder it got because...well, I was falling in love with you-"

"I would have been fine with it" Blaine interrupted sadly

"I didn't know that though, I didn't want to take any chances" Kurt placed his hands on either side of Blaine's face, forcing him to keep eye contact. "I'm so sorry...if you need some time by yourself I totally understand, you can have as long as you want...just promise me you'll come back to me when you're done" 

"I'm not going anywhere" Blaine mumbled turning into one of his boyfriend's hands leaving a gentle kiss before turning his attention back to kurts eyes. "I just feel like I have to get to know you all over again-I know you're the same person but I thought I knew every detail about you, but it turns out I don't know the half of it. I mean for christ sake, I didn't even know you had tit-"

"Don't call them that!" Kurt said quickly before Blaine could finish the word. Now he's the one breaking the eye contact, looking down at his lab. "Just don't talk about my body, especially after I've been in the shower and had to look at...myself" Blaine pulled him closer into a tight hug, peppering kisses across his cheek in-between whispered apologies. 

"Sorry, I didn't know... if you are comfortable, could you go over what words and actions make you feel uncomfortable?" Kurt gave a small nod before removing himself from where he had berried his face in the curly-haired boy's neck.  

"Ummm...well...don't mention traditional female bodies parts when talking about my body, I'm fine with calling it a chest but nothing else. Don't mention my birth name, dont touch my chest unless I'm wearing a binder but still ask first just in case I'm having a dysphoric day, sometimes people touching my hips makes me feel a little uncomfortable" Blaine quick removed his hand from where they were resting on kurts hips causing Kurt to let out a small giggle "I said sometimes, babe...I will let you know or move your hands if I'm uncomfortable with it"

"Oh my god, that's why you do that thing when you move my arms to wrap around your waist when I go to touch your hips...I always thought you just wanted a cuddle or something" 

"Guilty as charged" Kurt laughed and put his hand up like he was surrendering.  

"anything else?" Blaine asked Kurt shook his head gently telling him no "Well, just let me know if that changes okay...now go back to fixing your hair, it a mess" Blaine said breaking the tension in the air.

"Hey! says you, medusa" Kurt snapped back before getting up to look at himself in the mirror cringing a little when he saw how messy it is. 

"Dont lie, you love my curls" 

"Dont flatter yourself hun" 

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A/N

Hiya, Just a short and sweet one this week I've had a lot of work to do. I think I'm going to go down the one-shot type route with his story if that's okay with you lot so that I can get into the more interesting bits of the storyline and skip a couple of days every so often in the story, I'll make sure it's still as detailed though it will just take the pressure off writing so much every day because ya gurls gotta a lotta work to get done. haha 

Thanks for reading, have a great day :)