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Taehyung pov last night
I throw my keys on the table then I smile slightly then I take my shirt off then my pants.

"What took you so long?"
"Fear I guess, I still hate you though"
"Sure skye"

I smile then lay down then my emotions starts to change from happy to disappointment I can't date her, my company first wouldn't allow me too and if they do I won't have time for her. And if I tell them I have this friend I met some months ago they'll tell me to stop talking to her cause she may use me for my bank account. I sigh then roll over and see I got a text from her.

I smile to myself then I screenlocks my phone she's right I haven't asked her out yet all I did was just kiss her but at least I don't have to hide my feelings anymore but what's going to hurt me the most is that I have to keep her lowkey and I have to make excuses to hang out with her that's going to hurt me even more I don't know what I'm going to do.

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Skye pov
I wake up to my little nephew curled up in my chest whining softly I start kissing him all over his face after a few kisses he smiles then I play with his hair.

"You happy I'm awake"
"I love you" He says in his baby voice
"I love you more kiddo" i then sit up and he's still hanging onto me I smile then I walk downstairs to make food. But then my mom stops me

"You have a visitor waiting for you outside" She says while grabbing my nephew I frown as I walk up to the door then I open it to see taehyung sitting on my doorsteps I frown then he stands up with a bunch of roses in his hand and a stuffed fox , my question is how he knew I like foxes I think they're so cute , Okay I'm getting sidetracked he looks handsome

"I'm kinda new to dating but I hope this is how you're suppose to ask someone out, so miss Skye would you like to be my girlfriend?" He says while handing me the flowers and the Fox .
"Yes I would love too" I say while smiling
"Good so be ready at eight tonight Okay?" He says while walking away
"Sure" I say while smelling the flowers then it popped up in my head "wait what did you say?" I say while looking at him as he get in his car
"You already agreed no turning back now" he winks at me then he pulls off.

I'm scared , I'm already lost in his eyes and we just started going out literally just a couple of seconds ago , can I just be a normal girl? For once yes I know I'm a hopeless romantic but now I'm actually starting to think I'm a hoe and it's really upsetting me. And what upsets me even more is that I can't talk to anyone about this especially Adrianna, she'll have a heart attack if I told her I'm dating Kim taehyung well I don't know she probably wouldn't believe me because one how did I meet him and two why am I dating someone who I'm not even a fan of, and I'm honest yes I'm not a fan of his music but it's not his music I'm falling for it's him. The way he's so carefree and goofy and loud, extra, the way he cares for everybody he's such a gentlemen and honestly that's a very good quality on a guy he may be twenty one years old but he acts so mature for his age but then there's times where he's just a kid again. Life comes and hand him so many obstacles but yet he's so patient with them and he takes his time overcoming them. I inspire to be like that with myself

I'm always this big dark cloud that always rains, I just sit here and doubt myself and put ideas into my head and as soon as something goes wrong I'm quick to panic and think it's my fault I'm also selfish I don't help anyone unless it's for me I only pay attention to myself.

I smile slightly then smell the flowers , no doubt in my mind I know taehyung will find some good in me and restore my light I mean look at him no one is ever sad on his watch , I then turn around and walk into the house my mom then hits me with her flip flops on my arms I flinch in pain but I don't drop the flowers

"What I do?" I say while rubbing it
"You over cheating on Sebastian with this other guy I mean he's pretty than Sebastian but I didn't raise no cheater and you should know better than that!" She says as she swings again i whine in pain then I bite down on my lower lip softly I let out one tear then look at her

"For your information Sebastian cheated on me he slept with a girl at a party he invited me too and on top of that it was a girl he kept flirting with in front of me then lied straight to my face, so you tell me who's wrong here" I say while walking past her
"Well I didn't raise a hoe either! How you jump out of one relationship to another one! I'm disappointed and disgusted in you skye!" She then hits me in the back with her belt really hard causing me to fall on the stairs I whine of pain with tears coming out of my eyes I guess she's right huh? How could I do that I'm supposed to be like other girls they cry and cry and eat ice cream with their bestfriend and you don't see them date for months not weeks. I then run upstairs and slam my door then start sobbing on the floor.

I knew that's what I portray myself as but just to hear someone else announce it just makes me feel even worse, I can't believe I'm like this what is happening to me I gotta change that. I then get up while wiping the tears away I then sit on the bed and stare at the ceiling

"Kim Taehyung why must you be so pretty?"

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Taehyung pov

I walk into the photoshoot as everyone yells my name I smile then I start throwing things at them from the prop box Jimin then grabs onto my shoulders and hugs me then jungkook throws confetti at me

"What did I win?" I say while smiling
"You won!" Jungkook says while walking me towards a table he then pulls the cloth off and I see the whole table filled with snacks it's like a table of heaven.

"All for me?" I say while grabbing onto his forearm
"Some of it is" he says while his bunny smile
"Ima shove my foot in ya ass" I say while grabbing a bag of Fritos then sitting down on the bench that looks like a ice cream sandwich. I then start thinking about Skye and how broken she was it just hurt me so much because I would never hurt her that badly I would never cheat on her I would never see her as a hit it or quit it because that's just childish high school stuff.

Well I mean taehyung she still is in high school dumbass

Moral of the story is that if he was a real man he would know how to treat her better.
"Thinking about your lady friend?" Jimin says while giggling
"No shut up" I say while throwing away my Fritos bag
"Hm so how'd it go with you saying you don't like her" He says while leaning against the wall
"It went really well actually, we're just friends"

Yeah I just lied

"Hm well let's hope it stays that way"
"Yeah" I say while scratching the back of my head, I walk over to where we're supposed to stand for our photoshoot then pose.

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After the photoshoot I check the time and it's almost eight I gotta get ready for skye and i's date I then start walking towards the exit until my manager clears her throat
"Where are you going?" He says while folding his arms
"I'm hanging out with a friend I promised I would get her at eight" I say while pulling the door open
"Hmm make sure she stays as a friend got it?"
"Yep"

I walk out then start running to my car I don't wanna be late I can't be late.

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Skye pov
I look in the mirror at the dress I'm wearing I look like a ten year old girl, but I don't wanna be too sexy I mean we just started going out but I do want to impress him. I shake my head then walk the my bed and put on heels. I look in my tiny makeup mirror to look at my makeup.

"This isn't too dramatic is it?" Why am I so nervous for I've never been nervous when it came to Sebastian or my ex why am I so nervous now? I wipe my sweaty hands on my towel then I spray perfume over my whole body . I stand up and I see taehyungs name flash on the screen I slide to answer then i sit down on the edge of my bed, I start shaking my leg aggressively

"Skye?" He says in a very calm tone
"Yes Tae?" I say while biting my hangnail
"Why are you nervous?" He says while looking into my eyes
"Me? Nervous?, no I'm perfectly fine" I say while looking in the mirror
"You know I've studied you I know when you're nervous so I'm going to ask you again , why are you nervous?" He says with a little chuckle at the end
"Um I just feel like I look ugly"
"Sure baby,You couldn't even if you tried I'm sorry skye" He says as he starts laughing
"I hate you fucking jerk" I say while hanging up then I walk up to the mirror, I sigh then wipe my hands on my dress , I'm way too over dressed I look like I'm going to prom with him, he just said look beautiful as always and I just .. Ugh why am I like this I start to think hard and pout then his name pops up again I answer then see him smiling

"I'm outside beautiful" he says with a smirk
"Okay coming" I hang up the phone then I grab my tiny purse then walk downstairs my mom gives me disgusted glances while my dad smiles at me brightly
"Have fun okay? And be careful men are tricky"
"I will dad thank you" he kisses the top of my head then I walk to the front door and see him standing there yet again with a Rose and some pandora boxes I frown then close the door behind me

"What's this? You bought something for my mom?" I say while looking at him
"Hm not now maybe for Christmas or Mother's Day" He says while opening on box he then pulls out a necklace he pushes my hair the side then he puts the necklace on me he then grabs my hand and slides a ring on my finger I blush as I can imagine marrying me, Skye please stop thinking like that Jesus Christ I'm just accepting the fact that I'm a slut because that's what I'm acting like.
" beautiful as always are you ready my lady?" He says while offering his hand
"Yes" I hold his hand then he walks us towards his jaguar every time I see this car I smile because this car is so beautiful I've always dreamed of having this car , my car I got into an accident but it wasn't my fault I drunk driver hit me but my parents never bought me another one because it was my fault and I should've been paying attention. So noe I just ride my penny board to school. I breathe out really hard as he opens the door for me I lift my dress up a little then sit in the car he grabs the remaining piece of the dress and he puts it in the car then he smiles at me

"Wouldn't want that to get ripped" he says as his smile gets bigger he then winks at me then closes the door I frown then look out the window he gets into the car then puts it in ignition.

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We arrive at an art gallery he opens the door then offers his hand to me I smile then take it. He then locks the car with his keys and continues walking we walk up to the front desk as he pays for our tickets then I grab his arm and walk with him I glance at him for a spilt second and I see him already looking down at me with lustful eyes and sparkles in them.

"What are you looking at?" I joke
"My favorite work of art" He says in a husky tone, I look at the ground and he stops walking then makes me look at him he looks directly in my eyes then tilts his head

"Skye stop doubting yourself you are beautiful,whatever is in your head let it go because you're an amazing person your heart is full of gold and your intentions are very good and respectful, stop overthinking yourself okay?" He says while placing both hands on my face
"I can't help it, it's something my mom said to me, I mean I always knew it but just to hear it from her just made it even worse" I say while my eyes start to water

"And What is that exactly baby?" He says while wiping my tears
"Um-that I'm a hoe" I say as my voice cracks "I just moved on from Sebastian and now I got a new man in just a week or so" I say as my voice cracks
"Babygirl, you are not a hoe you just know your worth and know you deserve better not trying to sound cocky but I am better than him mentally I may not be as handsome as him but my mentality is good my heart is gold I may not have his sense of humor but I can crack a few jokes here and there, you are a beautiful intelligent woman thank you for loving me even though it's going to be hard but thank you anyways"

"Anytime baby" I say as I wink at him I try to walk away but his grip on my arm is strong so he ends up pulling me back causing me to crash into his chest he then cups my face and starts kissing me I smile in between the kisses then he pulls away and I see my lipstick on his lips just a little I wipe it off with my thumb as he smiles

"Do I still look handsome with red lipstick?" He jokes
"Yes you do very" I giggle

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I wake up by taehyung caressing my arm I smile slightly then he places one of his hands on the side of my face then caress it with his thumb
"You're home" He says softly
"This isn't home this is hell" I chuckle
"Well at least you get to go home sometimes I barely go because of hectic schedule" He says while still looking into my eyes.
"That's true,but it doesn't feel like home because no one in that house loves me for me they judge my every move and they disown me whenever something is my fault or they think it's my fault and it just makes me sit here and think I'm a center of these problems do I cause these problems to happen? I'm like this big tornado that picks up everything in her sight and destroys them" I say as my voice cracks

"Well I don't see you as that at all I see you as this big sun on a cloudy peaking and pushing to make the day bright and to give someone a smile because they can finally go outside, you're a good person sometimes bad things happen but you can't let it ruin you because if you do you'll never be happy" He says with a smile

"Yeah you're right it's just sometimes hard because you lose faith or hope then you start to crumble" I feel the tears streaming down my face, I've been trying to hold it together but I just can't I've reach to my breaking point , I've been trying to be the good person that everyone wants me to be and honestly it's really hard because I want everyone to be happy I want everyone to feel loved I want everyone to enjoy life and enjoy my company, I never want anyone to get hurt by me because when you step into my life you're my family and I hate hurting family because I feel like I'm hurting myself because my family makes me who i am today.

"Hey don't cry okay, it's okay to not give up faith or hope on someone you love or something you love because you feel like they're a piece of you a big percentage of you , as of your other half so giving up on them is like giving up on yourself , but what you have to do is tell yourself they're going to be happy one day wether it's with me or someone because that's all you care about is there happiness and as long as they're happy you should be happy" He says while wiping my tears

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Taehyung pov

I caress her back as she cries on my chest I let out a soft sigh then I kiss the top of her head. Pain hurts a lot pain hurts way worse than a breakup specially of you can't do anything about expect accept it. I've been there but you can't let the pain keep you down you have to fight it give it all you got and don't hold back.

Because I know if I could I would take your pain away.

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Authors note:
Thank you guys for reading my fanfic! I'm really grateful for you guys and I'm thankful for y'all not  giving up on me or my fanfic and staying consistent with me you guys are beautiful and amazing thank you lovelies so I'll continue to put out good content for you guys ! I love every single one of you guys thank you!

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