-Chapter 18-

-Chilled's POV-

I wrap myself in a blanket because it's freezing cold and I feel sick. I hear a knock on the door and then words.

I get up and make my way to the living room. I enter the room. I see GaLm, Adam, Smarty and... Ze?!?!

My heart stops. I walk backwards walking into the door frame.

"Chilled... Sit down with us. We need to talk." Adam says calmly.

I ignore him and run back to the spare room. I grab the pillow and scream into it. I climb into bed and cover myself in blankets.

What the Fuck is Ze doing here?!?!?! Yesss, half of me what's to stay here and cry but the other half of me wants to go and hug him!

I sooner or later fall asleep from stressing myself out.

-3am-

I wake up to the sound of someone throwing up. I sit up in bed. I get up and brush my hand through my hair. Might as well check out who it is. The bathroom is right next door anyway. I'm on the first floor and all the other bedrooms are on the top floor. I push the bathroom door open quietly. There's Ze throwing up badly, like super badly. He's crying so much too. My eyes widen and my mouth drops. I rush to the kitchen go grab iBuprofen, a cup of water, some tissue and a large bowl. I go back to the bathroom. Ze is now heavily breathing leaning against the toilet. I walk in and kneel next to him. I hand him the drink and iBuprofen. I use the tissue to clean his face and then throw it down the toilet. After 5 five minutes when he has definitely stopped throwing up, I help him up and into my room. I set him down on the bed and pull the blanket over him. I put the bowl on the floor in front of him. I then climb over him and lay behind him. I pull him into my arms and kiss his forehead.

"I'm sorry Ze." I whisper.

"I'm sorry too Chilled and ThankYou." Ze whispers back.

"I love you Ze." I whisper.

"I love you Chilled." He whispers.

I smile and turn on my side, still with him in my arms. I made him like this and I need to sort this out. He's not travelling back to Britain until he's healthy. He's staying with me, I don't care if he denies, he is staying with me.

Ze then turns around and presses his lips against mine. I kiss back, pulling him more into my arms. We pull apart, he puts his head against my chest, I rest my chin on his head. He intertwines our fingers together, with my free arm I wrap it around him, resting it on his waist, his other hand is on my chest.

This is Ze.

The one I missed and needed.

My Ze, forever and always no matter what.