Dear Dan,

   It's day two of letter writing, but today wasn't very eventful. I suppose I should explain why I continue to write these letters. I hope that one day if you're blue, or if you need reassurance, or even if you leave me, I'll get these to you somehow, and maybe you'll remember good things. Maybe they'll even recount bad times. I don't know yet.

   Today we went out in the town. We went to Starbucks, and the barista wrote a note on my cup, saying how cute we were together. I blushed, thinking, if only we were actually together. I sighed and you asked me what was wrong, but I didn't mention the cup. I only smiled and shook my head.

   We continued our adventure. Since it's a month before Christmas, the shops are a bit busy, but not to packed. We stopped into a thrift shop. You came up with a challenge for us. The challenge was to find the funniest hat, and I won, finding a snap back with the phrase not your wifey. You couldn't stop laughing, and you took pictures of me in the hat. I wonder if you still have them, or if you'll have them when you read this.

   After that we stopped for a quick lunch in McDonald's. You were scrolling through tumblr while you were eating a fry, and you laughed so hard at something you practically choked. I freaked out, which made you laugh even harder, making the choking situation even worse. You washed it down with the coke you bought, and I breathed a quick sigh of relief.

   After your choking episode, we went for a short walk in the park, although it was cold. You teased me once again about my astronaut coat, but I didn't mind. I was just happy to be standing next to you. I wanted to lace my fingers through yours, so very badly, but I kept my hands to myself. Besides, you're probably not interested in me, if you're interested in guys at all.

   It had gotten late quite quickly, so we went home and ordered some Chinese food. We ate until we were practically bursting, and you fell asleep again while we were watching anime. I pushed your fringe back and kissed your forehead - I couldn't help myself. You stirred, but thankfully didn't wake, and I wondered what you were dreaming about. I haven't been able to fall asleep, and I've been awake hoping you're dreaming about me.

   You seem to be sleeping lightly, and you're starting to mumble a bit, so in fear you might wake up and ask me what I'm writing, I must end this letter.

Yours, Phil

(A/N)

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