Chara's POV

I look around to survey my surroundings and I instantly realize that I am in mount Ebbot and I also notice that it is or has already been snowing heavily out on the surface for quite some time. It also shows that is has no sign of stopping, great. As I look up at the snow falling down. Horrid memories begin to surface of my time on the surface before I fell into the Underground. I couldn't help but shriek in terror as I shake my head to try to disperse all those bad memories from my mind and for the moment it works.

Then I look up and I barely see something, no someone falling down. My eyes widen for a moment before I move to catch the falling person as I lay them down due to them having passed out probably due to the cold and I begin to warm them up with body heat as I decide weather or no I should uncover their face but curiosity is peeked and I go to uncover their face. I then realize that despite everything I am the only thing not covered in snow and that there are literal inches of snow down here.

As soon as I revealed their face my blood runs cold. It's ... ... ... it's Frisk and they seem to be on Death's Doorstep or reasonably close to it. Should I help them? I'm not entirely sure I should but at the same time, I want to help them. My body begins to shake as I have this internal conflict inside of me. My moral compass is in disarray and I pretend that don't know who this person is and begin to wrap their face again and continue to warm them up with my body.

My blood begins to boil as I try not to think of the person that I'm warming up but it's no use. I want them to suffer but at the same instance, I know they shouldn't half to face the consequences of someone else's actions. I feel their forehead and they have a high fever. This is not looking good for them but at the same time I want them to die a slow and painful death, however, this Frisk shouldn't be punished for another Frisk's misdeeds.

I calm down enough to think rationally and then suddenly without thinking I feel myself pick Frisk up and begin to move forward with them in my arms and I feel my knife begging even pleading with me to just kill them and get it over with. I deny it's fill of Frisk's blood and proceed forward carrying Frisk. Carrying this human is having a mental toll on my mind and body because one side wants to know them and the other want's know what they would look like if they were inside out.

I also notice that I can't feel the cold or is it because I am already numb to the cold. I shrug it off and keep moving forward and with every step, I can feel myself getting warmer and vice versa Frisk getting warmer. As I get to the ruin's old home I suddenly feel how cold this actually is. Huh, this is ... new?

As I think about the new feeling in my body. I begin to prepare to make a fire in the fireplace. I proceed to get a fire started in the living room and begin to strip Frisk to warm them up properly. They are extremely bluish and purplish due how cold they actually are. I leave on my undies to as well as Frisk's undies and her face wrap as I warm her up.

I continue to warm her up for several hours until she slowly begins to look better. I get dressed and begin to look through the kitchen to find food while I wait for them to wake up. I think this will be enough to make some Butterscotch cinnamon pie. I get started at once as I hear the fire crackle and a human groaning from their deep slumber/passing out, whatever the case may be.

I think back to the time when the Frisk who first beat Asriel and then went to go and free all the monsters and how nice they were to me even though they knew the truth about me and why I told Asriel the plan and why I fell into the Underground, however, they reset and I was surprised and appalled at why they would reset? It makes no sense unless they are trying to save someone. I never thought it was me but when they went to face Sans; the answer became almost too obvious.

Sans ask the question I wanted most to hear during their 107th encounter and the question was ...

"Why? Why did you do it, Frisk? We had everything and everyone was happy. So why did you reset and slaughter everyone? WHY?" I can still remember his screams of why as he yelled them as Frisk and Frisk cried but shook his head as if indicating that this was the only way.

"Sans please try and attempt to understand it's the only way to save 'everyone'. Everyone deserve to find some happiness in their life." I sighed and urge him forward and to explain himself properly but he took my urging and mistake it for battle.

"But is their happiness really worth all this killing and slaughtering of innocent monsters? Tell me do the not them deserve a happy ending where they don't get slaughter for someone else just to be happy? I doubt that this person even wants this. Explain yourself Frisk, or at the very least tell me who are you doing all of this for?" Sans says as his hatred flares and slowly settles down as he finished his sentence, but as he finished his sentence Frisk lunged at Sans and the battle commences but the outcome was clear as day.

I was already quite corrupted from all of the previous killing we did before so I could see why he would mistake it for battle, but I still thought I was in control of myself. Well to put into an easier term I thought I still had somewhat of my morals. But I felt nothing when Sans died or his dialogue, and nothing when we killed Asgore even though he was my father. Then when it finally came to Asriel and my stone heart lurched.

I told Frisk that Asriel wasn't worth killing and that we should reset while we still could but it was if he couldn't hear me clearly. This is our last chance, please listen to reason. I don't deserve this happiness you are fighting for. My happiness is not worth everyone else's happiness. He smiled with tears in his eyes and it would be the last genuine smile that I would see. Then everything fell silent as Frisk did what he had to do, to finish the genocide route.

When he finished all the monsters off and came before me I ask him why myself hoping to get an answer unlike Sans did. I had known the answer before Frisk has arrived but I had to hear it with my own ears. He looked at me with his eyes sadden with pain and suffering that he had caused and so I spared him the rod and without my knowledge spoiled the child.

He didn't become corrupted as I became more and more and so when he reset the world with me in it I stayed behind and I took away the memory of myself and my past because I was afraid of being hurt again and even though this person went through so much to save me somewhere in my gut told me not to trust him and I'm glad I listen. If I didn't I don't think I want to think what would have happened to me on the surface.

Mainly because that ass-hat or a person would have used that information against me for leverage. I'm thankful for it but as I come back to reality the pie is finished and Frisk has begun to wondering around from the sounds of it. I sigh as walk around and I hear that this Frisk is getting dressed in new clothes in the other room as I put two slices of Pie down on the table and sit down in the ruins a little exhausted and tired because of this pathetic human. I stretch and wait for the human to come to me.

Not even a minute later I see them coming in the living room due to the smell of food. Then they look at me and their eyes soon turn to fear as they look at me and I back them. Part of me wants to terrorize this human but they seem so fragile and weak. It's almost not even worth it.

I gesture to plate of pie and they look at it and then back at me and carefully take the plate with the pie on it. I attempted to hand them a fork for the pie. The carefully grab it and begin to eat the pie quietly and I get my pie just as quietly as we both I finish our pie I attempt to strike up a conversation even though every single fiber of my being just wants to kill this Frisk for no other reason that they remind me of my Frisk.

" So, any thanks to the person who saved you from a fever and from the cold and probably death? Or at least the cooking should be thanked." I ask them not expecting a thank you, just seeing how they react to me and how should I proceed in this unusual timeline.

They are dead silent, almost as if they are a ghost. I continue to wait for them to talk or say something. I sigh guess they are mute and begin to use sign language to ask the same question. This time I wait for them to answer still gauging this timeline and how bad I messed it up.

"So are your death, blind, or do you just not want to talk with me? Which is it? " I ask them as I set down my plate and silverware.

Once again I am met with silence and I feel myself getting restless and want something. I am unsure about what I want but I know it's a primal urge like wanting to kill something or maybe something... lewder. I shake my head of that horrible thought and I get up and go to Toriel's room and as I pass my old room I open the door for them. As I enter Toriel's room it seems to abandon and my mind begins to wonder about it as I noticed that I have a visitor in my room. I look back at the entrance and I see Frisk standing there holding their arm looking to their side.

"Yes? Is there something you want from me or maybe something you want to say?" I ask them as I can feel myself getting tired.

And again I am met with silence and sigh in annoyance as I look to my surroundings. I see some paper and I go to it and write my question that I just asked and showed it to them. They seem to understand somewhat but I can tell that they are struggling. I sigh as I begin to attempt to communicate with them and to be honest, they seem nice enough but it's better, that I stay away from them, for their safety and my sanity.

They have been through a lot however it's nothing compared to what I have been through but I can relate to them. I begin to tell them about the underground and they seem to really excited about the underground. I smile gently as I remember the first Frisk but its crush by my other memories of what happened with that very same Frisk. I shouldn't trust anyone easily anymore because you never what they will be willing to do to keep their way of living.

I calm myself down as they convey thank you to me. I nod and begin to teach them sign language that I learned from the first Frisk. I smile at that nice memory and it takes them about a few hours to get it and by the end of it I can feel the exhaustion emitting off of them and myself as well. I lead them to the bed in my old room and let them sleep there and went back to Toriel's room and begin to get ready to sleep as I take off my shoes and my shorts as well but keep my shirt on. I climb into the bed and begin to feel myself drifting off but sleep was eluding me as it can sometimes.

I roll my eyes and begin to get up to get a cup of water and I take a peek into Frisk's room to see them that they seem to be having a nightmare. I sigh and go to them and sit on the bed and I can feel my knife shaking in my holster and my hands begin to shake as well. I calm myself and look down for a moment as I realize that despite everything I have experienced even if I wanted to kill this Frisk, I couldn't now, just like the first one until they did those awful things to me.

I smile at that thought and begin to summon my courage and look at them. I grab their shoulders of this Frisk as I see that the Nightmare is getting worse. It seems to bring them back to reality and they hug and begin to cry into my shoulder and I hold them close into a tight embrace. I smile softly as the hug returned and then and right then I knew I should have just listened to my knife. It was warning me of the danger's but I didn't listen and try to give everyone a fair chance.

I hug them closely as I feel their tears on my legs as they begin to back away. I thought they have recovered from their nightmare and then I suddenly feel a sharp pain in the left side of my abdomen. I look down and see my knife inside of me. I guess curiosity really did kill the cat. I raise an eyebrow and look at Frisk and they jump out of the bed and smile evilly. I pretend to struggle to stand up as look down at the wound and I see that they did a horrible job stabbing me.

"You are going to die now and then I can be alone." They say in a warped voice.

"So ... this is what you do after a person who has done nothing but good to you and even saved your life. I see now that this timeline is nothing I need to worry about and in fact, I am going to cause a genocide route and erase this pathetic timeline." I say as I take out the knife with ease and I feel my wound closing up as I walk towards them.

At this moment they realize that they fucked up and now I am going to have to deal with them. I wonder why they would try to kill me and why they did such a shitty job? I look at them and they can't even meet my gaze as fear begins to envelop her body. I smirk as I wonder what will I do with them and what is the best way to punish them?

"Why? Why did you try to kill me and why did you do such a bad job at it? You had all the chances to get a better stab and yet you didn't or rather the person inside of you didn't let you." I say to the spirit controlling Frisk's body.

I sigh in annoyance as I see the spirit above their body now if I concentrate on their aura or generally around Frisk. They see this and attempt to run away and I let them but I cut off their exit from the ruins to Snowdin and decided to deal with them in the ruins or at the beginning if they run that far away. I follow them and they seem on getting the knife back from me and trying again but my grip on my knife is resolute.

We make it to the entrance of the Underground and the spirit is still scared of me that I can see him or at least know the general area of him. My eyes begin to glow red as my blade does as well. I begin to attack the spirit but they seem to be dodging my attacks. Then suddenly they fall to their knees and look up at me with their blue eyes as I look at them.

"Please kill me so that this spirit doesn't do anything more that I will regret with my body." They say sadly.

"Are you sure that what you want? There might be-." I say and was promptly cut off by them again.

"No there isn't another way. Please if you have any mercy in your heart for anyone please put me out of my misery." They say with tears going down their face.

I'm shocked and stunned that a Frisk would do this. I try to reason with them but they are hell-bent on me killing them. I look at my knife and I can tell that I should kill them know or it might be too late. I psyche myself out of my mercy and into my killing mode.

"I'm going to do it now. Alright just don't move too much and I'll make it as painless as possible okay." I say as I feel myself getting conflicted already but I use my memories to help myself to kill Frisk for a second time.

My breathing becomes haggard and my body freezes up as I look at them in the eyes and I know that this will be the hardest thing I have ever done. There has to be some way that I can save them. I close my eyes breathing in softly as I gather all my emotions and begin to purge them. Or ... I at least tried to. I open my eyes and move forward with my knife in my hands.

"Thank you for this. I can't thank you enough for this." Right as I hear this I angle my knife hits the side of their soul and I look at them with a smile on their face.

I fall to my knees as snow begins to fall again around me and Frisk. I hold them in my arms as I cry out to anyone. Like always NOBODY CAME. Regular tears come out of my eyes for the first time in a long time as I try to calm myself down from that and I'm not sure how but I manage to do it but I did. I soon begin to feel faint and I pass out with them still in my arms. I soon awake to Judgment hall again and this time it's that one perverted Frisk.

I look around I feel that my mind is still reeling from what I did but I sigh and move forward to this dialogue of this Frisk. I listen to it but it's almost no different from Sans except for the way he says it. My mind is becoming more and more corrupt as I begin to attack them before they finish talking and they dodge it as all Judges have done before.

The fight that commences is like a play and we both have a rolls mapped out and we are doing them perfectly. However, I decided to break this beautiful dance and grab them by their throat. They try to get out of it but I tighten my grip and I look at them and they realize that they have bored me with this pathetic display of what you call a fight.

"Tell me, do why I avoided you? It is because a Frisk like yourself from a previous timeline did some horrible things and I have been trying my best not to judge a Frisk by a past timeline's Frisk actions. It is terribly hard to do sometimes. Especially when you do things that remind me of that Frisk and my blood begins to boil. " I say to him and as I say this I feel a knife pierce my back and hitting my soul.

I look at them as I begin to feel myself losing the grip on this world and I fall down after letting Frisk go. I fall to my knees and look at them with a look of sadness fading to nothing. I can't really feel any of this. I am already numb to it all. I sigh as I look at this Frisk. I stand up and walk forward passed Frisk. Frisk is so stunned by it that he can't say anything.

"Asriel do you want anything?" I say as I fall to the floor and feel myself die.

I arrive at the black screen and begin to look at all the saves and I suddenly come to the realization that I have been in six timelines and every time it's a neutral route. I see my own timeline and begin to look into it and I see Frisk. My Frisk going through the world and this time letting the New Chara in on his idea and how he will change from last time.

This new Chara is confused, to say the least. I softly smile as then suddenly I begin to realize. I can never return back to my timeline and experience what could have been. I smile and chuckle at this thought as more tears fall down as I just sit there in the black screen letting other timeline's continue on without me.

I notice while I was crying that the black screen seems to be fading to white. Just like it's snowing. I sigh as I let it snow around me as I open the menu one last time and I see that almost all of my options are already gone except for loading my last save. I sigh one last time as I look up and I press the Load button. Everything fade to white as I look up to the sky.

A/N This is not the end but rather a new beginning. I hope you enjoyed this!