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When people see me they immediately put labels of: dropout , no good and dangerous on me , I can see why.

There wrong though , I just never bother to correct there assumptions . What's the point when there's thousand of people in a city , people I recognise and people I don't but I can't go telling everyone why I look like this and how much there wrong .

There not worth my right doings when i haven't done no wrong in the first place.

People are afraid and ashamed of there scars physically and mentally , as am I. I didn't ask for the markings on my skin . I couldn't predict that was going to happen.

I don't bother hiding them , I can try to block most of them away but some I physically can't and trust me I have tried .
So what's the point in stressing about it ? If people are going to make assumptions and be ashamed for me for something I can't help , so be it.

I act as I come across , because to them it isn't going to make a difference if I'm polite or nice once they've made up there mind on how they see me .

We count on our appearance more than we like to admit . Always commenting no on how it doesn't matter what someone looks like if they have a great personality instead.

So if I looked like a monster but acted kindly they would look at me differently and stop the nasty comments? I think not.
They wouldn't even give me a chance to show them the me beneath my appearance they would give a look of disgust and walk or run away.
So I don't believe that bull.

Sighing I shake the frustrating thoughts out my head , it won't make me feel better thinking about it. Gathering my clothes I slip them on before walking straight out my room not bothering too look in the mirror , I don't even own one.

I don't need to see something that makes me angry and I don't need to see what I'm wearing anyway as it's the same each day ,
Black jeans, black tshirt , leather jacket and a black and a black snap back .
Unplugging my phone from charge my eyes lazily dart to the clock hung up on my plain grey wall
1:30pm.

'There's no point going out now' I think to myself pretty sure I was telling myself the same thing yesterday as well. Walk up early isn't a priority to me , cause what's better than the peaceful state in dream land where you don't have to think about anything other than what makes you happy , amazing.(AMAZAYN LOL I HAD TO.)

A commotion outside gathers my attention and I pause from flicking on the kettle scowling at the noise . What the hell?
Playful shouting and more ruffling can be heard and my scowl deepens when I remember me Morris who used to love here only for his family to put him in a care home , was sow know moving in already ? Oh great by the sound of it I'll probably considering moving out they sound like there having fun , not my kind of people.

Flicking the switch on the kettle I let it boil before shoving two tea bags in my plain black mug adding a bit of milk and stirring. I don't understand how some can drink a cuppa without adding milk or how they add sugar, like what do you want a sugar rush? Tea is supposed to be a relaxer not a drink to make you go off your napper.

My piece doesn't even last two minutes before there's a loud knock in pattern
Bang bang
Bang bang bang
Bang bang.

Bloody hell . Running a hand through my hair I nearly storm to the door deciding to get it over with , hopefully once the jackass sees me they'll never bother me again.
What I wasn't expecting to open the door to was a blonde girl or woman I should say bouncing on the balls of her feet grinning at me.

I must have been staring to long when her voice pulls me away form my shock , this is the one who was making all the racket ? But she's so tiny I think bewildered.

"Hi!" She exclaims her grin not faltering an inch even when she's finished scanning me , that's different .

"Can I help you ?" I ask harshly on habit but what puzzled me is that her smile got even bigger if that's possible.

"I'm ally your new neighbour , I thought I'd introduce myself." She bubbles as I continue to stare how can she be so , so smiley ?

"Okay?" Huffing I go to close the door only for her foot to hold it making me pause and look back at her . Does she want me to crush her foot ?

"Your not gonna tell me your name?" Ally asks with a confused look and I roll my eyes not bothering to reply slamming the door .
God I bet you she's a tea with sugars person.