Hehe chapter 9 is here~ thank god for remembering my bio lesson in class for helping me explain Misaki's pain~ I don't own Junjou Romantica at all, but this fanfic is owned by me~ yay anyway let the chapter begin~

Usagi POV

I had been holding my dear Misaki's hand for a few hours. I knew he could wake up at any second and I wanted to be with him when he did. I didn't want my little Misaki to become panicked by waking up all alone in the hospital.

Misaki I'm right here with you love

I'll always be by your side whether you like it or not

I smiled as I brushed Misaki's soft brown bangs out of his face, he had such an innocent and peaceful expression on his face. I gazed over at the monitors he was attached to, I was glad that they seemed to be perfectly normal.

My little Misaki is going to be okay, I can't wait to see your beautiful emerald eyes again... When I saw you with all that blood..

I never thought I would see them again. I'm just so thankful you called me, even if you didn't say anything.

I'm just so thankful that you're alive Misaki

"I love you Misaki"

I whispered quietly so nobody could hear unless they were a few feet away. Misaki's heart monitor went fast for a second then went back to normal. I looked at him shocked.

Misaki.. You can hear me?

Hehe I made your heart skip a beat, though I guess I shouldn't do that while Misaki is recovering.

I couldn't help the feeling of happiness within me, Misaki had reacted to me saying 'I love him' it made me feel like he would have responded to me if he could have.

"Misaki can you please get up?"

I asked hopefully, even though I knew he wouldn't. I noticed Misaki's finger twitch slightly, I looked at his face and saw he looked like he was trying to hold back a smile.

..... He's already awake, probably for some time... Hmm maybe I'll play a little trick on him

"Oh Misaki, seeing you so helpless, I don't think I can contain myself.."

I bent down and kissed my Misaki, I smirked when his eyes shot open and his face went red.

"Baka Usagi.."

He looked away from me embarrassed.

He's so full of energy.. No I won't discharge him early like last time

"Misaki I'm glad you called me"

I was truly thankful, he had depended on me when he really needed to, it made me feel special.

"I'm sorry I didn't speak Usagi, my voice wouldn't leave my mouth"

My sweet Misaki mumbled quietly as if he was blaming himself.

Misaki won't you ever stop trying to blame yourself?

"Misaki the pain you were feeling probably made it so your mind couldn't concentrate on speaking. Also don't blame yourself, we are both to blame for this happening, me for allowing you to be discharged and not keeping a better eye on you, you're to blame for also agreeing to be discharged and not speaking up for yourself when you were in pain. You got it?"

Misaki looked at me with surprise, like he didn't expect me to say some of the blame was his, he then smiled.

"Okay Usagi I'm fine with that"

Misaki I'm so glad that smile was one of your real ones and not a false smile.

"Usagi, shouldn't you tell the doctor that I'm awake?"

I sighed I didn't want to leave Misaki but I nodded.

"Okay.. I'll be right back after"

I left my dear Misaki in his bed and headed towards the front desk of the hospital.

When I arrived I told the head nurse that Misaki had awoken, she called the doctor who had worked on my Misaki and we went back to Misaki's room.

"USA-!"

We heard a shrill scream coming from Misaki's room, me and the doctor booked it towards his room. When we entered we saw a tall blond haired man with brown eyes holding my Misaki by his neck. Misaki looked at me with fear as he was trying to dislodge the mans fingers from his neck. His emerald eyes were watering.

Misaki POV

I could feel a warmth resonating within my hand, it made me feel safe and warm inside. Even though my chest hurt a lot, it didn't hurt as much as before however. Somehow I knew the one who was holding my hand was Usagi, I was so glad that he had saved me.

I don't have to leave you Usagi... I'm so happy

I could smell that I was in the hospital, the only things I heard were Usagi's soft breathing and the steady beeping of my heart monitor.

It's good that its steady, if it wasn't that would mean I was still in danger.

I felt Usagi brush my bangs out of my face, his touch was so kind. I didn't want to show that I was awake yet, I wanted to be able to hold his hand longer.

Usagi You're so kind, always caring for me and thinking for my well being.

I'm so lucky I have you Usagi, I truly am.

I was terrified that I was going to die, I didn't want to leave him. I wanted to stay with Usagi forever. I'm so thankful I didn't die on Usagi's birthday of all days.

"I love you Misaki"

I heard Usagi whisper, those words caught me off guard.

Baka Usagi! Saying that while I'm thinking about you!

I felt my face get warm.

Please don't notice Usagi! I want to continue holding your hand without the need to be embarrassed.

"Misaki can you please get up?"

.... I'll pretend that I'm sleeping..

I didn't respond, I acted as if I was still asleep.

"Oh Misaki, seeing you so helpless, I don't think I can contain myself.."

Wait what?... You wouldn't dare touch me when I'm sleeping in a hospital bed!

I felt the warmth of Usagi's lips, my eyes went wide, I looked at Usagi with surprise, I could feel my face start to go red.

"Baka Usagi.."

You're not supposed to do things like that in public...

I looked away from him embarrassed, not wanting to meet his kind lavender eyes.

"Misaki I'm glad you called me"

But I failed..

I was confused, I called but I wasn't able to speak or even ask for help.

"I'm sorry I didn't speak Usagi, my voice wouldn't leave my mouth"

So sorry.. I trusted you yet I failed..

I mumbled sadly, knowing that the call probably scared Usagi half to death.

What must have you thought when you saw me with all that blood?..

"Misaki the pain you were feeling probably made it so your mind couldn't concentrate on speaking. Also don't blame yourself, we are both to blame for this happening, me for allowing you to be discharged and not keeping a better eye on you, you're to blame for also agreeing to be discharged and not speaking up for yourself when you were in pain. You got it?"

That makes some sense... Wait what?! Usagi never once admired that I was to blame.

I looked at him surprised, then smiled. Happy that for once I could openly say it was my fault.

"Okay Usagi I'm fine with that"

I'm glad to have you help me shoulder the blame Usagi.

"Usagi, shouldn't you tell the doctor that I'm awake?"

I saw Usagi sigh then he nodded. I could tell he didn't want to leave me.

"Okay.. I'll be right back after"

With that Usagi left me. After a few minutes went by, I heard footsteps coming towards my door.

Oh that was fast

My eyes went wide in horror when I saw it wasn't Usagi at the door but Ren, the one who first put me into the hospital. He smiled at me cruelly.

"Mi-sa-ki want to play again?"

I shook my head, Ren just tilted his head and walked towards me.

"Aww too bad, I'd like to finish what I started"

He laughed, I flinched at his laugh. It filled me with so many bad memories.

I need to call Usagi..

"USA-!"

Ren leaped over and grabbed me by the neck cutting off my call for help. It hurt I looked into Ren's muddy brown eyes with hate. This earned him to squeeze around my neck even tighter.

I saw Usagi and a doctor burst into the room, I tried to get Ren's arms from around my neck, I looked over at Usagi painfully begging for help, I could feel tears streaming down my face.

Me: chapter 9 is here~ bet ya didn't expect the return of Ren~

Misaki: that guy he..

Me: you don't have to think about it Misaki it's all in the book missing Misaki that this is the sequel to

Usagi: that's the guy who hurt Misaki?!?

Me: yep~ anyway hope ya liked the chapter!