Ch 21| Long awaited apology
" No namjoon the choreography is like this! Come on man it's not that hard we've been at this for 2 whole damn weeks! Unlike you jungkook has to carry Jimin on his shoulder!'hobi yells at namjoon since he was now frusterated while Jimin and Jungkook were sitting down they were really tired
"I'm not a good dancer alright Fine cue the music but I'm not doing this all alone ok? Jungkook, Jimin, Taehyung and even you yoongi come on!'he says as Yoongi complains getting up
"The dance like will do all the choreographies first then we will go one by one Alright?" Jungkook says as he too was frusterated by the situation yes they've been getting along but it's still new to Jungkook on having this much people with him as for Tae they've exchanged words but not as much
Taehyung wants to apologize but.... something is somehow stopping him from it and that's mainly his pride he really wants too but he's also afraid...his girlfriend has been helping him a lot in the situation
All of them take turns and it's now jin and namjoon who have to dance alone ro get it right and after a while they do yoongi somehow manages to falls asleep in the floor making everyone laugh and take a picture
"Lazy ass!" Namjoon talks laughing while taking a picture he won't post it social media because yoongi would literally kill them if any did that even Jimin. "Finally alright we got all the dances right well two out of five but it's something compared to nothing Ahh really this is hard Jungkook, jimin wanna work on our trio?" Hobi asks and the others nod Jimin helps Jungkook up
They dance and the other get jealous how easily it's for the three of them to get the moves right and have less mistakes then them as they all clap. "Ahh jungkook Jin! my mom says you guys can come to my house she apprenatly wants to meet you guys and my dad is home and he wants to see if he actually umm mr jeons sons....who knew our fathers would know eachother." Jimin talks as Jungkook and Jin nod and they leave taehyung then comes near Jimin
"Jimin before you go may I please talk to you I know that you and I have been in some way really destitant and I really wanna change that." he says Jimin looks into his eyes but nods going outside to sit near some stairs. "What did you need to tell me taehyung are you here to fully apologize to me or anything?"
"Yes...in matter of fact I am..... look Jimin I'm sorry that I acted that way to the point of almost hurting you or actually hurting you it's just seeing you with Jungkook triggered me, and It's that you have been my best friend and I guess I felt you being with jungkook I would loose you and idk.... you seem to act better with him and all since we did bully him and I don't know why I wanna apologize to Jungkook but I can't seem to do Ig my pride gets the best of me and Idk why...."he says frusterated looking straight ahead as Jimin sighs
"I forgive you because you have helped me in so many ways taehyung that you have no idea..... you would never loose me if your nice and all....I'm still ur best friend I'll always be your best friend....there's nothing wrong with having different best friends either yes Jungkoom May in a way be my best friend but I'll never forgot about you when u have helped me in so much and we've had such fun times.... I won't leave you either." he says trying to cheer up taehyung in which he does
"As of kookie you hurt him more badly than any of us.... he tried to explain his side how miserable he felt when you left him and started humiliating him....he thought of you as another brother.....it was really hard on him...I know now you guys seem to not care as much about that but taehyung you knew him first you did wrong.... he has never done anything to you I mean for fucking sake he didn't even get you in trouble when he could have.... you can dislike eachother for reasons but at least an apology will helpful wont it? Having a talk with him? Sometimes our pride is good but sometimes when it's needed we have to put it aside yea?'as Jimin says that the boy nods Jimin can tell he wants some time alone so he leaves making a thinking taehyung
Flashback
"Hey why are you so lonely....a boy like u shouldn't be lonely where are ur friends' a 10 year old boy asks and sits next to the lonely boy
"I don't have any friends really...no one here really liked me that much... becuz they say I'm ugly....and too nerdy .."the boy gives a tiny pout and the other sits next to him. "Well I won't think that way of you everyone needs a friend no matter what....your never too smart....I'm taehyung,but you can call me Taetae since I'm older by a year...'he says as the other boy looks up to him and smiles
"Thanks tae! My name is jungkook.... I hope that with little we can become great friends....you won't leave me for others right?"the boy asks as taehyung ruffles his hair
"I'm 10 your 9 no I'll be like ur brother I'll take care of you I'll be your best friend for as long as we can really!'he says and 9 year old jungkook felt confident..."
Flashback ends
"I'm sorry I broke the promise Jungkook....I still in a way dislike you but maybe that's the jealousy I feel towards the type of person you are." he speaks to himself sighing after remembering how they met leaving he starts leaving heading back up to find Jin laughing and Jimin in the floor surprisingly yoongi as well
"Ok you win Jin that's only time you will make me laugh Alright?" Yoongi talks wiping his tears with his hand. "At least I made u laugh for once Ahh I've succeeded in a lot of things!'he says
" You right jungkook his laugh is really funny." Jimin speaks as he tries to calm down. "Yea I told you sometimes it's both the joke and the laugh but then at times it's just his laugh."
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Skipping time of a week everything was going well and Jungkook was able to meet jimins parents and everything school was going really good... as for Tae and Jungkoom things have stayed the same they bicker and act mean towards each other
Jimin wanted to do something about this he hates that both his friends were having problems and he knew the reason why so he tried to make both hang out with him tho the air was having a really bad tension
"You two need to talk so please for the love of god try talking will ya?" Jimin speaks as he leaves the two boy alones Jungkook sighs and goes sit down somewhere nice.
"Look jungkook I-"jungkook stops him before he gets to finish. "No need to give some apology if your doing it because Jimin or others told you. Lately that's all I hear apologies after apology I don't trust all of you as much yet.....becuz u are all proving to me your not the same assholes as before.... but you.... I know u don't like me u set it in stone for me a long time ago...you don't have to say sorry I can always fake the we are good when I know we aren't so don't worry taehyung....I know u don't want to apologize yet. " Jungkook says looking somewhere else as taehyung closes his eyes and sighs sitting next to taehyung
"Your right I don't want to apologize.... yet.... but I'm going to either way.... yes the other have told me but this time I'm doing it becuz I want roo.... I know things haven't been the best for us ever since i left u when we were 12 years old.... I've said mean thing called you a mistake a burden I've hurt you in the worst way posssible.... trust me I know...but I'm sorry and I know sorry won't fix it all but at least I'm letting it out....I really don't know what happened to me I broke a trust which was to be by your side yet instead I didn't and caused you harm and sadness."
"It hurt a lot when you left me and started humiliating me ro the point that I was starting to believe all those hatred words u have said to me... all the nights I ended up crying all the bruises that I somehow finally have went away all the punches and slaps.... kicking made me know that you hate me when I never did anything towards you.... why did you do it? Why was it your intention in the first place?" the youngest looks at him for a second and later on looks away again
"I know and I feel like a fool I just wanted to fit in and be cool....and I knew people were being mean with you and all so me the stupid kid or teen I am decided to do the same and all.... I let it take over me.... I know the rest have said the same old thing but really I'm sorry Jungkook....I have so much regret and guilt in me that you have no idea and if I would do it all again I would... if it meant to make things right...I know this isnt the best apology but please Jungkook....I'm eating myself up with regret and guilt..."he says starting to shed a tear that was real he didn't believe he was crying.
" I forgive you but forgetting is the hardest part.... unlike the others you will need to do a lot on ur part more than theirs but I forgive you.....try to make me forget." he says as tae brings up a smile. " I promise I won't fail to keep my promise this time thank you Jungkook."
" I hope you keep your promise as well now let's go it's getting lonely here." Jungkook says now looking at him seeing his tears as jungkook hands him a napkin and he takes it
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