Jed's POV

Jed's pov

I close my eyes as the loud sound a beeping dies away. I take a last look at my angel Castle and smile. Don't cry my baby, I got you. Black. Darkness. Emptiness. I sit there and think. To think of all the days me and Castle have had together. I remember my promise from when we were little. The dark space turns into the daycare we were in at the time and I see little me and Castle. I see myself grab his hand and tell him a promise I kept forever. I will protect you forever. Even though I died for that promise. I stuck to it. The vision vanishes as I sit in the void once again. I realize if I'm dead, Whos gonna take care of Castle. We got our highs and lows together. I can't let that all go away now! Everything has been so messed up lately. What if I'm not dead and I wake up...maybe he doesn't wanna be my baby? No everything is gonna be alright. He loves me and nothing will separate that. Not even that bastard Axel. Heh, I'm a mess. We were a thousand miles comfort and now were close together. As long as I am with Him. There is no place I will rather be. We were doing our thing with Candy paint with windows all black. Always on the same page, seats creme brulee. Both tops off screaming money have no worth. Always up till six in the morning, so what the going to say. With all my thinking I didn't realize I was in the room with Castle. He was sitting next to my body with my hand. He speaking to me. I listen in. ¨Tell me something I need to know, You took my breath and never let it go.¨ I see a tear fall down his face. I move in front of him and make an attempt to wipe his face. But...my hand goes right through him. I see his body shiver as realization crosses his face. He knows I'm here. I make my way behind him and wrap my arms around him. He smiles as more tears pour down his face. I thought of a song we listen together Love Me, Harder, by Ariana Grande ¨Just keep loving me harder,¨ I say ¨let my love take away the pain.¨ Before he can respond I feel myself getting pulled away. I struggle against the force and scream for Castle but no sound cames out. The void starts to fall against me again. I sit in darkness again. I start to cry. I cried. I can't live without him. Never will I have in my arms again. I wipe my tears dry. I sit there thinking. Why me? I look up to see a light. I start reaching towards it. It starts to get brighter and brighter until I finally grab it. It explodes it a very bright force, then...I fell back into my own body as the monitor beep slowly. My eyes suddenly flash open as I gasped for air. I sit up and look around. Where is everybody? Have I been that reckless to where I was dead? Wait I died? How am I still alive?! I push myself up shook to my core. My breathing quickens. The monitor went crazy as the doctors came in shock that I was still alive. They all kept asking me questions but I didn't want to see them. I wanted Castle. I saw a person pushing through the crowd of doctors still in awe. Finally, it was Castle. His cheeks were stained with tears and eyes were red and puffy. The poor thing thought I was dead. He smiles and runs over and hugs me highly crying into my chest. I look down at him and I hug him tightly. We sat there for a while just trying to explain what happened to me. The doctors said my heart must have some warmth to it and it revived on its own. The doctors checked some stuff and said I was allowed home. I look at him as he smiles and laughs with tears still in his eyes. I let him lean on me and think I will protect you forever.