Hello beautiful!

You probably weren't expecting me to post here and believe me I wasn't either

I think it's time to finally come and explain why I haven't updated this book in two months

Don't think that I don't like this book because I love it. It was my first creation so I can't hate it. And I really don't hate it as well.

I never wanted to be an author who made her readers wait forever for an update to a book because to be honest I don't have many problems/interruptions in my life. The most problematic thing for me is homework which I don't even have because it's summer break. Unfortunately I've made you guys wait far too long for this book and I don't want you to wait longer but I just can't seem to write it.

Call it a block if you want but it's not a writers block in general because I can write my other books almost perfectly fine.

I think it's because I wrote this without knowing how it would end up. The sole purpose of me writing this was for jikook to end up together. Sure I wrote down how each chapter would go but that only worked for a period of time.

I love this book and I love this idea. I don't want to end it. Therefore I want to totally revamp it and make it better. It will take time but we'll get through this together.

This time I want to make sure the plot is written out and I understand what I want so I could execute it well in writing.

Don't think I don't take pride in my work please because I do. If someone came up to me asking of I wrote these books I would be like "hell yeah I did" and fully be proud of what I did. (Except my parents lmao)

I've never wanted to be an author who doesn't like what they wrote because if I'm not enjoying what I read, then how am I supposed to expect you to? No offence to the authors who do do that. I want to take pride in my writing so at the end of a chapter you don't see me apologizing for a chapter I thought was bad but was really great. I feel good about myself when I finish a chapter because I never thought I would be a writer. I couldn't write before wattpad and honestly even this book shocked me on because of how good it was.

One chapter I'm very proud of is chapter eleven pt.2 and I'm sure I'll keep it somehow I just gotta weave it into the new plot XD.

I want you to know that I do have a vision for this story and I hope to get it out right.

If I don't write it then ill make CookiesBooo or SugaBbaby or SnowMegami write it because they're amazing

Lmao jk. They wouldn't want to do that and if I left it to Cookiesbooo someone would probably end up in jail xDDDD

Anyways back to the subject I want to make this book better because it was my first baby and I want it to succeed. I don't necessarily think it's a failure but I think I did a bad job when starting. And now me knowing what I know as an author and a story writer I want to expand on this little idea I had and start over on a clean slate.

So take the time to reread this for as long as it's published here. I want to know what you think about the changes in writing and in plot. I'd appreciate it a lot.

And idk if I should leave this book here and just start a new one with the same title or use this book and delete all my hard work.

Thinking of deleting this kills me so I might just leave it here lol xDDD

I don't want you to think I'm lazy or anything because I don't update my books on time, I have a lot of ideas in mind and they're coming along. I literally have 3 stories I'm working on including TP not includimg collab and uts and they're gonna be great

Anyways I love you guys and thanks for 7k here and 21k on collab

While you wait for this story, check out collab by me or even the photographer when it comes soon.

Check out the books of my friends and readers em34namjoon CookiesBooo SugaBbaby SnowMegami and BitchesAndCream they're all so talented and most likely better than me at writing xD

Ok

That's it

Have a nice day

I'll bless you with Jimin

Also shoot me by day6 is my sooonnngggg

I love day6 they're truly amazing and i need to see them live

It's like them live is better than the mv xDDDD

And jaes solo♡

Gotta appreciate that sister solo

Love you guys♡♡♡♡♡