Kai's POV

 "Call me if you ever want to talk ok" I said passing a piece of paper with my number on to the girl from the party, her arm in a hard white cast. "I will and thank you again" she said getting out the car " oh and by the way.... I'm Skylor " and with that she smiled, closed the car door and ran up to her front door unlocking it and slipping inside to the orange glow. I stared after her wondering about who she was and about that guys at the party.... 

 "Kai...... Kai I am failing to see what is so interesting to have caught your attention seeing as your attention span is an average of 2 minutes and it has been ten..." Zane said eyes scanning the dark road. " Oh I'm just tired that's all" I say and turn my phone on. Two twenty seven in the morning no wonder I'm exhausted. "How long until we are back zane" I whine "fifteen minutes and nineteen seconds exactly  if there are no interruptions or unexpected events" Zane replied eyes still fixed in the road, " yeah cause it's not like that stuff ever happens to us" I said sarcastically rolling my amber eyes. "Actually..." Zane started " I was being sarcastic Zane " I chuckled and went back to scrolling through my tiktok account. 

 Lloyds POV 

Trigger warning mentions of self harm !

Uhhhh why can't I fall asleep well actually I could name a lot of reasons why I can't call asleep. Maybe it is the nightmares or the fact that I know someone will attack or maybe the fact that I am scared. Scared of my father. Scared of losing the people I love. Scared of failing ninjago. Scared of myself. I glance at my desk drawer filled with things I use to hurt myself with. A kitchen knife, a razor blade, a lighter, a camping knife and my old katana a long with other various objects. Why can't I be normal why do I have to ruin everything. 

I walk out my room trying to resit the temptation and walk outside where the fresh air hit my like a wave of comfort. Everything I have been through comes back to me; darkleys, the devouror, the overlord, my golden power, Chen, losing my father, morro, wu going missing, harumi and my father coming back to say a few. I'm crying hard now, shaking uncontrollably I fall to my knees and let myself cry then out of nowhere I feel a pair of strong comforting arms wrap around me. 

Kai's POV (again)

I was getting a glass of water when I saw something outside, sticking my head out the door I see Lloyd but he was shaking and crying on the floor. My heart aches , Lloyd is my brother he and Nya are my life. Don't get me wrong I love zane, Jay and cole but Nya and Lloyd they are my everything and I hate seeing them upset I would happily did for them. I run over  to him and just hug him. I hug him for a while and I think back to the first time I hugged Lloyd 

Kai's  memory 

Lloyd had been living with us for about 2 months now he was quiet but all together fairly happy if you kept your distance but every time anyone got with in an arms length of him he would flinch and tense up or leave altogether. Kai was puzzled by Lloyd and he wanted to figure him out he knew garmadon was his dad and Lloyd seemed to be his only weakness and his mum well she seemed to be out the picture. Anyway suddenly there was a loud crash and everyone ran into the living room to see Lloyd pale faced with a broken vase at his feet a piece jagging into it. There was a loud gasp from everyone and Lloyd Began to shake and cry "please dont.... Please don't beat me ..... It ... It was an ..... An accident" Lloyd said quivering. " what why . .. Why would we hit you Lloyd? " jay asked " we know it was an accident come here let's get you checked out" by a said everyone closing in on him. "Stop everyone Stop" Lloyd yelled and ran out. I ran after him. " Lloyd come here greenbean" I said opening my arms crouching down. He ran into my arms and we stayed there he told me all about how his mother abused him and would drink all the time and darkleys was worse hearings everyday and only one stale meal with lukewarm water. 

Back to the present tense still kai's pov

 "What's up green bean" I said trying to keep the heart ache out my voice. He just mumbled something and I could feel him on the verge of sleep so I carried him to his room and placed him on his bed pulling the covers over him. I was a bit to leave when something caught me eye a knife sticking out from under his bed. Why did Lloyd have a knife in his room......

What do you guys think please give me ideas for the next chapters and when should harumi appear