Nya's POV 

I was lying in mine and Jay's gazing blankly out the window and into the dark night. Jay was fast asleep beside me lightly snoring. God I wish I could just call asleep but I just can't and it's so dumb cause it is just such a simple thing that everyone does so why can't I ?

When me and Kai were living at the blacksmith shop by ourselves we always slept together and I know it sounds really weird but I really needed him and I couldn't fall asleep without my big brother singing me lullabies. It was just something we did and then we came here and we got completely separate rooms which was really weird and scary in away I was always scared I would wake up and he would be gone or something would of happened to him stuff like that. 

Eventually it became the new normal and I could sleep fine again but after losing him and Jay I ..... I couldn't fall asleep and if I did I would just have nightmares about losing them or being powerless or not being able to protect those I loved, it was horrible. Then I started to sleep ok again and I have been doing really well just well to.say the least this week has been stressful. I mean harumi appearing at our front door , I mean I was that bitch die people don't just respond that's not now it works! Kai brought this Skylor girl over tonight and she looked awful and I don't know what's going on their, Lloyd is just being kinda cold to everyone and quiet on and for the cherry on top.....

I am pregnant !

I found out yesterday afternoon and I haven't told anyone yet not even Jay. I mean how can I, what am I suppose to say! Hey Jay I'm pregnant and it's yours ! Nope that wouldn't work and me and Jay spoke about this we both said we went ready for kids just now I mean I'm sixteen and he's seventeen!! Also the fact that we are full time ninjas kinda adds in another factor. I mean how the help did this happen I'm on birth control! This isn't suppose to happen.

God this is such a mess and how am I gonna tell Kai!

Like I love Kai but I would quite like Jay to live long enough to meet this child of his.

So what do you guys think?? I hope you like it I just felt like I want to.do a bit on everyone not just Lloyd so this is a bit of nya.