Chapter eighteen

Jay's POV

 "Nya!" I yelled, " where are my Frizt Donnegan socks! " still yelling while I chucked all of mine and Nya's clothes all over the bedroom before running out of our bedroom, leaving the door wide open exposing the...... mess? No mess didn't quiet to it justice to be honest, it's more like bomb filled with clothes and other bedroom things exploded in the middle of the room. Anyway that's a problem future me to deal with.

 "Jay, stop running around like a mad man and take a breath, ok" Nya said, the sound her voice sent a soft calming warm feeling through my body, she always knows just what to do when I need her. "Look Jay I put the socks in the bin..." Suddenly that calm warm fussing feeling I had previously felt vanished. "You did want!" I yelled. "Jay they were all full of holes and more like raggs than socks" Nya said trying to reason with me but I ran off as quick as I possibly could, sprinting down the long hall towards the back door where the bin was. 

Smack 

I swung open the lid of  the bin and started to rummaged "come on come on" I shouted "come on socks you have to be in here somewhere!". "Jay I didn't put them in that bin honey" Nya shouted speed walking down the hall with an odd look of panic spread across her face " it was the bin in our room stop looking in that bin, it's a waist of your time " her voice panicky. Just as I was about to close the lid something caught my eye......

A pregnancy test?

 " Hey Nya guess what I found a pregnancy test! " I laugh "you know I bet that's why Skylor is here Kai got her pregnant!" I turned around to see Nya staring at me, tears in her but beautiful blue eyes and an terrified expression on her face . "Jay..... That's ...... That's not Skylor's" she said her voice quiet and scared. Shit. That means it is either Harumi's or "it's yours..... You are pregnant" I said but my voice didn't sound like mine. There was no way this was happening it . ... It couldn't I mean sure we did it a few times but she was I the pill and I used a condom ..... Well I think I did?

 "Well this is great" I said raising my voice "just as life was going well this had to happen" I was hysterical now laughing and my voice sounded cruel almost " this is a fucking disaster! " I yelled. "Jay please stop" Nya said and I noticed she was crying, but tears spilling out her eyes and down her face. "Nya I'm..... I'm so sorry please don't cry... I don't mean to make you cry I'm just scared .... I'm sorry I shouldn't of shouted " I said, bulky sweeping over me as I rushed over to Nya and pulled her into me, holding her tight and apologising. 

God why am I such an idiot, why would I shout at her she was probably terrified and my reaction was one of the one of the worst that it could of gone. "I promise you Nya we will get through this I swear" I said, stroking her hair back from her fear stained, mascara stricken face. "I'm not strong enough" she said, I could hear the knot in her throat tighten and I looked down at her, my beautiful sweet kind girlfriend the girl I would die for and said " then we will be stronger together " 

 ~Little message from me hehehe If you get it you get it I know I switched it around but guys I can't I'm dying ~

 "Well what are we gonna do now Jay, tell everyone or keep it to ourselves?" She asked, her head leaning against my chest. "Nya with all the respect Kai and me are on good ground right now and I would like to meet my child" I said and some people may call me dramatic but the difference between me and those people calling me dramatic is that I have met Kai and they clearly have not!

Ok hope you all like it and merry Christmas I probably won't be posting much over the holidays btw sorry.💚❤

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