Aubrey's POV

I walked into my bedroom and there my baby was, laying in bed, in her green Versace robe. I close the door behind me and she doesn't move. She's knocked out. I stand there looking at her for a few seconds, then I walk over, kiss her on her forehead. I walk into the bathroom, closing the door behind me. I turn the shower on and I strip out of my clothes. I step into the shower and I just let the water run down my body.

I feel guilty. I feel guilty because I left her. I leave her here with the kids, while I go out and work. Granted it's work, but I have fun doing it. I want her to travel with me but she doesn't want to right now and I don't like it. I understand it but I don't like it. I need her with me, but she doesn't understand that. I hate having to come home to this situation, then leave again. I literally count the days until I'm back with her. This has been weighing heavily on me.

After I was done with my shower, I climbed into bed, over on her side. Before I lay my body down, I wrap my arm around her and slide her over to me in the middle of the bed, as I lay down cuddling up behind her. I kiss her neck as she wakes up.

"Hey!" She reaches back to my face and I get chills. I met her halfway and we kissed on the lips. "I didn't hear you come in."

"I know, you were knocked out. I took a shower and everything."

She looks down and notices the towel wrapped around my waist. My hard dick showing through.

"Oh..." She smiles. "You ain't playing, huh?"

I laugh, "Not at all. I need you."

"I fell asleep waiting for you. Atlas has me exhausted."

"Well Papi's home. Come take your mind off of him for a while." I say

She turns over to face me and pushes me on my back. I relax one of my arms behind my head and I reach down and untie her robe with the other hand. We were thinking the same thing because she was naked underneath.

"Good to know we're on the same page." I say as I watch her take off the robe with one hand and kisses me.

She pulls away, "I remember the talk we had. I know this visit is just a booty call."

I laugh, and get comfortable. She changes her direction and my dick instantly gets harder when I see what she's about to do. She grabs my dick and places it in her mouth. I don't know why but I don't let her suck my dick often. It's not that she can't or won't, it's just me. However, I love when she does actually do it. She slowly swallows my dick whole. My mouth falls open at the feeling of her tongue licking the length of it, then slowly sucking it.

"Mmm I've been needing this." I lightly place my hand on the back of her head as she bobs her head up and down, but I'm fighting the urge to make her gag on it.

"Put that ass in my face." She puts her leg on the other side of me and I grab her by her hips and pull her to me. Caressing her ass and thighs, while throwing my face in it.

She starts moaning like crazy and the sound of her moans makes me want to be inside of her. It was increasingly hard to continue. After a few minutes, I can tell she's close but instead of taking her there, I stop. I slap her ass making her climb off of me.

She lies on her back next to me and I pull her to me so our bodies are touching.

I kiss then bite her shoulder. "I wanna fuck you." I say

"I know you do." She laughs a little.

"No, I mean I wanna fuck you."

"Do what you want." She says

"What I want, you might not like." I say

"Do it." She looks me in my eyes.

"Are you sure?" I ask, "If it gets to be too much just tell me to stop."

"I won't tell you to stop." She says, looking deep in my eyes.

I chuckled a little. "You like that shit rough."

"So do it." She says

I sit up on my knees and pull her up. I turn her around and forcefully push her head down into the pillow, holding her head down. I enter her without warning and I hear her gasp.

"Fuck! You're so wet." I say closing my eyes and enjoying the feeling. This is what I've been waiting for.

I bend down and kiss her back, while fucking her slowly.

"I missed you so much." I say between kisses.

"I missed you too." She replies

After a few minutes, I pull out and flip her over. I open her legs as wide as they can go and I just look at her pussy. She was dripping and the sheets were wet under her. It was so sexy.

This is what I've been needing. I needed to taste her. I loved hearing her moan my name. I love making her cum and squirt all over. I'm addicted to it. I loved how I could make her feel. Her reaction to me touching her is what makes me crazy about her. I love that shit. I'm never giving that up and I'm never giving her up.

After she drowned me with her juices, I wiped my face off and flipped her back over. I smacked her ass making her moan and it was the sexiest moan I've ever heard from her. I entered her quickly. I wanted to fuck the shit out of her. I don't think she knew what she was about to get into.

I grabbed her hair and pulled her up to me and I wrapped my arm around gripping her throat with the other. I bit her neck because it's feeling too good. She jumps, making me bite a little harder, but I then suck on it. Leaving a mark. She's mine anyway. She turned her head and we locked lips, engaging in a sloppy makeout session. I fucked her that way, making her cum and her juices was running down spilling onto the bed. Damn she must really like this rough shit. I mean I'm always a little rough with her but not like this.

"You like this shit, huh?" I whisper in her ear.

She doesn't say sending. I pushed her back down and dropped her hips. I'm sure she doesn't want me to cum in her but I can if I fucking want to. I should be allowed to cum in my wife if I want. Why doesn't she want me to cum in her? Probably because she wants to fuck Chris when she gets to LA. Maybe she didn't want to get pregnant so she can fuck him.

I get consumed by my thoughts and I realize I was fucking her hard. She was calling my name trying to get my attention but I didn't hear her. My fingers were hurting from holding onto her hips so hard and she had marks where my nails were digging into her skin.

I slowed down, easing up a little. "Do you want me to stop?"

"Slow down. You're hurting me." She says

I didn't want to show that I completely blacked out so I just continued. I kept having flashes of her kissing and fucking him. I've always struggled with this but it's never been this bad. This is new to me. I wondered if she was fucking him like this. Was she this way with him too? She so nasty with me and I want to think she's only this way with me.

I started pounding her ass out again but this time I knew I was doing it. I was angry. I pushed her head into the pillow, Damn near trying to suffocate her. Her squirming under my grip was giving me motivation to keep going. I repeatedly rammed myself into her until I felt my release coming. I pulled out and nutted on her ass but purposely put it back. I was so pissed off, I fucked her like that again but held her arms behind her until I came again. I turned her around and came on her breasts. Some getting on her face and hair.

We both were sweating, I was drenched. I grabbed her face and kissed her roughly. She didn't say anything. She just looked at me. She was so upset with me. I told her I was going to slut her out. She wanna be slut for him, she's gonna be one for me too.

I got off the bed and went into the bathroom to run her bath water.

Shawnie's POV

I walked into the bathroom and glanced at myself. I was a little red in places, those were probably going to turn into bruises. I also had a few slightly visible scratches and bite marks. I was mad but I didn't want to lose my shit on him.

"Are you okay?" Aubrey asks, walking over to me.

He stood behind me with his hands on my shoulders, holding a lit blunt between his index and middle finger.

"I'm okay." I say, "You're like a fucking vampire, biting and sucking."

He laughs, "I know. I'm sorry. I overdid it. I knew I shouldn't've fucked you like that." He takes my hand and we walk over to the bathtub. We both get in and face each other.

"I like rough sex, but this was a little extreme, babe. I'm hurting, but I told you to do it so I can't complain." I say

"I can't do shit like this anymore. It's just that every now and then I just..." he trails off, looking as if he's trying to find the words.

I watched his facial expressions as he spoke and he genuinely looked bothered by what he did.

"It's fine. We've never had sex like that before but if that's what you're into... I have to be okay with it. I'm your wife and I'm going to do whatever you want me to do. I just wish I would've known about it." I say

"Yeah, but I don't like seeing you like this." He brushes his finger over the bite mark on my shoulder. "I'm a little bit ashamed of that person and I don't want to be this way towards my wife. I'll do better." He says

"We can come to some type of agreement. We can meet somewhere in the middle, it's not that big of a deal."

"It is to me." He says

"You're really bothered by this?"

"I am." He says and I began to feel a little bad for him. Was this out of his control?

"You shouldn't be. It's okay. I don't judge you. But I can't handle it being that rough. Like, I'm really hurting."

"I'm sorry, Mami." He says

"Come here..." I say but he just looks at me and shakes his head.

"Nah. You come here, baby." He smiles

I give in and I go over to him. Our lips meet and we makeout for a few minutes. I feel him getting hard again, so I sit on it. I slowly started riding him, holding on to the sides of the black marble bathtub. He wraps his arms around me tightly, while closing his eyes and laying his head on my chest.

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After we had sex, we stayed like that for a while. It was like he didn't want to let go of me.

"Mami I really need to talk to you about something." He says

"What, what's wrong? Is it serious?"

"It's serious to me." He says

"What?"

"I don't want you to stay in LA. You can go to take Gen to him, but I don't want you to stay." He says

"Why?"

"Because he is there." He says

"Chris?"

"Yes."

"I thought we were over this. I'm with you and he's with Diamond...or whatever they're doing. We have a daughter together, we have to be around each other."

"But why can't you just have him fly here like he's been doing?" He asks

"Because the agreement was a couple of months after I had Atlas that I would start traveling to LA. It's inconvenient for him to always come here. He was doing it because I was pregnant, now I'm not.You were there when we made the agreement so don't try to renege on that now."

"But why do you want to go so bad all of a sudden?" He asks

"I don't. I just figured since you're not home I can go to LA, and come back when you have a little bit more free time, or you can come there."

"I thought you didn't like LA?"

"I don't, I hate it. But I also hate the fact that I have to be away from you for so long and I'm sitting in this museum of a house by myself with only a couple of people to talk to. I got involved with you and now I have security 24 hours a day. I can't even go to the mailbox without Eric trailing me. It's a little overwhelming and if I'm not going back to Chicago, I'm gonna go to LA. That is where I call home. I hate it, but I'm comfortable there."

"So are you trying to tell me you're not comfortable here?" He says

"Only when you're here, I am. I love the house, don't get me wrong, but when you're not here I feel like I'm in a hotel and alone." I explain

"I understand everything you're saying but I'm not comfortable with you being in LA and I'm not there. All the shit that Chris pulled and you want to go back there?"

"We're in a different place. That's the only explanation I can give you. You're not gonna like any time that I'm away from you and you're always going to feel insecure about my relationship with Chris. I think you forget sometimes that you're the one that I married. You find all these other ways to try to fix your insecurities, like tracking me, and have me followed but I'm not doing anything. I tried to prove that when I moved here with you. Baby, I'm not doing anything and I wouldn't let anything happen."

"I'm a little paranoid with my everyday life and I know it can come off as arrogance. With all of that being said, I don't trust him." He says

"So you think keeping me away from him is going to fix things? Because honestly all that's doing is making him come to us and it's not changing anything. We have to start thinking differently. The only thing we can do is trust him until he gives us a reason not to, and babe, he hasn't given us a reason not to. If I get to LA and some shit pops off then okay, you have every right to feel that way and do what you feel you gotta do, but until then just chill."

"Chill." He reiterates, "Shawnie, I wanna move on from the past and everything that we've gone through with him. I will be the first person to admit things have been super smooth but I can't help how I feel. I have voiced my opinion numerous times about your relationship with him and I know how you guys once felt about each other... I know how you once felt about him and you never know what could happen. You have a long history of breaking up and getting back together. You can't blame me. I'm just not comfortable with that. I know you guys have a daughter together and you're going to spend time together, you're going to have family time, and you're going to be around his family, and sometimes he's going to be around yours, but I still don't feel comfortable. I love you and I will do anything for you and this is just another thing that I'm going to do and that's to put my feelings aside to make you happy, but I just want you to know that I don't feel comfortable, I don't like it, and I don't want you to do it." He explains

"But baby, it has to happen. You are the only person under the sun that I wanna be with. I know how you feel about me and I don't wanna let you down. I don't wanna hurt you. I can say all of this all I want but I know you're not gonna believe me but I just hope that you hear me and when everything works out you find some comfort in knowing that I was honest with you."

"We'll see." He says

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The next morning, we were on Aubrey's plane. He was heading to NY. We were going to stop and drop him off, then continue on to LA. Dori has never been to Los Angeles. She's been to California before but she had never been to LA, and she had never been to the LA that I was about to introduce her to.

To be honest, as much as I hated LA, it did feel like home and I was kind of happy to be back. I had a couple of friends here and it's going to be nice to see them. I didn't have a set amount of time that I'm going to stay but I know I'm gonna have time to catch up with a few people, and I'm gonna be on my best behavior while I'm away from Aubrey. But if I know Aubrey, I know he's gonna find a way to keep tabs on me. He already has security with me. Three of them. Eric, Sam, and Nate

We'll see what happens.

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