╰┈─➤Trigger Warning: Alcoholism, Adult Themes mentioned in the color - Green, Blue

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Valentines Day

Kim Namjoon, your boyfriend of 2 years decided to do something special for valentines day.

He wrote you a beautiful poem and letter, being the gorgeous intellect that he is. He got you a bouquet of roses and a big heart shaped balloon just to express his love for you.                        
You on the other hand prepared some sandwiches and snacks for the picnic you had planned for the pair of you.

The day turned out to be the best valentines day you've experienced, all thanks to him and his efforts to make you feel loved.

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Superstar

Kim Namjoon was actually a band member and he low key tried to let you know with his little actions and antiques. He'd take you out to shows and events and sometimes he'd even get called on stage, the response would be a large crowd screaming as he got on stage. You'd wonder just how he could rap so well and on the spot when he literally breaks every little figurine and glass plate you own because of his adorable clumsiness. Talk about duality.

Many girls would ask him for selfies and you'd just stand there, smiling at him while he took selfies. You thought it was just because he was a cute guy with some fresh looks. But really, he was a star.

He desperately wanted you to figure it out for yourself, but you...

You were oblivious.

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Love Yourself

"You should love yourself!"The crowd yelled at Namjoon when he sung "I wish I could love myself."

He was taken aback at the fact that the thousands of people in the crowd yelled the exact same thing and filled the arena with affection and adoration. He made a mental note to actually carry out the cries of the crowd and not only care for them and his members but also for himself. But it was slightly difficult for him because he was such a selfless person. However, the crowd gave him confidence and showed him endless support so he made sure to love himself.

He would read more books, being the intellectual he is, eat more ice cream and sharing with his members to be happier, but most of all...

He would constantly take pictures of himself and upload them online with hashtags saying #Ilovemyself because he wanted to show his fans just how much their love mattered and wanted to let them know he was on his journey towards self love, not self hatred.

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╰┈─➤Trigger Warning: Alcoholism, Adult Themes mentioned here.

Bad Habits

"Bad habits. We all have them, whether it be smoking that cigarette, drowning yourself in drinks or getting high off of something nasty." A very drunk Namjoon mumbled, peering over at you from his strangely colored-liquid glass.

"We're all just trying to get over things or trying to chase after happiness." He continued to rattle as he shook the liquid inside his glass.

You just sighed and looked over at the girl in the other booth clutching the sofa as a guy kissed down her body, both seemingly high. You were very uncomfortable here and wanted to get out but you couldn't help but feel tempted.

"How would it feel to take just one sip?" And so you did and as time went on, you were laughing at every little joke he made. Then suddenly you two were face to face, both heated up and red from all the laughter. Before you knew it, you found yourself in his bed the next morning with no memory of the night before and how you got here. You were angry and confused, to say the least.

You could just faintly remember that ecstatic high and the purple, green and blue lights dancing across the room. But you somehow missed that feeling. The happy high you felt when you got drunk and how the world seemed like it was slowing down.

You wanted it to happen again. So you would be happy, you would be with him again. You were no longer that innocent girl. You had developed bad habits. You only had yourself to blame.

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╰┈─➤Trigger Warning: Adult Themes mentioned here.

Office Romance

"Are you sure no one will see?" You whispered, biting your lips in nervousness as your boss, Kim Namjoon oh-so-casually dragged you by the hand towards one of the unused meeting rooms. He then proceeded to pace you on the table and pepper your neck with lustful kisses.

You had teased him the other night with slightly risky photos of yourself and the outfit you wore today really broke him and his cool demeanor.

"Joon if anyone finds out ill be so badly criticised! An intern and a boss aren't supposed to-" He stopped your rambling by kissing you passionately.

You finally placed your hands on his chest and pushed him ever so gently, making him look directly at you. You gave him a gaze full of love as you said "Not here ok darling? We don't want to look bad do we?" you cooed as he sighed in defeat and nodded, resting his forehead against yours and helping you re-do the buttons on your blouse.

"Is anyone there?" came a loud knock.

"Shit" The pair of you cussed silently and crawled out through the other door, trying hard not to be seen. He pressed the lift and quickly shoved you into the empty lift. Then he hurriedly put the intern tag around your neck when someone entered the lift with a raised brow.

"She dropped it, so I helped her" Namjoon smiled sheepishly at the skinship the co-worker witnessed. Her expression immediately softened, "Oh Namjoon you're so sweet. You know its really hard to believe you're the boss because most bosses are so rude" she scoffed at the last part. You scoffed to yourself as you exited the lift.

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Grow Up

"I've just been so stressed lately and everyone at home says I'm too childish when I'm really trying my best." You spoke in a soft voice, face to face with Kim Namjoon in a fansign for the very first time. Your favourite group of musicians face to face with you! However, the stresses you carried came with you to the concert, making you vent even though you wanted to avoid talking about yourself in front of your idol - but something about the mans gentle aura made you want to speak with him like one would with a close friend.

A look of displeasure crossed his face before he picked up the microphone to address the audience, as if he wanted this piece of information to be communicated to everyone present, but his eyes were staring deep into yours.

"We're all just kids, grown up." Namjoon spoke up, holding the microphone up to his lips to speak his mind. "I think we lose our minds in the adult world and succumb to this pressure.." he paused to think over his words, pondering which selection of verbs and adjectives to string together to articulate himself in a better manner. "We desire to be perfect without realizing that there is no perfect" he nodded, satisfied with what he said.

"So let's just celebrate our childishness and just take it easy... There's no reason for you to lose yourself in the monotonmy of your daily life." He finished before pulling on the floral headband on his head from another fan, and gently taking your phone to give you a selfie you could cherish forever whenever you got stressed. "There, " he chuckled and placed the mic down and handed you your phone back. "Just see the selfie when you're stressed."

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Stylist Shenanigans

"Yeah, your fluffy pink hair is the cutest ever" you mumbled under your breath as you went over Kim Namjoons' lips with a brush that tinted his lips a blush pink, a natural looking shade with just the right amount of shine to match his complexion.

The cameras turned on as the camera crew started shooting the backstage happenings to inform the fans of BTS of what happens behind the scenes, and within a few minutes, the shooting was over after a few of Hope's attempted high notes and Jungkook imitating him.

When the filming was over, Namjoon finally met your eyes and raised his brows "oh yeah? So my normal dark hair isn't that nice?" He asked, feigning a hurt expression, making you pout and shake your head as you finished the touch up. He just smiled at your reaction, a gentle hand on your hip to mess with you. Dating a staff member wasn't a new thing, but dating in general was taboo for idols. So he had to be careful, but these gentle touches and holds with all eyes on you two made you feel butterflies. Maybe he was warming up to this whole dating thing between the two of you in public, because he always made sure to affirm how much he loved you in private.

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