Hunter texted me that he's already on his way to pick me up, five minutes ago. Ngayon ang alis namin papuntang Japan kaya naman madaling-araw pa lang, nakagayak na ako. Para hindi na rin siya pumunta pa sa unit ko at para makaalis na kaagad, I told him that I'll be in the underground parking lot, waiting for him.

As soon as I opened my unit, carrying my luggage, saktong paglabas din doon ng neighbor kong minsan nang pinagselosan ni Hunter. He gave me a small smile before looking on the luggage.

"Hey. Need a help?" he asked.

Umiling ako. "Thanks."

He didn't listen, though. He just slightly shook his head before getting the luggage handle from mine.

"I insist. Where were you going?"

I smiled. "Elevator. Underground parking lot. Thanks again."

Tinulungan niya ako sa pagbitbit ng luggage ko habang nasa akin naman ang handbag. Nang makapasok kami sa elevator, pinindot niya ang button papuntang underground parking lot.

"So, you'll be with your boyfriend this holiday season?" he asked.

I chuckled. "He wasn't my boyfriend, though. But yes, if you're talking about the person I was with lat time. I'll spend the holidays with him."

Bahaya siyang kumunot-noo bago lumingon sa akin. "Really?"

I nodded. "Yup."

He chuckled slightly before facing his gront again. "So, he's not your boyfriend. But you were awefully loud that night. I could hear you from my unit."

Mabilis na nag-init ang mukha ko nang dahil do'n. Lumingon ulit siya sa akin nang may maliit na ngiti sa labi.

"Take care of yourself. You might get hurt if you continue to be in that situation any longer. And don't mind what I said. It was a slip of a tongue."

Right after he said that, the elevator door opens. He helped me carry my luggage outside. Sakto rin na nakita kong dumating na ang isa sa mga sasakyan ni Hunter. It was that black van where drivers can give privacy to the passengers kasi may separator. I forgot what it's called.

Matapos mag-park, lumabas siya mula sa backseat. He's with his personal secretary, I guess

"Hey. Did you wait?" he asked as soon as he's in front of me.

I shook my head. "Hindi naman."

Lumingon siya sa lalaking kasama ko. "Thanks for helping my girlfriend."

The guy smirked. "Girlfriend, huh. " He chuckled. "Sure. Take care of your girlfriend or someone else might do it soon."

Right after he said that, the guy went back inside the elevator. Hunter was about to follow him. Mabuti na lang, napigilan ko siya at sumara na ang pinto nito. Tumingin siya nang masama sa akin.

"What did you tell him?"

Ngumuso ako't nag-iwas ng tingin. "That you're not my boyfriend." Nag-angat ako ng tingin sa kan'ya. "Totoo naman, 'di ba?"

He sighed in frustration. "The fuck, Aree?! Why? I was doing all shits, trying to tell everyone that you're not available at all pero kabaliktaran n'on ang ginagawa mo! Why? So you can fuck him too, after me?!"

Umawang ang bibig ko sa sinabi niyang 'yon. Hindi ako makapaniwala! Gano'ng klaseng babae ba ang tingin niya sa akin?

"Gan'yan kababa ang tingin mo sa akin?" hindi makapaniwalang tanong ko.

Mabilis na umawang ang bibig niya sa sinabi ko, mukhang nagsisi agad sa sinabi niya. Umiling siya nang umiling bago ako hinawakn sa magkabilang braso.

"No." He sighed. "I'm sorry. I was just so . . . frustrated at the look of his face. I'm sorry, it wasn't my intention."

Umirap ako bago inialis ang pagkakahawak niya sa braso ko. "Mamaya na tayo mag-usap. Let's just go."

The driver quickly went to us to get my luggage. Ako naman ay naglakad papalapit sa sasakyan. I opened the door to the backseat and I wasn't wrong. I imagined me agad, having sex with him here. Though I told him months ago na hindi ako pang-kotse lang.

Wish I could take it back.

"Aree," he called for me.

Nag-angat ako ng tingin sa kan'ya na nasa tabi ko na ngayon. "What's your deal? Why did you use this kind of car?"

He gave me a small smile before shrugging. "I just remembered something you told me the night we were cuddling."

Napakunot-noo ako. "Huh? May sinabi ako?"

He smiled a little as he shrugged. "You were half asleep and kept mumbling about this."

Mas lalong kumunot ang noo ko habang inaalala ang sinasabi niya, hanggang sa mapaawang ang bibig ko nang tuluyan nang maalala ang sinasabi niya.

"I know I told you before, I don't want a car sex . . . but I want to do it with you," I said in my most sleepy voice ever.

And I also remembered Hunter replying to me after kissing my temple and hugging me tighter.

"Of course, my love. Everything for you."

Nag-init ang mukha ko nang mag-angat ako ng tingin sa kan'ya. Ngumiti siya bago tumingin sa secretary. Mukhang naintindihan naman nito ang ibig sabihin ni Hunter dahil tumango lang ito at saka naglakad palayo. Hinawakan ni Hunter ang kamay ko saka kami sabay na pumasok sa loob.

"Dito talaga sa parking lot?" I asked as we seated. Tumango siya bago ni-lock ang pinto. "May CCTV dito."

"I don't care," he said as he looked at me. "Now, come here." Binuhat niya ako at iniupo sa kandungan niya. "We have a lot of time before our flight so let's take our time, okay?"

He claimed my lips as he started unbuttoning my blouse. I moved away.

"Huwag dito, please."

He chuckled before claiming my lips for a few seconds. He took his phone out of his pocket and called his secretary.

"Let's go."

After that, he kissed me again and continued unbuttoning my blouse. A few seconds later, I heard the door opened and closed, then the engine started. The car started moving away as we do it in backseat.

"You want the thrill and challenge? I'll give it."

Then he completely removed my blouse without even breaking the kiss. I positioned myself better on his lap as I felt his erected manhood. The drive was so slow, it felt like we'll be arriving in the airport when the sun's already risen.

Hunter's two big hands started playing with both of my mounds and I tried to stop myself from moaning as he squeezed it repeatedly. He was sucking my lips so hard, it felt like it's going to be too swollen before we finish. My hands are grabbing a handful of his soft hair as he pushed me closer to him. A moment later, he was already sucking one of my mounds.

His right hand was snaked around my waist while the other was travelling down, towards my femininity. I'm so proud of myself for wearing a skirt even without knowing that we'll do this right before our flight. When his fingers finally found my panties, I moaned a little because his index finger started playing with my peak. He pulled my underwear down.

"Fuck y-you," I whispered which made him chuckle.

"Thanks."

I covered my mouth when two of his fingers entered inside me. His other hand removed mine on my mouth and claimed my lips instead. He continued moving and thrusting his fingers inside me as the car continue to take the road towards the airport.

"Ahh," I moaned softly.

He chuckled. "You don't need to conceal it, he doesn't give a fuck," he said, pertaining to his secretary.

And so I did.

When I finally had my release, I let my moan louder than I did earlier. He cleaned me with a wet wipes that was already prepared beside him, like he expected this to happen already.

I left his lap and started unbuckling his belt. I unbuttoned his pants and unzipped it. I slightly pulled it down and his erected manhood waved at me like it has waited for me for so long. I took a deep breath before I sucked it whole. Hunter groaned before grabbing a handful of my hair, guiding me with every move.

"Argh, fuck . . ." he whispered.

I started giving him a head the way I know he always wanted. It was one of his favorite thing ever, where my mouth is playing with his member. As I continue doing it, his grip on my hair started to get tighter. That's when I knew that he's about to release his babies.

I was getting ready to swallow it all when he stopped me and made me sit on his lap once again. I positioned myself better as I made his erected shaft breaks inside me. I shut my eyes tight as I felt so much pain but it's still my favorite thing I do with him--the pain and pleasure . . . all at once.

He claimed my mouth as I started to move on top of him. I removed his long sleeved shirt so that I can have a good look of his perfectly sculpted body. His hands gripped my waist as he guided me to move up and down on top of him.

I started kissing his neck, down to his collarbone, while my hands are having a good travel down on his six-pack abs.

"Ahh . . ." I moaned when his manhood entered deeper.

I continued grinding on top of him as I held onto his shoulders for support while his mouth is having a good breakfast with my breasts. My moans became louder and more frequent until we both had our releases.

He released inside me.

I should be worried because he has been doing this ever since he came back from his business trip but I am not. I'm not worried at all--not an ounce. I'm on a depo and we both made it clear to each other that having a child will never be an option for us.

I went back to sitting beside him while we dressed ourselves up. After we're both fully clothed again, Hunter held my hand, intertwining our fingers, before kissing the back of it.

"I'm going to make this trip the best you've ever had, you're not even going to forget it for the rest of your life."

Hindi ako sumagot. I'm still pissed at how he assumed that I want to be fucked by the guy he's jealous with, when in the first place, he has no rights to feel that.

Wala kang karapatang magselos, Hunter. Sex lang ang habol natin sa isa't isa.

He sighed. "Are you still upset about what I told you earlier? I'm really sorry. Hindi 'yon ang intensiyon ko."

Hindi pa rin ako sumagot. Ayaw kong magsalita ngayon dahil baka ano pang masabi ko, mayurakan ko pa ang ego niyang pagkalaki-laki.

"I don't ever want to admit this thing but . . . I am threatened, okay?"

He sighed in frustration. I looked at him with creased forehead and he's there, staring at me with his frustrated look.

"Ever since you told me everything that night, that someone else out there might be better than me in satisfying you . . . all those reality check you've told me that night . . . hindi ko na kayang manahimik na lang sa isang tabi at hayaang may ibang lalaking lumapit sa 'yo."

His eyes softened as he kissed my hand once again. When he leaned closer, I looked away.

From the look on his eyes, konti na lang.

"Areeya . . ."

Konti na lang, aamin na siyang mahal niya ako.

"Areeya, look at me. Talk to me, please," he said as he caressed my face.

I removed his hand before I finally looked at him.

"Not now, okay? Please, just . . . not now."

He sighed. "Ayaw kong umalis tayo nang galit ka."

Umiling ako. "Hindi ako galit. Wala akong karapatang magalit . . ." I gulped as I gave him a small smile. "Katulad ng wala kang karapatang maramdaman ang kung ano mang nararamdaman mo ngayon . . . bukod sa libog. Yun lang, Hunter, ang karapatan mo sa akin."

As soon as I told him that, he dropped my hand and looked away.

He . . . dropped my hand. Okay.

I looked away too, stare outside the window, as I stopped myself from crying.

Para saan ba ang nararamdaman ko na 'to? Dahil ba binitiwan niya ang kamay ko? Bakit ako maiiyak sa kababawan na 'yon? Fuck you, Areeya. Hindi ito ang magpapaluha sa 'yo!

Nagbuntonghininga ako at ni-recline ang inuupuan saka ipinikit ang mga mata.

I should sleep this all away, kahit na alam kong hindi naman ako makakatulog talaga dahil hindi naman gano'n kalayo ang airport.