I screamed so loud upon feeling his tongue playing on my femininity. Since we didn't have sex for one whole week, doing it now with him felt like the first time once again. Every time we miss each other's touch, he has something new to make me feel.

"Hunter! Ugh . . . f-fuck!" I moaned repeatedly while grasping a handful of his hair. "Yes . . ."

He slightly raised both of my legs and let it rest on his shoulders. He gripped my legs tight as he kept on doing his business below me, and my eyes were shut so tight as I felt so pleased like I've never been before.

"Ahh!"

When I finally had my release, he cleaned me with his mouth before moving away. He stood up, unbuckled his belt, unbuttoned his pants and pulled it down. His fully erected member waved at me, wanting so badly to enter inside me. I sat on the couch from laying on it before I knelt on the floor. My shaking hands went slowly to his dick and started stroking it.

He crouched down, cupped my face, as his eyes full of lust stared directly at my eyes.

"You don't know how much I missed you, Areeya."

After he said that, both of his hands grabbed a handful of my hair. I opened my mouth wide and started sucking him. I shut my eyes so tight as it felt so huge now. It never felt this fucking big!

I started moving my head with his guidance. I could hear him groan as I tried to suck deeper multiple times. I almost always vomit. Gladly, I didn't.

"Fuck, Aree!" he groaned once again as he guided me to move faster.

I held onto his bottom so tight for support as I continued giving him blow jobs which he loved so much. I tried to do it better than I did. I sucked him deeper and faster, though it hurt me, until I felt his release in my mouth. I swallowed it all but he sat in front of me and cleaned my mouth with his thumb.

"This is the last time you'll swallow it," he said in his serious tone.

I didn't have the time to respond anymore because he quickly carried me like a princess and entered my room. I shut my eyes tight as I realized, he's really seeing my room! Damn it! I just shrug it off for now since I wanted what will happen to us.

He gently put me down on my bed and crawled on top of me. He tucked my hair behind my ears before kissing my forehead.

"Areeya . . . hindi ko na alam."

Napakunot-noo ako bago hinawakan ang magkabilang pisngi niya.

"What?"

Umiling siya. "Something's definitely not right." He planted a soft kiss on my lips quickly. "But what I know is that . . . everything feels so right when I'm with you . . no matter how wrong you think we might be."

Right after he said that, he leaned closer and claimed my lips, as his hungry member below breaks inside me. I shut my eyes so tight while kissing him back as my fingernails were buried deep on his bare back.

Fuck . . . I missed being fucked like this. Damn it!

His lips went down on the side of my neck. He started sucking it while I was pulling him so close to me while moaning so loud. His thrusts were so deep . . . eager to break me . . . hurt me . . . in the best way possible.

"H-Hunter . . ."

My tears rolled down as I continued moaning, following the rhythm of his moves as he fuck me hard and deep.

"I-I'm . . ."

Before I could finish what I'm about to say, he quickly switched our position and that's when I know that it's my time to pleasure him once again. He was lying on the bed and I'm on top of him. I sat on his fully erect shaft and started moving up and down. I raised my head with my eyes shut when both of his hands reached for both of my mounds and started squeezing it--playing it like a dough.

"A-Ahhh . . . H-Hunter . . ."

I continued grinding and thrusting his dick inside me while the room was filled with my lustful voice. It was not long when he pulled me once again. This time, my back was facing me. I gripped so hard on the head rest of my bed as he starting fucking me from behind.

"Ohh . . . holy . . . f-fuck."

I repeatedly called for his name as I moaned to the pleasure he was giving me. I almost stopped moaning when I heard him utter a word in his weakest and husky voice ever.

"Y-Yes . . . love . . ."

And suddenly . . . I felt so pleased more than he ever did to me before. Butterflies in my stomach started flying--dancing--like it was the most beautiful word they've ever heard.

I tried to shrug it off but it never left my mind the whole time we're fucking each other. I shut my eyes so tight as I groaned and moaned continuously.

It was a long sex we had but not that long like we did before. It wasn't so long but I definitely felt more exhausted than ever.

We didn't get up to make dinner for us anymore. We stayed lying on the bed, cuddling, while we talked to each other. My head was resting on his right arm while hugging me so close. I rested my forehead on his bare chest--where my right palm was resting, too.

"So . . . what did you hear earlier that kinda hurt my woman?" he asked before planting a kiss on my temple. He hugged me tighter. "Tell me about it."

I sighed. "Pinag-uusapan lang nila kanina na baka may sex slave ka, gano'n."

He laughed heartily before pulling me so close. "What do they mean I have a sex slave? I am the sex slave."

Humagalpak ako ng tawa bago hinampas ang likod niya dahil do'n. Napaaray kaagad siya.

"Kapal ng mukha mo, hindi ka nga lumuluhod sa akin! Ako ang lumuluhod, Hunter!"

He laughed louder. "Gumagapang naman ako."

Lalo kaming nagtawanan nang dahil do'n. We ended up talking like an idiot when we should've been serious by now.

Nang kumalma kaming dalawa, niyakap niya ulit ako. This time, pati ang binti niya'y nakapulupot na sa akin. I shut my eyes to feel this moment more.

"So, why did it hurt you knowing that it was you I am having sex with?" he asked again as we regained our serious moment.

I sighed but didn't bother opening my eyes. My fingertips scribbled on his bare back as I responded to his question.

"Baka raw pera lang ang habol ng babae sa 'yo. Kaya raw ikaw ang fuck buddy na napili ay dahil multimillionaire at CEO ka."

I heard him sigh. "We both know what's real here, Areeya. Ako ang may habol sa 'yo, not the other way around."

"Well . . . I agreed to this kind of setup so we're both to blame here. Hindi ko rin naman masisisi sila kung 'yon ang nasa isip nila. Also, tama naman din sila na kung sex lang ang habol ko, bakit sa 'yo pa? There were a lot of men out there na abot-kamay ko. Hindi yung sobrang yaman. I can fuck someone who's in the same league as me, so why would I settle with you--a multimillionaire and a CEO of RES Telecommunications?"

I scoffed as the thought that, if ever hindi nga ako ang fuck buddy ni Hunter, baka pareho kami ng takbo ng isip ni France. It's not impossible. They're just being realistic. Hindi ko kayang magalit sa naiisip nila kasi alam kong gano'n din ang maiisip ko kung ako ang nasa katayuan nila.

Pero nasasaktan ako kasi alam kong hindi naman totoo. And I couldn't defend myself at all.

"Areeya, who cares about status here? What matters is how we feel about each other while we're above or under the sheets. What matters is how we pleasure each other. It's how complete we felt when we're--"

Hindi na niya natapos ang sasabihin nang bumangon ako para maupo sa kama, tinatakpan ng kumot ang hubad kong dibdib.

"Let's be real. There were some girls na mas magaling sa akin sa kama. Mas kaya kang paligayahin. Mas kaya kang pag-initin, and vice versa!"

Kumunot ang noo niya pero hindi nagsalita.

"May lalaki rin d'yan out there na hindi man kasing yaman mo, kasing gwapo mo, meron pa ring mas magaling sa 'yo. Mas malaki sa fucker mo. Let's just be realistic here, okay? We're certainly not the best of the bests. Malay mo, after all these agreements that we have right now, makahanap ako ng lalaking mas papaligayahin ako, aalagaan ako, at hahagkan ako sa kama, 'di ba?"

Hindi siya sumagot. Matagal siyang natahimik, nakatitig lang sa akin. Kumunot ang noo ko, nagtatanong sa kung bakit gano'n na lang siya kung makatitig sa akin.

Ilang sandali pa, umigting ang panga niya kasabay ng pag-iwas ng tingin bago ako marahang hinila pabalik sa bisig niya. Kumabog ang dibdib ko sa hindi ko maipaliwanag na dahilan.

"This is the last time that you're gonna say--or think, at least--about that kind of thing. It's gross. Unacceptable. That is not gonna happen."

I scoffed. "Kapal. Feeling niya siya talaga pinakamagaling na fuck buddy." I laughed.

He shut me off by claiming my lips--no--sucking it. I shut my eyes tight before I pulled away.

"Bastos. Nagsasalita, eh."

He scoffed. "Mas bastos ang bibig mo. Nililinis ko lang." He rolled his eyes. "I'm serious, Areeya. Hindi mo na ulit babanggitin ang tungkol sa bagay na 'yon."

"Tsk! Bakit? Bawal na maging realistic?"

"Yes, it's that realistic but this is me, Areeya. Sa tingin mo, hahayaan kong mangyari 'yon? After all I've done to keep you by my side, you really think I would let you imagine someone else is making you moan beautifully?"

Hindi ako makapagsalita.

I mean, hindi ako tanga. Hindi ako pinanganak kahapon, pero grabe yung selos sa boses niya. Malapit ko nang isiping may iba na kay Hunter dahil sa mga inaakto at sinasabi niya.

"Anyway, let's forget about it, okay?"

He sighed before pulling me into a warm hug. I hugged him back.

"Come with me this coming Christmas and New Year. Ginawaan ko na ng paraan para wala nang maghinala. They were all getting their week off so they should be minding their own business by then. You should come with me."

Nagbuntonghininga ako. "Saan ba tayo pupunta at anong gagawin natin doon?"

Tumawa siya. "Are you a newbie? Of course, it's like a honeymoon week for us. Saan mo ba gustong pumunta?"

Umiling ako. "Wala akong gustong puntahan. Ikaw na bahala. Sige, sasama na ako sa 'yo. Ano pa bang choice ko? Nakakahiya naman, nagawaan mo na ng paraan, 'di ba?"

Tumawa siya bago ako hinalikan sa ulo.

"Good. That's my girl."

I giggled inside. Kanonood ko 'to ng Howl's Moving Castle, eh.

"Anyway, can I ask you something?" I said.

"Hmm?" he said, wrapping his legs around me even more.

I gulped, trying to get the courage to say what I wanted.

"Why did you call me . . . love? Earlier?"

Hindi kaagad siya nakasagot. Dahil nakadikit ang mukha ko sa dibdib niya, rinig na rinig ko ang lakas ng kabog nito. Ilang sandali pa, nagbuntonghininga siya.

"A guy earlier was looking at you. I'm just making him realize that you're not available."

I laughed. "Wow. Possessive. You sounded like a jealous boyfriend." I tapped his bare back. "Hunter, may I remind you that you are in no position to get jealous, okay? Baka nakakalimutan mo? We're just fuck buddy."

Hindi siya nagsalita. Rinig ma rinig ko kung paano mag-igting ang panga niya sa sobrang katahimikan ng k'warto. Babangon na sana ako para maligo at magbihis dahil magluluto sana ako ng late dinner namin pero hindi niya naman ako pinapakawalan sa bisig niya. Ilang sandali pa, tinawag niya ako.

"Areeya . . ."

"What?" I asked.

"You know what word I hated the most that's coming out of your mouth?"

I didn't answer. I just waited for him to say what word was that so I could be conscious about it. Tapos, sasabihin ko nang paulit-ulit para mas lalo siyang mainis!

"Just."

Napakunot-noo ako. "Pinagsasabi mo?"

"Just a boss, just a one-night stand, just a friend, just someone, just a man, just a . . . fuck buddy. I hated it all. I'm looking forward to the day that . . . that word's not on your vocabulary anymore."

Right after he said that, feeling ko, nawalan ako ng lakas para kumawala sa kan'ya. Parang nanlambot ako.

Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyayari sa kan'ya, pero naalala ko yung sinabi niya kanina.

Something's definitely not right . .
with him . . . at natatakot na ako.