*Quin*

It had been a long two weeks of constant tantrums of no talking at all. Not eating and sleeping... I was so tired. It was late one night and me and Ezekiel were on the couch together having wine. We were talking and laughing.

When we stopped laughing we had a moment, our eyes locked... I don't know what it was but I felt drawn to him, moving our lips closer together until they met in firm kiss. His soft lips meeting mine in a rough kiss, his hand holding the back of my head to bring me in closer. Our kiss breaks and I won't lie when I tell you it was the best kiss I had ever had. But our night didn't end there... More wine and more kissing... I spent that night in his room. I don't remember a lot but I was able to put two and two together when I woke up in his bed, no clothes and a sore ass...

I had never found guys attractive before. Never had I looked at a guy and thought he was attractive but This was different. A part of me wanted to run out the bed and never talk about this again but I couldn't. His body was defined and a beautiful caramel colour. He was slightly taller than  me so I could curl up on his side and I didn't feel stupid. His arm grabbed my waist firmly as we lay in bed...

"So what's next?" He asks me and we both chuckle.

"I guess if you ask nicely I'll let you take me out sometime" I whisper because I feel stupid even mentioning it...

"That sounds nice" He replies, kissing my head gently... When he got out of bed my eyes looked over his naked body, taking it all in. I want to say it was the wine but JESUS was he hot. I would never bottom but for him clearly I did. And I think I would again... I must have not been very subtle because Ezekiel came back to the bed kidding my lips then my neck gently. Getting close to my ear... "Ready for round two" He whispers which sends shivers down my spine. God this man knows how to get me going...

Now that Daniel is figuring himself out I don't this is the best time to tell him I'm actually kinda, maybe, just a little... Gay for my (hot) best friend. While Daniel was outside I was going to tell him off for going off and not telling me but the moment I was bent over the kitchen counter, I forgot I was even mad.

For the first time in two weeks Daniel would be staying in his crib and I had my bed to myself... By myself I mean with Ezekiel. Don't judge me, if you could have a hot man in your bed you would too,  do not deny it!

I wanted to tell Daniel that me and Ezekiel are... Whatever we are, boyfriends or dating I'm not sure... But I wanted to tell him. I just didn't want him to hate me for it or look at me any different because of it.

Zeek is kissing my neck in bed. We have been spending the night together since Daniel started hogging my room but now I have it back Zeek clearly didn't want to stop sharing...

"How an I going to tell him" I whisper.

"Just tell him your zesty with Zeek" he chuckled. I slam my pillow in his face making him fall off my bed. "So is that a no for my idea"

"Fuck off" I say laughing.

"Well just tell him we had wine, probably had sex... Had sex a few more times sober and now we are kinda gay"

"I'm not telling Daniel we had sex! I don't need people knowing I bottomed" I whisper yell. I was already embarrassed enough bottoming to him, I always thought I would be the top but... I guess not? I have no idea this is all so confusing...

Our conversation is swiftly ended when I hear whining over the baby monitor. I get out of bed and put on some clothes so I don't waltz out naked. Daniel was awake and uncomfortable in his crib, I change his diaper and he seemed a bit better.

"How about some breakfast" I suggest and Daniel nods slowly. Taking his pacifier out and holding it. He was going to throw it but I think he remembered that I told him off for that.

"Hey bud, want some breakfast?" Ezekiel is cooking in his boxers... Why does he have to do this to me.

"Pancakes pease" Daniel says clapping his hands making Ezekiel and me smile. Zeek makes some pancakes for me and Daniel, I put him in his highchair. I put his pancakes on his tray and put a bit of syrup on them. "Daddy more syrup peaseee" Daniel asks nicely, I can't help but find him adorable.

"Okay but not too much or else you will get a sugar rush" I respond putting a bit more syrup on his pancakes. He uses his hands to eat them getting syrup all over himself, the tray and even a little on me.. 'As long as he is enjoying himself' I think to myself with a soft smile. "Dirty baby, you need a wash" I say picking him up and bringing him upstairs to the bathroom, running him a warm bath. He splashes in the bath and plays with the bubbles as I scrub him down. After his bath I get him dressed and sit him down on my bed. "Sweetheart I wanted to talk to you about something" I say to him softly.

"What is it" He sounds worried so I kneel in front of him.

"Well me and Ezekiel are kinda together and I wanted you to know..." I say nervously.

"Ezekiel is my papa" Daniel says clapp8ng his hands and I think that's his way of accepting it.

"Yes baby that's right, your so smart" I praise as Ezekiel walks in. "Look baby it's papa"

"PAPA" Daniel yells and leaps up towards him. Ezekiel lifts him up and kisses his cheek gently.

"Guess he knows?" I nod gently. "Guess I'm papa now, real question is... Who is the favorite, papa or daddy" Ezekiel asks Daniel who thinks for a minute.

"Do not ask him that" I say standing up with a sigh. "Because we all know I'm the clear favorite" I whisper to Daniel which Ezekiel hears and scoffs.