I sat in "my office" Bored and with an icky feeling in my gut. I've had it for a few days now and I still have no idea what it is. I thought walking through the lobby and asking the customers how they enjoyed the food would help. It only made me feel worse.

I turned to see the older man Edward sit alone at his desk. has nobody ever realized how lonely and depressed he looked? it was strange to think of it, really I don't think anybody's ever asked him how his day was, what he was up too, what his plans were or how he was feeling at all. Don't get me wrong he is pretty grumpy but it makes sense why when you think about it.

He noticed me staring and gave me a look as if to say "what are you looking at!?" so I looked away and walked back to my room, I opened the recipe book. Honestly though did you know how many health code violations the Krusty Krab could get shut down for? It's sad too because most of them could've gotten avoided if Krabs had put in the money to fix things. I almost started to feel bad for the Krusty Krab.

I guess I figured out what that icky feeling was coming from... No, that's not it either. I always admired the Krusty Krab because it seemed that the place was full of adventures and amazing memories but when I look around I feel like all the good vibes are crumbling and closing in on themselves like dull wallpaper in an old cheap house once fancy and proper. What happened? suddenly shivers crawled down my back and echoed through my skull as I realized I've gotten myself into this mess with no way out, this place is soaked in tangled sorrow and I could feel it. 

That was it... I collapsed in my chair and peered out the window, my chest felt heavy. What have I done? Well, I got myself here, might as well make the best of it! Maybe I should go check on... Karen isn't here. I ran to the window and stared at the chum bucket realizing that I didn't have her anymore. I felt my anxiety pound in my chest and break the heart I never knew I had. The only thing I ever had for her, did I really trade her out?

This was all a mistake but a deal is a deal, you know what? Never thought I would say this but I'll go check on SpongeBob. I didn't have my wife to encourage me to go so I had to get past my social anxiety that I didn't tell anybody about on my own and talk to SpongeBob. I practiced the sentence I was going to say over and over in my head as I approached the door but failed to actually say it when I swung open the door a little too hard and startled the cook.

"Oh sorry," I mumbled with a slight chuckle.

"oh... Hi boss," He grumbled looking in the distance, he hadn't yet accepted me as the person in place of Mr. Krabs. All my confidence fell when he said that so I just decided to go sit back in my room. what should I do now?